Ok.. I'm feeling much better today thanks to all my friends, especially Brina, Sheryl, Junyi and Debbie. Not to forget Hilda too. Haiz.. Reached earlier this morning. Went to accompany brina behind the grandstand there. Saw Aloysius. Saw Ivan. He wasn't running, AT LAST. (Thanks.) He was playing the guitar. Felt tears welling up in my eyes when I saw him playing the guitar. It's like that time in his class. Haiz... He promised to teach me to play the guitar somemore. -Sighs- SD period was a hell of fun. We were discussing about making decisions, which apparently I am horrid at. So we kinda got this question where 2 bros had gotten into serious trouble and they need money to get out of town. One brother robs a bank and another cheated an old man of his money.. If we were the brothers, what would we do.. Andrew, Jiongly, Vanessa and I in a group. And so we discussed and all. First thought that came to my mind was.. Rob a bank. Same for Andrew. And then I was like.. Eh.. They can go be male prostitutes! Its easy and fast. LOL. And well, I was just kidding. But they took it for real and told Cigku when we were presenting.. Somemore they said quoted from Valerie. Malu-sai. Haiz. Chinese = Slacking time. Miraculously I was paying attention during lit lect.. Seriously.. I took notes and listened! Maths CA.. Damn lah. Super tough can. Fail alr, confirm. After math, went to canteen with Debbie and her friend, Valerie Tan. Waited for Brina and Sheryl. Finally they arrived. Maryanne was there also. Haiz. Had lunch. Went to grandstand. Coincidentally, he was there. Waited for Junyi to finish PE. Sheryl, Brina and I just talked and stoned. We were damn bo liao lah. "Slashing wrist".. Haiz. 'Slashed' mine. LOL. Emo-ism you see.. My eyecandy was there! LOL. Super cute and hot lahs! How hot can one be! ZOMG. Haha. Ok... But he's only an eyecandy. Junyi finished lessons. Isabelle then said she wanted to play bball and asked if I can wait for her. Oh wells, alright. Waited till 5.45. Went home with Isabelle. Had fun talking. We were talking about Arthur who lives 4 levels above me. She was saying how dao Arthur was. Right... Yeah. So tomorrow morning am taking bus with her. Got to get up early. Yupps.
PS: Please don't avoid me because I miss you.. Very much.

Another sucky day. Totally couldn't and didn't want to get up this morning hence I was a little later than usual. Sucky car ride, as usual. Leave me alone for one minute and my mind would start wandering. Not advisable. Haiz. Had PE.. Played dodgeball. Damn fun. Saw you there. Am missing you. So near yet so far. Haiz... After lessons met Hilda, Junyi, Sheryl and somehow Sam found us. Ate.. Sheryl went to meet her dear bf. Junyi went for cca and Sam went to find his friends. Leaving Hilda and I alone. Went to Far East Plaza.. Walked and talked. She kind of advised me what to do but told me that it's seriously all up to me. I seriously can't decide. It seriously pains me to see him like that. Avoiding each other ain't a solution. Just makes us feel more painful. Haiz. Took bus with Hilda. She alighted at Dhoby Gauht.. Took out iPod. Listened to this song playing (Swear it Again). Cried. ON THE BUS! Haiz. That's what emo ppl do. Damn malu lah. This auntie came up and kept staring at me. Whatever. -.-''' Reached home. Slept. Horrible sleep. Kept waking up.. Cause I keep thinking that my phone beeped. And I kept thinking it was you.. Haiz. I'm crazy already lah. Woke up at like.. 8.. Dinnered. Tried studying math test for tomorrow but no mood. Talked to Sheryl, Sand.. And Adelene Tan! ZOMG. She found out. Crapps. Forgot she reads my blog. Haiz. But anyway.. Doesn't matter because I don't think she will tell. Yeah. Off to study for math test and prep for tomorrow's talk alr.. Yupps.

Shits.. I realize I still like you, alot.. But my friend tells me I can't be soft-hearted if I don't want you to screw up this year.. I had no choice, damn.. I hope you will forgive me.. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz.. I really think I have fallen for you, hard.. How??

