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Monday, June 30, 2008

"Class outing" today. -.-
Only Roo, Jit, Cy, Grace, Denise and me turned up. -.- WTH.
Vivo. Hanged around. I didn't eat lunch. Damn the guys. :p
Arcaded. House of the Dead. :D

Penned down her thoughts at 7:16 PM
Sunday, June 29, 2008

PW today. Esplanade library.
Whenever life is looking good.
It never fails to take a turn.
:(((
emo. emo. emo.


Penned down her thoughts at 9:27 PM
Saturday, June 28, 2008

This quote is damn meaningful and true...
"I'm afraid of loving you, because I'm not prepared to lose you."
It's so bittersweet. Haha. And I bet many people feel this way.. Hmm.
Oh. & everlasting love is a faux. O.o

PW is seriously.. Fucked up luhs. Sian.
Met up for PW today. Unproductive. Dinnered at ahma house.
Lord of The Rings. We were watching on ahma's bed. 4 of us. Adelene, Adam, Nicholas and me.
I was in between Adelene and Adam and Nic in front.. And then I turned.. And freak. The bed broke. -.-
So technically.. They said that I am the one who broke the bed.. Like.. Wth. Haha.
I am sooo not going to lie in the middle the next time. :P Ehhh.. But at least I'm the lightest. :D


Penned down her thoughts at 11:16 PM
Friday, June 27, 2008

End of exams! But holy crap. Chem.. U alr U alr.. :(((
SPA today. Then towned! Lunched at PS. Wanted at Cathay. Played foosball at Cathay. Changyi and I, kena trashed by Grace and Eric. Grace and I, kena trashed by Colin and Reuben. Changyi, Grace, Eric and I, kena trashed by Colin and Reuben (4 v 2! LOL). Reuben and i... TRASHED GRACE AND COLIN! Thankyouverymuch! :D:D:D Reuben and I.. TRASHED ISABELLE AND MATTHEW! (((: Thanks once again! :D Haha. Siaoness. Then Grace and I got trashed by Cherie (Council senior) and her friend. LOL. We only managed to get 1 ball in. Omg. Noooob.
Wanted was good. :D Company was better. :DD Angelina Jolie was cool and hot.. But.. I still hate her. O.o
Dinnered. <3
Homed. :D

Penned down her thoughts at 9:23 PM
Thursday, June 26, 2008

Chem spa. Go! Go! Go!
My leg hurts like MAD. Freak.
Oh.
& today was (((:
You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're ever gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Penned down her thoughts at 10:22 PM
Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Shitz. Maths is... 100000000times more difficult than any papers I can ever get. LOL. I calculated. And I already have.. 58 marks gone(from the questions that I didn't do) that means the rest has to be ALL CORRECT for me to barely scrape through to get an S. OMG. Damn sian lah. What kinda shitty paper is this mans. Zzz. Out to watch Don't Mess with the Zohans (NOT LEGEND OF ZOHANS!!! ROFL!) today. Cathay with Grace for lunch. And then she ps-ed me. -.- Watched a horny NC16 show alone with 4 guys. OMG. Can you feel the horniness. Especially Rooben. LOL. Homed after that. :DDD
I am sooo sooo sooo happy! (((:
WHEEEEEEE! <3

Oh mans. I have to stop getting influenced by Reuben Lim.. If not I'll start liking metal! Gosh. First its Trail of Broken Hearts by Dragonforce which is power metal. And now I'm like ADDICTED to When Love and Death Embrace by HIM which is love metal. OMG. It's so so so nice.



Penned down her thoughts at 7:22 PM
Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Woots. Let's just say I got no mood to study for maths. LOL.
Had subway for dinner.

Footlong Teriyaki chicken. Shared with dad. DUH.

I didn't know subway had sweets! LOL.

Oh. & here's the chipped off tooth. LOL.

Penned down her thoughts at 7:57 PM

Chem is over. PRAISE THE LORD!
Whoots. It was DAMN FRIGGIN TOUGH. I have this foreboding feeling that I'm gonna get a "U". -.-
Congrats to me though, for surviving. :D:D:D
Maths tomorrow. Phew. Gotta practice! Yupps.

Countdown to end of MYEs: 3 Days
Countdown to start of hp bill: 7 Days
(Sheesh. I only have 10 texts left for these 7 days. Ohmytian.)


Penned down her thoughts at 6:45 PM
Monday, June 23, 2008

Chem is.. OMG. Disgusting. Nothing can go in for nuts. Help! I need a miracle. Hmm.
Econs today was.. Ok I guess. Yupps.

