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It's the start of midyear next week. the final examination im taking in stc thats going into the report book. im so stressed.. i feel like im pms-ing.. its like.. when im home i just feel like dying and all.. but when im in school im just crazy.. like im so high.. lol. maybe its a mental disorder, but seriously, im sane! haha. i've done physics chapter 1-5, 17-20.. thats like.. very little. chem.. chap 1-6.. thats all.. others havent even touched yet! -sighs- and i still have to study for pracs.. im so stressed. and well.. there's this really irritating person i really cant stand.. as in its not a sudden thing.. its been for months.. or even years. and now.. well. i just cant stand her even more.. haha.. i bet no one knows about this.. well except for jojo and someone else.. -sighs- doesn't she feel extra clinging on to us during... ... ... it's so infuriating.. haha.. ok i shall not bad-mouthed her so much. luckily there's not much lessons where we're in the same class. but... its on one particular day which i dread.. -sighs-
been studying with jorain in school these few days. its a more condusive environment.. at least i wont fall asleep! lol. asked sand and joc and clas.. but they're like.. NO! lol. shirley stayed.. but.. if you knew what's the definition of noise pollution!! lol. haha. i feel so bad. shirley's so CUTE!!! sand's an infant.. joc's a sotong.. clas's a disfigured easter bunny.. jorain's an obasan.. and me?? haha. shall not say. :D we havent really thought of a name for shirley yet. probably loudspeaker?? haha.. thats so cool!! haha..

we had sports day today. it was seriously a waste of time. had normal lessons till 11.. then recess then had chinese mock.. LTT gave us wang wang biscuit. which was perhaps overdued! haha. joking. it was supposed to end at 1.. but she released us at 1.30.. in the end, cheryl, tianhui and brenda had to wait for me for.. er. 31/2 hours. sorry lah. so we went to tiong. cheryl bought kfc mushroom swiss burger.. then we all bought bubble tea.. haha. went back to school had the sports carnival. it was (sian)^100000. haha. seriously. clarice and i were just stoning. then we had the tug-o-war thingy. my class won against 4D but lost against 4MM. clar and i went around being lame. after that had cheerleading competiton. as expected, joseph got last AGAIN. i thought ignatius will get 1st, but oh wells. marissa was damn good. super pei fu. maybe she should give her the best dancer or something.. haha. later went for dinner. now home..
oh no! i just saw the news that ole gunnar solks is going to end his term with united next season. his contract ends after next season! oh mans. im so depressed now. how can he! tsk!! 11 goals is like.. a huge contribution ok.. eww.. i want solks! -sighs- fergie better keep him! haiz..
anyway clas fell down during PE on wed.. sadly.. and well. guitar got silver for SYF! congrats.. at least not COP.. malay dance got silver. chinese.. got silver? i think. yupps. now its down to modern to get gold! yuppies! i need to go. bye!

GOLD WITH HONOURS.
we done it.. haha. i'm so proud. proud of the juniors.. proud of myself.. proud of mrs elango.. proud of mdm selvi.. everyone. Im so damn happy. Thursday morning i was super super nervous. It was like.. 2.4! haha. But it was just.. i don't know. my hands were cold.. haha. i was waiting for the announcement to all dancers to meet mrs elango.. but.. NIL. i was like.. OH SHIT. so i went up to english as usual.. and when i was outside my class, bhavani came up to me and said "don't scream.. but we got gold with honours." and the first thing i said was.. "are you sure? how you know?" so she was like confirmed alr. mdm selvi msg-ed banu.. and so.. on basic instincts, I SCREAMED. like damn loud and bhavani.. screamed with me! haha. contradicting here.. hello? haha. ok.. so i started to cry. then nithya came so i told her and hugged her, crying.. oh mans. i swear i couldnt stop crying mans. so malu. i went into class crying.. when i walked in everyone was like congrats... ... and fathima was clapping. i was like.. oh mans.. so i cried again.. worst. i just couldnt stop.. thinking of all the effort put in.. -sighs- ok.. so tomorrow which is wednesday, we have a celebration. cant wait! hehehe.
friday was holiday.. saturday went for tuition.. sunday went for tuition.. monday had lessons as usual. short day.. as there was no cca. went home.. had lunch then went jogging at 6.. went to clementi stadium with bro and dad.. my legs were aching after that lah! haha, but i saw the ESPN broadcaster!! woohoo! i didnt bring my phone if not i take picture with him loh!!! today had 2.4! can you believe it! my last 2.4 in STC. but im feeling DAMN happy! haha.. i ran the 1st 8 rounds.. at the 9th round, my legs muscle ached like siao due to YESTERDAY'S TRAINING. early know dont go jogging loh! so my time was 17.10.. during maths.. mrs fung was telling her about how she, her maid and her daughter went around catching bees in her aircon!! haha.. damn funny. she even brought a packet of DEAD BEES to school to show us! i thought i was tea leaves and fathima thought was dried flowers!! oh man. joker lahs! haha.. band got bronze. good job people.. haha.. at least not COP! haha.. thats all. going to do hw.. ciaoz.