I just want to say thank you to all my friends. I'm fine, I think.. Just trying very hard not to think about the past.. But it's easier said than done. Sighs. Only 2 weeks and it's so painful already.. Imagine 2 months.. Sighs. I realized that crying has been my forte recently.. I can just cry when I want.. I just need to think of certain things. It's so not me.. I don't like it either. I hate my life.. Sighs.. Why can't we just be together and not have external influence. It's so irritating. I hate life.
Didn't feel like getting out of bed today. Dragged myself to school. Felt damn horrid. On the way to school I was totally silent.. Ask Sand. There was just so much on my mind. It's impossible not to think lah, seriously.. School-ed. Horrible day with horrible lessons. Break sucked. Ate nothing. Back to class. Stoned. Super sian. Waited for day to end. Went to eat Sakae with Debbie. Supposed to be at wisma with him.. But...... -sighs- Splurged my money on food. Came home. Couldn't take being bored.. So I slept. First time this year I slept in the afternoon. I guess it was to numb myself.. I sound so emo.. HAIZ. Had dinner and well, sat in front of the comp and tried to do my work but too much distractions. Talked mainly to Hilda.. She said I sound strange. -shrugs- It's only normal right??
Went to library with Sand on Sunday to study.. Yeah right. Mainly, we talked. Monday went to school. PE sucked. Met mom at far east and came home.. Had a bad bad night. Don't want to talk about it.. Don't want to remember it. Haiz... I know I suck. Thanks. D:
Please take care of yourself alright. I wouldn't be there to nag at you anymore. :( Please... For me??
Something that Debbie wrote on my math lecture notes on the day that o levels were released. Haiz.. Reminiscing.
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It's not that clear.. But somehow.. It's clear to you.. And me.

I'm officially the biggest ass in the world. I did something which my heart told me not to do but my brains tells me to. I am very very sorry. I seriously didn't mean for it to happen. I didn't even think about it at all.. I'm sorry. I just want to let you know that I loved you and you will always be in my heart.
Sorry.

MICKEY HEARTS TEDDY. For the last time..