This is funny. o.O

Oh. & I slept at 2.30 last night. Gosh. I am DESPERATELY in need of sleep. Freak.
Wedding dinner last night was funny.
Cousins all started asking me to give birth like right now. -.-
Because ahma is offering 10K, uncle another 40K, mom milk powder and aunt diapers for the first great grandchildren.
So I started jacking my cousins who are either married or have a bf. And then stupid Adelene started directing everything at me. -.-
Very funny ah. And then the whole family was asking me to give birth, except my parents. LOL. WTF?! Random.

Penned down her thoughts at 5:11 PM
Sunday, June 22, 2008

O.M.G.
I am sooo going to murder Hess. What kinda shit law did he/she formulate lah. Cheh.
I don't understand a shit. => I am sooo DEAD.
GG to chem bonding too. What dipole-dipole. Go fish for tadpole luhs! Sianz.
Finished econs.. But HOLY COW. I forgot all about equilibrium and those behavourial and managerial theories. DIE.

There's a wedding dinner later. I am sooo DEAD.
Goodbye to midyears. GG alr. -.-
F1 later. Kimi on pole. Ferrari 1, 2 on starting grid. :D :D :D

Penned down her thoughts at 5:31 PM
Saturday, June 21, 2008

My right eyelid is twitching like mad.. Since last night. Freak.
Oh. & I went to the dentist alr. My tooth looks normal now. :D
I feel fucked up. Damn. Damn. Damn.

Penned down her thoughts at 8:22 PM

Tagged by Sand Teo. :D:D:D

1.List out the top 5 birthday present that you wish for:
See my wishlist luh. Haha. Hmm.. Top 5: iPod touch, Ronaldo's autobiography, FM08, Levi's watch and Mickey soft toy. :D

2. How you think people around you will feel about you?
Eh. I don't care.

3. The characteristics you love about yourself are...
Happy go lucky?

4. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are...
Sensitive.

5. The most ideal person you want to be is...
Jennifer Aniston!!! Tyra Banks will do too. Oops. Thinking too much. I'm not so shallow luhs. Confucius!!! LOL. LOL. LOL.

6. For people that care most about you, say something to them...
I love you all. (((:

7. (pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you)(random)
I don't know so many people lah. TSK.
1. Grace Chan
2. Debbie Goh
3. Reuben Lim
4. Sheryl Yeo
5. Junyi
6. Xin Mei
7. Clasandra Hum
8. Yu Heng
9. Jia Jie
10. Dolly Moh

8. Who is no. 6 having a relationship with?
Haha. Crap. I have no idea. Oi. Mei Mei!!

9. Is no.9 a male or female?
Male. Unless he's a trans. o.O

10. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Clas and Dolly?! LOL. Very funny. Dolly has her... HONEY. Rights Dolly Moh!?

11. How about no.8 and 5?
Yuheng and Junyi! Haha. Abit out of place right.

12. What is no.2 studying?
OHOHOH. Firms. She just called me. HEHS.

13. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
o.O Idk.

14. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
Cheena bands I guess? Taiwan boybands?!?!?! LOL.

15. Does no.1 have any siblings?
A younger sister.

16. Will you woo no.3?
WTF?!

17. How about no.7?
Hummy? Haha. Thats funny. Clas, be my girlfriend!! Is this counted?

18. Is no.4 single?
Nopedy nope nope.

19. What is the hobby of no.4?
Basketball?

20. Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
I don't think they know each other.

21. Where is no.2 studying at?
CJC!

22. Say something casually about no.1
Friggin blur. Fullstop.

23. Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
OMG Yuheng!!! Haha. Yayaya. I TOTALLY love him. *Scroll down for more info*

24. Where does no.9 live at?
His house? Errr.

25. What colour does no.4 like?
Black, brown (according to her blog)

26. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
They don't know each other.

27. Does no.7 likes no.2?
Like as in friends like. Should be..

28. How do you get to know no.2?
PAE class and then now T33! Yayys.

29. Does no.1 have any pets?
I don't think so.

30. Is no.7 the sexiest girl in the world?
Omg. I shall choose to sit on the fence. :D

31. Do you think its possible if no.4 and no.5 date each other?
Haha. Sure sure. Funny siol.

32. Say something more about no.6
She's in my pw group?

33. what is your relationship with no.9
Council buds.