exhausted squared.. haha. syf finally over. but instead of feeling happy, im feeling dammit sad. cannot see juniors anymore.. cannot practice the dance anymore.. cannot joke and fool around anymore.. cannot make fun of mrs elango and mdm selvi anymore.. cannot dance in canteen anymore.. cannot everything. im just damn sad. i almost cried, but tried to control. -sighs-
In the morning, woke up at 6.15, wore pe shirt to school. we make up and all. wee ting and sein yan came back to help. we did all our make up and hair and practiced one final time before the real one. it was probably the last time dancing at the audi. at the last part, i was tearing, but i bet no one noticed. -sighs- mrs elango kept telling me to smile. how to smile when im like so sad here. -sighs- after praticing, went to UCC and got ready. when it was going to be our turn, i was again tearing, but i think.. think only, no one noticed. haha. it's like.. our last time dancing. so we danced. it's very good. the best in all rehearsals. im very satisfied. -nods- we all had to smile.. but i know one part i did not. i was thinking back of the times when i was having difficulties learning the step and all, i was almost crying alr.. but i controlled. the ending was perfect. everything was just perfect. so later we stayed to watch. than later took some pics and went back to school. our jingles were damn loud and i bet everyone could hear us. there was this wedding couple taking wedding photos in our school! how cool can that be mans!!! haha. later we changed and washed away our make up.. and my pimples are like!! dominating my face!! im seriously allergic to cosmetics mans. after that went to tiong for lunch with wee ting, sein yan, leng shan, fer, debra, banana, manyan.. had long john than went to take neos! haha. than watched mr bean! damn funny! haha. nice show. after that we took alot of lame pics. haha. and after after that.. i went to find jes to take pic and than went home. had steambost dinner. did previous day's maths hw. yupps. the end of my fruitful day. please please please god, let us get gold with honours. i beg you. results tomorrow at 9! please god! i really beg you just this once! thanks! i got to go. nights.

its sunday NIGHT again. much dreaded. -sighs- went for tuition today. woke up at 1.26pm. went for tuition then came back had dinner.. now trying to rush my homework. yesterday woke up at 7. went for dance till 12. then went to town with tianhui! had a helluva good time! haha. she was so cute! we went far east and shopped. she accompanied me to get my cd and buy present for dolly. and due to my being broke, she treated me to old chang kee!! haha. then i, being a kind soul, took 124 home with her. i could have taken 167 which stopped at my doorstep but didnt. i took 124 instead. took like 15 mins to walk home. we were laughing and talking on the bus. it's like my last year in dance and its just another 2 more days in dance.. so we were like so sad we cant get to see each other in dance anymore. -sniffs- went home than went to library. came home surfed net than went for tuition. after tuition came home watched manu vs blackburn. 4-1! yays! but bad news is vidic is injured!! oh no. the only 2 available centre-backs now are brown and rio. and neville is out too. shit lah. but solks is back! and he scored yet another late goal! cheers!! i just love the guy to bits! :D got to go. bye