I still can't believe that my life is my life.. Seriously, I keep thinking it might just be a dream. It's too wonderful for words.. Haha.. Okok.. So the o level results were released yesterday. And I can't believe I actually went for lessons in the morning. Sighss.. Haha. So Anyway, I went to CJC in the morning for tutorials and lectures. Whoah.. Damn sian. Chem was sian, maths was worst. I couldn't even concentrate lah. Whole time was thinking of my results. Then PE played basketball. I totally didn't contribute because I am scared of bball. Haha. Netball and volleyball I'm fine but not bball. Haha. Then met my friends and we went back to STC.. Lunch in STC.. Ate the Indian stall with my favourite chilli sausage! Haha. But I totally couldn't finish it. I ate like.. 5 spoons only lah! Threw away practically the whole plate. No appetite you see. Haha. After eating we went to look for teachers. Saw Ms Emily Koh, Mrs Elango, Mrs Fung and Mr Stephen Ng.. Haha. He already knew our marks lah! But he didn't want to tell us. I asked him if I can get into CJ and he said yeah should be.. And I asked if my L1R5 is ok and he said ok.. Bullshit lah, seriously.. Haha. We sat in a random class and talked. I was just stoning when they were talking lah. Was super worried that I wouldn't get enough to go to cj.. Haha. So Jojo, Jorain, Jocelyn, Sand and I were in Mr Poon's class. Saw all the juniors. And then it was time. Haha. Went to the hall and awaited for the grand points. Haha.. I saw our new principal. Mrs Wong.. Stephanie Wong's mother.. Haha. My 1T32 classmate. Yeah.. So anyway, Mrs Woo (vp) was talking about how to apply etc but I totally wasn't listening.. Too worried already.. Blah blah blah.. And so.. It was time.. They were announcing the top scorers and all.. And wow, seriously.. I was there. 9 points. Totally couldn't believe it lah, seriously.. I could have sworn it wasn't my name! Seriously.. Until Sand was like.. Val.. And Marissa was like.. Oh my god, Valerie.. And I was like.. Serious?! And then Amanda was telling me to stand.. Whoah sai lah. I was shivering and well, jubilant.. Called mum, him, uncle james.. Haiz.. I'm so sad I got 4 for chem ok.. It's so saddening. I didn't expect to get 4.. I was hoping for a 1.. So my grades are..
Eng- A2
Chinese- A1
Maths- A1
A Maths- A2
Chem- B4
Physics- B4 (SURPRISINGLY)
Pure Geog- A2
Combined (Lit, SS)- A1
Yeah.. CCA, A1.. And so I'm staying in cj.. so.. minus 4, I get 5.. Still can't beat dear Ivan.. Who got 8, minus 6.. 2 for cca, 2 for affliation/loyalty and 2 got HMT.. DAMN. After that went home.. Used comp and well.. Went for dinner at Geylang and then came home and used comp. Talked to him for like.. Don't know how many hours.. Haha. Then off to bed.
Friday.. Was fun. Woke up when Ivan called me. I told him to give me a morning call in case I couldn't get up in time. He called at.. 10.30, even though I told him to call me at 10, during his break.. Yeah. Washed up, bathed and went to meet him at Far East.. He was late for 40mins ok! I was late for.. 15mins.. So I waited for him for.. 25mins! Kanasai! Went to get lunch.. Sushi! And then took bus 36 to terminal 3.. All the way to the end! Met the rest (angie, joanne, brina, hilda, tudor) there.. Went for lunch, which I have apparently taken. Burger King. Oh wells, stole some fries from Ivan. Thereafter, Aloysius appeared. He was late.. DUH. After he came we went to the viewing gallery in T3 to 'view' planes. In the end just sat down to talk.. Take pics. Then we went to macs for ice cream.. Ended sharing a twister fries and sundae with Ivan.. Bleahx.. He's damn funny ok! Molested me! AKA as tickled me. It's so wrong ok.. After eating we proceeded back to T3.. To take train back. And well, all of us boarded and Ivan parted with us 2 stops later.. On the train, we were trying to make fun of Aloysius and Joanne.. Seriously, I don't believe there's nothing going on in their minds lah! I bet Aloysius likes Joanne and vice versa.. LOL. I was kinda forced to sit in between them on the train! HELLO! They ming ming want to sit together one ok! Joanne didn't want to change seats with me because she's just shy.. Aloysius didn't want to change sits with me because (I suppose) he's nice. There was this freaky indian guy beside him and he was like.. you want to sit beside the indian guy meh.. Haha. Alright.. So in the end, I sat in between them. And as you can infer, both of them wanted to sit with each other but its because of some external factors that cause them to not be together! LOL. Then Pris, Angie and Joanne alighted at City Hall as they were meeting Jay chou for dinner.. Aloysius pang-sehed Joanne because his mom cooked dinner for him. -.-''' Yeah whatever. And so.. There was Brina, Hilda, ALoysius and I left.. I sat beside Aloysius (JEALOUS?? :D Joking! HEHE.) And Aloysius was like.. "Am I such a threat?' Haha.. I would say yes.. Because he's good-looking and well, has hot legs! LOL. Shit.. Joanne's 'hot legs' fascination is contagious! Haha. Alighted at Outram, waited for bus and then reached home. Had maggie noodles for dinner. Yum Yum. So that's about it for Friday..
Saturday woke up in the morning (DUH) and well, went to vivo to meet someone.. Haha. Had lunch with him, played arcade. WHATEVER! At least I won you twice for the ferrari one..! :p After arcad-ing took bus home.. Came home, slept. Woke up at 7, went to ahma's house for dinner. Cousins came over.. Had dinner and came back home to play xbox360.. Burn out's nice! Fifa 08 was fun also but mainly because I was crap at it and kept anyhow passing, making everything damn funny. Nic and I laughed till we almost died! LOL. He went home.. Talked to that someone on the phone and.. Slept!! Hehe. Yupps.. That's about it! Pictures!

Debbie and I.. I look dumb, but Debbie looks dumber! LOL.

Haha. Debbie sucks lah! She looks weird!

Ohmygod! HAHA. I'm not short! I'm 180cm!

Sand and I on the bus, on the way to STC.

Best Friends!

Kissy kissy!

Sand looks so blur! Haha. NOOBNESS.

CJ!