34. List all the schools that no.1 to no.10 are in and originally from.
1. Grace Chan (IJ TP, CJC)
2. Debbie Goh (IJ KC, CJC)
3. Reuben Lim (SJI, CJC)
4. Sheryl Yeo (AMKSS, CJC)
5. Junyi (XMS, CJC)
6. Xin Mei (Assumption Eng, CJC)
7. Clasandra Hum (STC, CJC)
8. Yu Heng (Swiss Cottage, CJC)
9. Jia Jie (Zhonghua, CJC)
10. Dolly Moh ( STC, Ngee Ann poly)

35. What would you do if no.10 hates you?
Haha. That's impossible.

36. Which of the following are in a relationship?
Sheryl, Dolly and.. *coughs* (She doesn't allow me to say. o.O)

37. How did you first met no.3?
Class.

38. How would you react if no.3 and no.10 are together?
LOL. They don't know each other.. And Dolly's attached! Haha.

39. Last question! What would you do if no.4 tells you she is pregnant.
Haha. No big surprise. ^.-

Wahh. So fun! Haha.

Penned down her thoughts at 5:37 PM

Oohs. My dear Portugal flipped and died. :((( Boohoohoo.
Un-Productive studying is really a waste of time.
Damn. Goodbye Mid years. Zzz.
Out yesterday with Fabian, Grace and Roo to study. Super duper unproductive.
Oh. And I broke my tooth today while eating Mamee. Wow.
& coincidentally, it was at 5.05pm(The clinic closes at 5). When my mom called my dentist, they were closed alr.
Wow. Shitty luck mans.
Oh. And I haven't touched my notes the whole of tonight. Congratulations me. o.O

Stop bothering me.
Why is it that whenever I get soft hearted you will take advantage?
I am seriously sick and tired of everything.
Sorry for being so mean.
You leave me with no choice.
Perhaps turning my phone off once in a while isn't a bad idea either. Hurhur.

Penned down her thoughts at 1:28 AM
Thursday, June 19, 2008

Maybe I should just give up and move on.
I'm tired.



Evanescence- My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
I don't know. Stop confusing me. :(((

Penned down her thoughts at 11:56 PM

From Sand's blog..

Basic stuff
How do you call yourself? (What's your name?): Valerie. :D
How old are you?: 16 going on 17!
Where you live?: Singapore
With whom?: My family!
Favorite things
Color?: Black is the new black!!!
Person?: Is a person even counted as a thing? -.-
Pet? (Not animal. Pet. Either living or dead. Yours or a friends): My brother's Westie I guess.
Number (lucky or just magic)?: 7 rawks!!!
Childhood memory?: Going to my ahma house in the wee hours of the morning in my (ex) maid's (who worked for 7 years.. *sniffs) arms. :((( I miss her. Damn.
Thing to do when you're bored?: MINESWEEPER is love! :D:D:D
Person to talk to when you're bored?: Um. You know who you are. ((:
Place to shop?: Orchard is da bomb!
Food? (The whole meal, not a category): Jap! Jap! Jap!
Place to go when you're sad?: My bedroom. o.O
Place to go when you're happy?: Ehh. I have no idea.

The last stuff
What's the last thought that crossed your mind?: Life's good!
Person you spoke with you in real life?: My dad.. If I'm not wrong.
Person you spoke with on the phone?: Colin Wong.
Person you spoke with online?: Keane. -.-
Person you sent any sort of snail mail to?: Errr. Alot eh. I forgot already.
Place you went?: Far East.
Thing you did before bed last night?: Deleted my texts that I don't wish to keep.

Friends stuff
Who's your best friend?: Debbie, Grace and.. SANDRA TEO! <3
Why?: Cause they rawk yo! :D
If you had to spend an entire day talking to only 2 people...?: Colin! He's damn funny. Maybe Debbie. Not say I don't wanna talk to Grace but she's FOREVER so busy. o.O
The best person you ever un-friended?: Ok.. Here goes. Jeslyn Tan. Hope she doesn't read my blog. o.O
Who do you wish you spent more time with?: Dad and Mum and my girlfriends. :D
Who knows you better than anyone else (honestly)?: Myself?
Who is secretly someone you're embarassed of for whatever reason?: Grace Chan. For being so BLUR. LOL.

Your family stuff
Any siblings?: Brother.
Are your parents still married to each other?: Yuppiessss! :D
Which parent do you like better?: Daddy I guess.
Would you voluntarily hang out with your sibling?: Nah. We don't even talk. :(((
What about your parents?: Errr. Maybe. Depends on where they're taking me to. Haha.

Random stuff
If you could have an accent, which would you have?: British! Like.. Mrs Josephine Phang from STC. Hotstuff yo!
Do you remember your dreams?: Some..
Do you speak any foreign languages?: Chinese counted?
What's your middle name and why is it that?: Nope, no middle name.

