How I wish there was a time capsule that would take me back all the way to January. Let me re-make all my decisions. Re-do everything that I did wrongly. & Re-look at the things I have never even set eyes on before that would have affected me now/in the future.
If I hadn't been so blind, I wouldn't have made so many mistakes. & now I have to pick up the pieces, which suck badly.
But according to JitYong, failure is the key to success and failing is the key to learning. I must experience failure so that I can learn from my mistakes. & as he emphasizes, I must learn to solve my own problem myself. I guess it's all just a learning process huh..

How I wish I had never got into council.. Then all these mess wouldn't be created. But nevertheless, it might be a learning process. Pick up from where you left off. Perhaps all these is just a hallucination and it would go away once I open my mind. :D