1. Is it difficult for you to look into someone's eyes when you are telling them how you feel?
Yes.

2. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You get enough time to make ONE phone call. Who would you call
My parents to thank them for all they have done.

4. You are at the doctor's office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live.
(A) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die?
Only my close friends and family.
(B) What do you do with your remaining days?
Whatever I want to accomplish?
(C) Would you be afraid?
DUH.

5. You can have one of the following two things: trust/love
Trust.

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
Depends on the size of the dog! If I don't think I can get it then too bad. :D

7. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
Bermuda Triangle.

8. Think of the last person who you really knew that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you?
But what's the point? I would only miss them more right?

9. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
I wouldn't know.. Sand Teo?! Help me answer this question! Haha.

10. Does love = sex?
NO!

11. Your best friend dies, what would you do?
Be damn sad and reminsce about the times we spent together.

12. When and how was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt?
Friday afternoon. Yes.

13. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
Tell someone I love them. Sighs. Why do these questions sound oh-so-familiar..

14. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
My memories.

15. Excluding romantic love, when wasthe last time you told someone you loved them?
Erm.. Just? Sandra Teo Xin Le.

16. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, if you HAD to, even if you had "no regrets" what would it be?
Make the right decisions.

17. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. Who do you call?
Teddy Bear.

18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?
If he's already homeless and I believe he would be suffering, why revive him so that he can suffer all over again?!

19. Are you old-fashioned?
Don't think so.. Am I??

20. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a heart break or have never loved before?
True love.

Ok.. I am so dead. I'm still stuck at econs and here I'm doing this quiz I spotted on friendster. I'm so bored! And no one's online to talk to me.. No one called either. With the exception of Jojo asking for help on maths. Sighs.. I officially have no life! -FAINTS-

Sunday... Sunday.. Sunday.. Sianz. Haiz. I'm trying VERY HARD to study econs but I just can't. Ok well.. Last night was super emotional. I was just.. hyperventilating lah!! Haha. Serious.. On the phone! You and your stupid death scare really scared me ok! Promise me you will NEVER say you want to die or whatsoever. Haiz... Okok. So it's sorted out already! Yahoo! Haha. Watched the manunited match last night.. Whoah.. Seriously.. I almost died! I thought it would be set for a draw but Phew! Rooney and Ronaldo to the rescue! Haha. MISSED RON'S GOAL AGAIN! Because I was too tired and my eyes were swollen from all the crying.. So I had no choice but to plonk myself in bed.
This morning woke up on his call.. Then fell back to sleep. Haha. And then woke up on his message at 1! Hello! I could have slept more ok! Haha. Called him, talked and well... Had lunch.. Tried doing econs but.. Haiz.. Talked to Sand Teo online. Haha. We're damn crappy lah! LOL. Yeah.. I want to go library to study (to get out of the house).. But no one can.. And I don't think I can either. I want to go Chinatown to walk tonight.. But I'm damn lazy. I have to do my work, see. Haha. Unlike Jiongle.. Who's fled off to Malaysia to visit his long distance relative.. Haha. And he gets to go shopping but I don't.. No fair.. He even told me to call him when I feel like.. Hello!!! Long distance calls are damn ex ok! Haha. LOSER! :P And some weirdo/noob forced me to go watch Cloverfield with him! And I don't want.. It looks damn scary lah!! Haiz.. Why oh why?! Can I say no?? Hehe.

10 things you love
1: Manchester United!
2: Cristiano Ronaldo!!!
3: Kimi Raikkonen!
4: Mickey Mouse!
5: Black
6: My handphone
7: MONEY!!!
8: Dancing
9: My whole FAMILY.
10: My friends!

10 things you hate
1: Studying.
2: Mclaren
3: Chelsea! (Get a life!)
4: PIMPLES!
5: My enemies..
6: Running.
7: Pain.
8: Green.
9: Horror Movies. (Who the hell invented them!)
10: Boringness!

5 firsts
Boyfriend / Girlfriend: Erm.. You should know. Haha.
Crush: The whole of 2A should know who! LOL.
Kiss: Erm.. None yet.
Best Friend: Well, Sandra Teo! In P2!! LOL. P1 was a disastrous year where I misjudged some people. Haha. Don't ask me why! LOL.
Pet: Fishes.. And I'm scared of them!