Relationships stuff
Are you married, dating, or single?: Ehhh. Single! (Seeee people! Stop making stupid guesses. I'm single!!!)
If you had the opportunity, would you go back out with any of your exes?: Ehh. No. HALLELUJAH.
Have you ever had a friend try to steal your bf/gf?: Err. Nope.
Would you rather be single and have lots of friends or married?: Single. Friends are the most important people, besides family, in one's life!
Do you really tell your significant other everything?: Hmmm.. If I have one I would if he wouldn't mind me ranting on and on. LOL.
Have you ever cheated just because you can?: Nope. I'm so loyal! LOL.
Do you think your bf/gf is better than the losers your friends bring home?: I'm single yo! :D

Last stuff
Have you ever cried in public just to get attention?: Nahhh. Not so drama mama.
Have you ever lied just to get attention?: Nopedy nope nope.
Would you ever colaborate with a friend's lie just to make them look cool?: Thats a sin.. O.o
Assume you were rich, where would you buy your clothes?: Wow. Erm.. Levis, Hula & Co. Zara, Pull and Bear, Max & Moore, Ralph Lauren, Abercrombie! Omg.. There's ALOT.
What makes you smile?: Being happy and seeing others around me happy. :D
What makes you frown?: Lotsa stuff.
What's your ultimate goal/dream?: Lead a happy, healthy and fulfilling life. :D

I am tagging Sheryl, Debbie, Grace, Reuben


Penned down her thoughts at 12:32 AM
Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Homed today to study. Heavy Heavy rain. Hmmm.. Accomplised quite little.. Ok lah. I'm at Internal diseconomies of scale for firms. And I finished maths PAE part. Whoots! But I still don't understand sigma. -.- Die die die. Whatever. Colin Wong is seriously crazy. Oh my god. He can't stop suaning me. Help! Shuddup Colin.
Ohoh. He wants me to talk about this song by David Cook, Always Be My Baby. It's DAMN nice. Haha.
PICTURESSS! :D

The Oh-So-Heavy rain accompanied with lots of thunder and lightning.

After the rain cleared. See the diff! Haha.

My econs notes. As Grace would say: You highlight everything, might as well not highlight. HEHS. Sorry to the owner of the highlighter(You know who you are :D)

A super deformed ice-cream. -.-

Ehhhh. Stupid Debbie sent me a 15pages(according to Debbie) long spam. Haha. And then I tried to forward to see how many pages it is.. But than its too long. -.- Zzz.
O.k. That was lame. Haha. I was just BORED ok.. Haha. Ohoh. I didn't like bubblegum one ok. But than.. Haha. Thanks for the bubblegum. :DD

Penned down her thoughts at 10:32 PM

I swear I'm obsessed with my blog. Haha. But whatever. Here's something I found on a horoscope site. Haha.
"It may take a while for Sagittarius to commit. Sagittarius does not want to give up their love of freedom easily, especially in youth, and may feel trapped if committed. So do give them plenty of space without making demands."
It's TOTALLY true. :D:D:D
&&&
"Remember that Sagittarius invented humor! Notice how Sagittarius is forever cracking light-hearted jokes, always able to find humor in many situations by displaying their quick wit"
Haha. Even my horoscope says I'm funny.
Seeee! So I am funny. (((:

Ohhkay. I think god is crazy. Haha.
Yesterday I was just helping debbie get over somebody. Today I was helping Grace get over somebody. Somemore both of them were telling me they got over the person alr. & then when the person talk to them, they get super shaken. So much for being best friends. Even getting over someone also must be same time. Haha.
& then I also had to cheer Fabian up because of some stuffs. So I was telling him to cheer up and all. And then 1 hour later, I am cheering Luke up. O.. K.. I think god thinks I like doing things twice. Haha.
OHOH. I kinda successfully matchmade ***** and *****. :
D:D:D Am I good or good? Huh.. LOL. & ***** thought that they wouldn't stand a chance to be together AT ALL. Haha. With Val, nothing is impossible! :D Omg. I rawk luh, seriously. ((:


Look at this. Haha. Flip coin?! LOL. Uefa is one funny piece of shit mans. Haha.
Okok.. Off to study firms at 2.40am.
Cheerios me!