30 have you ever
Picked flowers from someone elses lawn? Don't think so.
Cheated on a boyfriend or girlfriend? Nope.
Had a close friend die? Not close friend though.
Had a close family member die? Yeah. My Ah Ma.. Sighss.
Overheard someone having a conversation with themselves? Haha. YES! JORAIN NG!
Sniffed a permanent marker to get a mini-high? Haha. That's noob!
Doubted you sexuality? Erm.. Kind of. Haha. Alot of people thinks I'm tomboy!
Written on the walls of a bathroom? Can't remember but I think not..
Stapled your finger? NO!!!!!
Watched porn? I was watched it accidentally.. With my family somemore!
Cut your own hair? Duh. I always do that.
Been to Disney World? Of course! Mickey is LOVE.
Been to a nude beach? No! Spare my eyes.
Climbed a pile of boulders so you could say \'I\'m the king of the world\'? God, NO!
Thrown up on a roller coaster? Nope.
Danced in your underwear? Yeah. Before my SYF Central Judging.
Danced in your underwear in front of someone else? No! Shyness.
Had a long distance relationship? Nope. Wouldn't try.
Taped a \'kick me\' sign on someone\'s back? Yes!!!!!!! Countless times!
Ate something off the ground ignoring the 10 second rule? HUH?
Gotten your tongue stuck to something cold? Yeah. Ice?
Been to a fortune teller? Not really. Online counted?
Believed something a fortune teller told you? Look above.
Burnt things because you were bored? Think so.. It was below a tap in case something goes wrong! LOL.
Stuck gum under a table? On the wall, not table.
Had the same dream more than twice? Yes..
Talked to yourself on AIM? No!!! LOL. That's lame!
Had to go to the hospital because of a fireworks accident? NO!
Made a truck driver honk his horn? No!
Seen a UFO? On the net? Haha.

Who was the last person to
Kiss you: NIL.
Hug you: NIL.
Touch you: Define touch..
Call you: Him.
Text you: Him.

Can you
Write with both hands? Yeah. Everyone can! Except the left one looks weird.
Whistle? Sure! Debbie and Andrew can't! AWWWW...
Snap? No, sadly.
Roll your tongue? Yeah. Am proud of it!
Touch your tongue to your nose? No.
Tie a cherry stem in a knot using only your tongue? Huh?
Juggle? Can't.
Hacky-Sack? Huh?

Favorites
Color: Black
TV show: Lots.
Book: Teenage romance. :D
Movie: She's The Man!!
Place: My room.
Number: 7 rawks my world!
Piece of clothing: Levi's!!!
Smell: My bolster! Hehe.
Sport to watch: F1.. Or soccer (Only manu)
Sport to play: Captain's ball.

This or that
Beach or Mountains: Beach
Day or Night: Night
Coffee or Tea: Tea
Real World or Road Rules: Real World?
Nike or Adidas: Nike!
McDonalds or BK: BK rules!
Sweet or Sour: Both? Haha.
Winter or Summer: Winter.
Fall or Spring: Spring.
Dogs or Cats: Dogs!
Coke or Pepsi: Ewww.. Pepsi sucks! Coke rules!
Black or White: Black, duh!
Chicken or Beef: Chicken
Hugs or Kisses: Kisses.
Love or Lust: Love.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Choc!
Blue or Purple: Blue
New or Old: New.
Short or Tall: TALL!!! SIGHS...
Brown or Blonde: Brown.
Math or Science: Ewww.. None. But... Science.
Single or Taken: Taken. Hehe.

Word Association (first word you think of)
Bombarded: Questions.
Meh: Lah!
Boys: Blue
Girls: Pink
Red: MANCHESTER UNITED!
Gray: D-Gray Man (Under influence of stupid friends)
Dog: Westie!
Blind: Black.
Smell: Body Odour.
School: STC.
Food: Burger.
Immature: Jiongle!!!!!!
Blanket: Bed!
Crow: Sparrow
Life: Sucks.
Sink: In.
Clothes: Jeans.
Frog: Ewww.
Beach: Sand

Hehe. Another BORING survey.. Sandra's a NOOB. :D

Ok.. I'm so mixed up now. So many things have happened these 4 days that I don't know how to put it in words. It's too confusing and I really don't know how to face it anymore. I seriously feel like breaking down. I've never experienced such a situation before and I really don't know how to handle it. But I really don't know. I shrugged off the advice from my friends.. Ok well, I listened to one of them.. Whom, ironically, I'm not that close to. I seriously don't know what got into me.. Sighs.
Wednesday was seriously a mixed up day for me.. Lessons and then Far East with Ivan, Sheryl and Lynette. Lunched and then Sam came later. Ivan and Sheryl left earlier and left me with Lynn and Sam.. Left at 5.. Waited for mum. Then decided to go buy shoes at mondo. Bought a pair for new year.. Ivan got molested.. By an Ah Peh.. Yeah.. Funny. Went home.. Bathed. Then was home alone.. Parents went to Ah Ma house for dinner. And so.. I called him to talk.. Yeah. And I don't wish to elaborate on the conver.. So that night ended up as the biggest shock of my life and the greatest change in my life. And I made the hugest decision of my life.
Thursday went to school earlier to meet... ... Went grandstand then went back to class. Kena sabo-ed to sit beside jiongle.. Yeah ok.. Whatever. He's my best Seeder. Haha. So I sat beside seeder and Vanessa during lessons. After lessons waited for Jiongle who went for shooting trials. Went to find him.. Talked. Then Jiongle was done.. We went to Plaza Sing and had Swensons. Seriously, I was feeling really happy when I was with them. It's just that they are such good friends that I can really clique with and.. Seriously, we can talk about anything under the world.. Including Andrew's triangle shaped hair. So.. We laughed till I cried. It was seriously damn funny. Food and ice cream.. Had no appetite. Didn't even had appetite throughout the day. Breakfast, nil. Recess, nil. Lunch, 1/8 plate of (disgusting) noodles which taste like vomit. Dinner, 1/2 plate of pasta and a ice cream. The ice cream was good.. But I really didn't know what got into me.. I couldn't even help to finish a topless 5.. Which I would usually have gladly did so myself. Haiz... Went home.. Talked to...... on the way home. Sorry if you got scolded. Homed, rest.
Friday went to school as usual. Went to find the gang at the grandstand. Lessons. Phone rang in lit class. Got malu-ated. Had a very fun time sitting with Debbie, Andrew and Jiongle. After school met him.. Went Plaza Sing again. Had Mos Burger. Had sucky appetite as usual. Ate about only half a burger and my fries were almost all there. After that went to get a present for Debbie. Then went home. Was really confused and mixed up when I came home. I recalled everything that happened that day and.. I really felt a need to tell him.. So I did. And he took it rather badly.. Sighs.. I really didn't have a choice but to be honest with him.
I really couldn't stand being home.. So I met Sand at Vivo.. She was really a very good friend. I really really treasure her. Thanks Sand.. Haiz.. So.. Went to Vivo. Talked to Sand.. Talked to him.. Realized that everything is not as simple as it seems. Either way, I will hurt him. Seriously.. Sighssss... Had dinner at Macs.. Seriously didn't have any appetite again. Had less that half of the burger and (my favourite) twister fries was like.. I only ate abit. Sighs. Went to find Dolly. Told her what happened. And shitty.. I cried in front of her. Ok not cried. Just teared. It was really damn bad lah. I couldn't take it.. And I felt like puking. I didn't know why.. It was just.. Super nauseous.. Came home alone. Came online awhile. Then couldn't take it and went to sleep.
This morning woke up on his call. Talked.. Cried.. Whatever. It was just.. I don't know. Confusion maybe? I really wondered if I did the right thing? It's like.. Whenever I think about it.. I just feel like crying. It's like a torture but in a way it's not. I mean.. It's painful for both of us.. Especially him. I really don't want to see him suffering because it hurts me alot too.. Haizz.. After talking I came online. Stoned. Tried very hard not to think about it but I seriously can't. He called again. We talked again. But this time I really broke down on the phone because of something he said. It was just damn heart wrenching. Why must you say that? It really pains me ok! And please stop hurting yourself would you? Even if you don't care about yourself, people care about you ok! I care about you ok! Sighss.. I just cried, quite badly.. And I was loss for words. Seriously.. I was just stunned alrights. Couldn't help it. Yeah.. So went for facial. All I could think of was this matter. I didn't even smile a single smile at all today and my mum felt it too. She was totally silent on the way home.. And she knew something was up but knew better than to probe. Luckily. I would have blown my top alrights. I'm already feeling horrible enough. Arghhh.... No mood to go out to eat. Just feel like sleeping all the way through my life. To numb off whatever feelings I might have. It seriously sucks lah.. Feeling damn emo now. Damn... Thanks alot, Jiongle.. Thanks.
I'M VERY SORRY. :(