Penned down her thoughts at 2:38 AM
Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Homed to "study" today.
Had pizza hut for lunch. :D:D:D Thanks Daddy! (((:
Oh. Dad just came back from m'sia and he got me this:


A manu pouch.. Which is ORANGE in colour. Oh my tian. Its super duper fake! Haha. But whatever. I'll use it. Thanks daddy! :D
& then I purposely went down to far east to find Keane. Like damns. Wasted my dad's petrol. He wanted to pass me his click5 poster! Hehs. Thanks yo. Met Grace and Fabian. Hmm. ^.-
Done Sigma. Like FINALLY. But I still don't understand. Hallelujah! :(((
Oh anyway, here's a pic of my OH-SO-BEAUTIFUL shades. LOL.

Hot rights!! :DDD
Ohoh. Grace has totally brainwashed me into getting the Twilight series. I sooo desperately wanna get it now! And read it. Hmm. But I still have to wait till mids are over. :(
Ehhh. Here's my companion for the past.. 2 days. Hehs. Arrived on Sunday morning. And half gone by Tuesday afternoon. I swear its like.. Some random addiction. And its like totally essential for studying. Haha. And its damn niseeee! I swear!
My godma bought it for me. :DD Thanks godma! Kisses to you! I love you! HEHS.

& finally. Here's my messy study desk. With my FOREVER-ON computer. Haha. Total distraction. But I'm addicted. What to do.. Haha.
PS: My manu calendar is love. :D:D:D Thanks Shirley for giving me the calendar. XOXO
PSS: Ehh. There's a Singapore flag behind the monitor. Hehs. Too bad its not captured. But its damn zai. Serious!
Yupps yupps. Thats all. My sms is BUSTING again. I only have 104 more texts. And it has to last for.. 13 days. Congratulation to me yo.
Those mixed signals. I don't know what to make of them. =(

Penned down her thoughts at 9:35 PM


Thanks YuHeng! I know you love me. :D

Penned down her thoughts at 1:42 AM

damn. damn damn.
this is what happens when your msn/computer/internet connection is screwed.

sian lah. can't talk properly.
but nvm. there's always the handwriting tab. :D
Oh. & davis thinks his handwriting rawks.
oh my tian. judge for yourself. o.O

sucks right? -nods-
studied home today. omg. only studied G.P. lah. super unproductive. Zzz.
You. You. You. :D:D:D

Penned down her thoughts at 12:42 AM
Sunday, June 15, 2008

Another week passed. Hmm. Here's what I've accomplished.
Chem: Chem Bonding ONLY. (No gaseous state!)
Econs: Scarcity etc, Supply, Demand.
Maths: Partial Fractions, Bionomial, AP.
Die die die. I haven't even touched chinese. O.o
Woke up at 1 today! :D
Went out with Isabelle to study at the Burger Kings near our place. Accomplished quite alot. Bionomial and AP. :D
Going to continue mugging. :D
STUPID FLU. Zzz. I HATE MY NOSE! Period.

Penned down her thoughts at 7:32 PM

It's 4am. CONGRATULATIONS. & I'm not asleep yet.
Oh & guess what. I didn't accomplish much tonight. Zzz. Only Partial Fractions. OMG. Pathetic siol.
Chatting with Fabian Koh. He's actually a manu supporter at heart. :D
Witness for yourself.

OHOHOH. My msn background damn zai right! Haha. Lalala.
Shall go zzz now. Ciaoz.

Penned down her thoughts at 4:00 AM
Saturday, June 14, 2008

Oh my tian. & I'm supposed to be studying. -.-
Out shopping today with mom. :))) Dad went to Malacca with his colleagues. So not fair! If only MYEs were over. HEHS.
Far East to Wisma to Taka.. LOL. Walked so much. Bought quite some stuffs. Almost bought a yellow dress.. Niseee! But it was a little transparent & my mom didn't think I should get the black one. But I liked the black one though. :((
Anyways.. Bought tube(white). Wheets! Shades(LIK FINALLY). Black rimmed though. No white rimmed ones. :((( Eyeshadow(Brown and orange ones). Blusher and Liquid foundation. Like.. Wow. Father's Day Present: Fragrance from The Body Shop! WHOOOOO! Hotstuff babe! Haha.
Dinnered at PepperLUNCH. Ironical yeah.

Homed. Onlined. Slacked. HEEHEE.

Oh anyways. New blog song. 退后 by Jay Chou. Damn nice and sad. :(

LYRICS YO.
天空灰得像哭过
离开你以后

並沒有更自由
酸酸的空氣
嗅出我们的距离

一幕锥心的结局

像呼吸般无法停息

抽屉泛黄的日记
榨乾了回憶
那笑容是夏季
你我的过去

被順時針的忘记

缺氧过后的爱情

粗心的眼泪是多余


我知道你我都没有错

只是忘了怎么退后

信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空

我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待續

-
Translated lyrics. :D
The sky is so gray that it looks like it just cried
After leaving you
I did not gain more freedom
The sourness from the air
Smelling out our distance
A scene of of heartbreaking ending
Like breathing, unable to stop.

The yellowed diary in the drawer
pressed dry our memories
That smile is summer
Our past
Has been forgotten as time goes by
A love that lacked oxygen.
Careless tears are unnecessary

I know that it is not your fault or mine.
We just forgot how to step back
We made promises to each other with confidence
Yet it has been emptied by time

I know that it is not your fault or mine
It's just that letting go would make things easier
The most beautiful love is to be continued in memory
-
Here's the MTV.

& here's the piano version


&&& here's the acoustic guitar version
O.. K.. I'm crazy about this song. But it's niseee! It's got this bittersweet, romantic touch to it. Lovely! :)))
Uhh. Here's the piano score. Any KIND SOUL *hint hint* willing to learn and then teach me?? HEHS. I'm crazily hopeless. O.o


1

2

3

4

5

6

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Off to study! CIAOZ

Penned down her thoughts at 11:21 PM
Friday, June 13, 2008


Damn. Why everytime so suay. ZZZ.

Went out to study yesterday at City Hall. Subway for lunch AGAIN. Niseeee! After studying hung around marina square. Went for dinner at the teochew restaurant. Homed. Studied, a bit only. :(
Woke up at 12.30 today. OMG! I slept at.. 12 last night! Hallelujah! Haha. Whatever. Study study study! CIAOZ.

PICTURES!

Dolly Moh and me at Vivo rooftop!

Shirley! UNGLAM yo! Haha.

Supposed class outing. I'm too tall for Changyi!!! Wheeets! :)))

Naren at the back pointing vulgarities. Zzz.

My new manu jersey! (:

Ronaldo! Please stay in ManU!! Pls pls pls!

Ohohoh. I just got the message from Colin that Croatia trashed Germany. Oh my tian. No wonder England is out. Haha. According to Colin. Zzz. Can't believe! Booo.
&&& Luiz Felipe Scholari new CHELSEA MANAGER! Oh My Tian. Ok.. There goes Man U's premiership crown. :(((((((

Penned down her thoughts at 1:00 PM
Thursday, June 12, 2008

IG outing today. Reached 15mins late. Realised that council people were in far east too. o.O Waited with ig (Sheryl, Brina, Joanne, Hilda, Sam) outside Carls Jr. for the latecomers. Like wow. There were people who were an hour late. Great job. They were so boring! Haha. Oops. So I went to find the council people. Xavier (Ng), Xue Ting, Jaslin, Keane, Shi Mun. LOL. Sat with them for awhile. Grace came. Went to PS to find Naren and Changyi. Supposed class outing but turned out "double date".. LOL. Pizza Hut. Scam! Scam! 10 friggin bucks! :(((
Arcade. Daytona. House of the Dead 4. That Jungle game. Hehs. Rooben came to meet us for 10 mins? -.- Hehs. Whatever yoz. Grace and I went "shopping" for.. 20mins? I saw a pair of shoes that are simply... Whoots! Great! Emily The Strange. 69bucks. But guess what! 50% discount! It's metallic red. Niseee! But I didn't buy. :((( Hehs. Naren and Changyi came to find us. Then yupps. Homed.
Onlined. Tried to study. But didn't AGAIN. Talked. (((:

It has been long since I listened to that song.. Our song. Which reminds me of you. Us. Whatever. Hmmm.. Never fails to bring back memories though. Oh wells. Never fails to bring tears too. LOL. It has been long. Hmmm.. 4 months. O.o Those bittersweet moments. Poof. But I kinda regretted telling you what I did in that note.. 'Until the last rose dies..." I'm sorry. :(
Wells.. Parting was never fun. Neither was it easy. Sorry. :(
I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cause I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cause I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again
All over again

Penned down her thoughts at 1:52 AM
Wednesday, June 11, 2008


Freak! Minesweeper sucks!!! :P:P:P
:(((((((((((((((((((

Penned down her thoughts at 9:20 PM

Was supposed to study mug today yesterday at home. But guess what yo. I woke up at 12.30. Lunched. Went back to sleep at 1.30. Woke up at 4.30. Onlined. Talked. Studied 2 pages of Chem bonding. Dinnered. Subway!!! Onlined. Chatted. Totally never studied. & now its alr 12.48! LOL.
Guess I'll have to stay up then. IG outing/Class(1T33!!!) outing tomorrow later. Think I'll just go for an hour or so of ig outing and then go for class outing.. Damnss. I seriously seriously miss 1T33! I've never wanted so bad to go back to school before! LOL. Amazing though. I miss 1T33! XOXO.
Mmmm. I don't feel like studying. Lalala. I was just thinking. I have a very happy and blessed life compared to alot others currently. Haha.
So these are the things that contribute to my happy little life.
1) I have loving parents and I totally love them.
2) I love my WHOLE family, including extended because everyone's so fun and nice.
3) I don't lack money and I love my house/room etc etc.
4) I have such caring and nice and lovely girlfriends. I love them to the max. (Grace and Debbie)
5) I have such crappy and fun guy friends. (JitYong, Rooben, Colin, Fabian etc etc)
6) I love all my friends. (Sand, Clas, Dolly, Jennifer, Liqun, Denise, Sheryl, Junyi, Brina etc etc)
7) I love my class to the max. & I'm actually looking forward to go back to school.
8) I am happy with my CCA and am relatively happy with my wing (I think).
9) & then there's that special one. (((:
10) Therefore, I conclude that.. LIFE RAWKS! :D
Ok.. Random. But whatever. :)
Uh.. But I still don't like you. :P

Penned down her thoughts at 12:47 AM
Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Gah.. I'm still so bored.. So I looked through all my files and folders and found this.. Supposedly a chain message. But I deleted the "chain" part. Hehs.

28 things most girls don't know

--Guys hate sluts even if they have sex with them.
(oh yeah..you're not "popular" if
you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE)

--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

--Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him

--Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.

--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

--Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

--Guys get jealous easily.

--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

--Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

--Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

--Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

--If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

--If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

--When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

--Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

--A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

--Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

--Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

--If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

--Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

Ehh. Yeah. I saw this on friendster bulletin. Haha. GRACE CHAN! Read this mans. You totally need to know this. LOL.


Penned down her thoughts at 1:20 PM

Damn!

Oh yeah. & I'm using Windows Media Player because me is lazy to install my iTunes. Hehs.
Sian. No mood to study. :(((
<3

Penned down her thoughts at 12:47 PM
Monday, June 09, 2008

Out to study today with JitYong, Grace, Rooben, Xavier and VictorPOH. Orchard MRT. Was late. Sorry guys. Lunched at Food Republic then studied at Starbucks at Wisma till 5.30. Saw Clas, Queenie and Clarene. Hehs!
Grace and Xav went to catch a movie. So hanged around Taka with Roo, Jit and Vic.. Vic left. Jit, Roo and I walked to PS. Dinnered. I TREATED JITYONG! :p Haha. Such a nice friend. Homed. (((:
Pictures from LTC! (:

Sunshine. Oops. I'm not looking!

Sunshine take 2! (((:

Charmaine AKA Chewy.

Shortie us.


Debra TOH! Same surname!

Val. Char. Deb.

Nat!

Girls from Sunshine.

You are my SUNSHINE!

34th Student Council. <3

Penned down her thoughts at 9:44 PM
Sunday, June 08, 2008

Pics with clique.

Sand, me, Yijing, Dolly, Shirley! (((:

Errr. I look constipated. So does shirley! HEHS.

Stealing the limelight. OOPS. I'm sorry. :(((

Lovesss. (((:

I found something really cool.. "I smaller than 3 you" Haha. It's actually "I <3 You".. Coolios rights?! :)))


Penned down her thoughts at 11:19 PM

Tagged by Grace! (((:

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Cry and cry and cry. But if I really love him, I'd probably give him another chance. Yepps yepps.

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
I don't know.. For more dreams to come true? o.O hehs.

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
A simple and romantic one with lots and lots of flowers and blessings. Preferably in a garden and I'll be in a very nice and light wedding gown.. And then ClickFive will be there playing songs.. Zzz. Ok.. Thinking too much.

#4 Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Yeah. Who wouldn't be..

#5 What's your ideal lover like?
Hmm.. Tough one. A caring, sensitive, funny, romantic, loving guy. He must make me laugh, be nice to me, pamper me, surprise me when I least expect it, listen to me, care for me and most importantly.. Love me? DUH. Haha.

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loving someone.. At least you are loving someone. Being loved and not loving that person would make you feel pressured to love the person and love shouldn't be like that. LOL.

#7 If the person you love does not accept you, would you continue to wait for him/her to change his/her feeling?
I don't know. It really depends on how much I like that person. I liked someone for 3 years and eventually gave up.. Sighs. But I didn't confess luh. Haha. I think its rather pointless waiting though. Waste my youth only! LOL.

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Uh.. I'll be damn sad. And I'll just try and find someone else to like?

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Not much though. More things that make me happy! :)

#10 What do you want most in life?
Being healthy and happy and for everyone around me to be healthy and happy too. (((:

#11 Is being tagged fun?
If I'm bored.

#12 How do you see yourself in ten years' time?
Working in one of the buildings around Shenton Way with a guy that loves me.

#13 Who is currently the most important person to you?
My parents.

#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Hmm. Sweet. Top friend. (((:

#15 Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married but poor. I don't wanna live my life alone for the rest of my life. At least I know that there's someone there for me if I fall. Money's superficial.. Yupps yupps.

#16 What's the first thing you do every morning?
Open my eyes? -.-'''

#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
If the guy deserves it, why not?

#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
It probably would not happen.. Aloysius once told me that you won't fall in love with 2 person simultaneously.. And I still believe him. You can't be thinking of 2 person at the same time, can you? LOL.

#19 Name 3 physical features that you attracts you most of the opposite sex?
Hair is a MUST. Eyes? And... Complexion probably..

#20 If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
Laugh at that person and well.. Mock him/her for the rest of his/her life about this incident? Haha. I feel so evil.

Tagging Rooben, Sandra and Sheryl! (((:

There. Bored me. (:
I'm supposed to be studying.. But WHATEVER.

Penned down her thoughts at 10:52 PM

Yayy! Finished EOM. Claps claps claps.
& my comp is revived! (: Except that there's no iTunes now. :(
Anyhow, cheerios!
Facial-ed yesterday. Woke up at 12.45. Lunched. Out-ted. Backed. Chatted on msn. Tried to do EOM. Phoned till 3.30am!!! (OH MY TIAN) And then Zzzzzz. (((:
Woke up at 1.15 today. Heeees. Lunched. EOM. Changed my article. Meaning whatever I did last night was.. NULL. :(((
But whatever, I finished alr! :) And then I had to help Rooo type the guidelines out because he stupidly forget to bring the resource package home. Someone shoot him please. Hands were SUPER DUPER tired. :(((
Damn friggin tired now. So... Slacking around. :)
Nothing to do. Bored. Hehs.
BYE! :)

Penned down her thoughts at 6:35 PM
Friday, June 06, 2008

1 word: TIRED.
I am damn the friggin tired. :(((
& my comp has officially just died on me AGAIN. Thankyouandgodblessme. :(((
So I'm using my daddy's lappy to blog and chat on msn now. Hehs.
LTC was.. Fun and then tired and finally.. A dread.
I don't really like my group because of some ppl whom I shall not mentioned. Hmmm. Haha.
1st day: Low elements(Abseiling, Rock-climbing, Rope, Spiderweb and Wall-climbing)
2nd day: Problem Solving(Games at the limestone grassland) and High elements(Confidence Rope Course, Flying Fox and Pole Jump(OMG! I DID IT!))
3rd day(Killer Bomb): Bukit Timah Hike(We got the Super Tiring + Treacherous Route) and Wargh Games(Killed us all)
Damn sian. We got the most tiring 2 on the last day and same day. Totally drained me. :(
Back to school on Thursday. Lunched at Pepperlunch with Roo, Grace, Fabian and JitJit. Then Macs icecream for desert. Homed. SLEEP!!!
Today. LTC post camp for councils. Damn sian. Woke up normal school time. Schooled. Did those council-ly stuff and yeah.. I got into SA. Zzz. I wanna go CI because the ppl there are more fun. Like.. Grace, Jaslin, Jane, Xue Ting, Keane, Jon Chen.. ETC. :((( I don't like some ppl in my wing. Damn. How to work together mans.
After that went town. :)))))) Thanks. (:
Then met Shirley babe! ((((: And the old clique with the missing Clas Hum.
YiJing, Dolly, Sand, Shirley and me! Vivo. Dinnered. B&J's. (: Talked.
Shirley's going back Indo tomorrow then to Perth I don't know when. :(((((((((((((
I wonder when I'll get to see her again. Boooohoooohoooo. Shirley babe! I'll miss you so much. Must remember your mommy alrights.. And your daddy(Clas) Haha.
Ehhh. Went for ClickFive on Sunday night. Met Grace at Wisma at 4.30 to get 2 tix. Like wow. Last 2. Met Fabian then Keane. I watched with Fabian.. Zzz. He's like... Damn noisy and hyper. Haha. But it's good. Makes me high too. LOL. Yupps. Homed at 11. -.- & LTC was the next day. LOL.
Alrighty.. Gonna catch up on study/sleep.
Ciao from daddy's lappy! ((((((((((:

Penned down her thoughts at 10:35 PM


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Valerie
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