Ok.. I've been a bad child as of now. Have been home no earlier than 6.30 these few days. LOL. I feel so naughty. Ok well, today was a super boring + restless day. SD period was super fun. We had to get into a group of 5 and then find pictures in magazines to paste on a piece of paper.. It was super lame lah.. My ambition is Ronaldo's picture! LOL. Best thing that happened to me.. I put the EPL table with united back on top after trashing newcastle 6-0!! LOL. Damn freaking funny. And then lesssons and all.. Stayed back with Ivan to wait with him for sheryl. Sighs.. It was called blackmailing ok, Ivan.. So.. Jaychou came back and Joanne went with him to wherever to have lunch. And since Ivan Ng didn't want to stay, I had to accompany him in school. Irritating fellow. And then he pang-sehed me to go running and his foot was injured. Moreover, it was raining.. He's really damn idiotic lah. Haiz.. Nothing to say. And so.. I was doing my homework alone there. Yeah. And then he came back, Pris came, Brina came, Joanne and Ulfred returned and Sheryl came. Hilda and Angie were having class gathering in the canteen so yeah. Went home at about 6.15.. Yeah. And reached home at exactly 7.10. Sighs.. So that's about my life..

I'm finally home. Super tiring day. Lessons till 5. Reached school considerably early.. To be a kind soul to see a certain person do runs. Like.. Why on Earth did I promise? Yeah.. And so.. I totally forgot that I had to crash chem tutorial ws before lessons start so.. I didn't do but luckily there was no chem tutorials/lectures today. Phews. Went for assembly. Utterly boring. It was just.. Sian. LOL. Hui Xin and I were just talking.. Damn loudly somemore. So.. People around us were like.. Looing? Haha. We were talking about Mickey Mouse, out greatest love. We kind of missed our first period alr.. Which was chem lecture. Too bad then. So we had our gp tutorial. Quite fun though. Mrs Tan made us tell the class where we stay and what we like and dislike. i was struggling between liking F1, manutd or Mickey.. Haha. In the end, I chose mickey. Mrs Tan watches f1 too! coolios! I thought Leon would say he dislikes cows.. But in the end he claimed that he was a nice guy and he doesn't dislike anything.. -.-''' Whatever. So it was break. We cut Yu Hua's queue for the Western food. Haha. Damn lame. And Natasha was obsessing about Michael because he hit her by accident and I couldn't stop laughing. Seriously, it was damn hilarious. Next was econs lecture. Even funnier. As Michael was sitting in front of Nat, coincidentally, Nat was like.. Freaking out. And then we were telling her to drop her pencil case so he could pick it up for her. And.. My oh my.. Nat's pencil case didn't drop, but Hui Xin who was sitting beside her. It was super hilarious. Haha. and Hui Xin's face was all red. Michael picked up the stuff for her.. And I bet Nat was fuming lah! Funny how events turn out this way. Lit lecture was super BORING. I was trying to sms people but I couldn't because there was zero reception. The msges were all not sent. Irritating. So I had to type it ALL out again. And then sent to the respective people. Troublesome. Anyway, we had self study period where I was trying desperately to complete my chem. And I did. Haha. Which was an achievement ok. It was so freaking weird lah. The periodic table I mean.. It had.. 5 decimal places for the atomic number! Like.. ERM... Haha. Whatever. And I didn't realize the rest were waiting for me to finish to play the 'hand' game! Haha. Oops. I finished when the teacher came in! Sorry peepx! Whoah.. Chua Sai! I got that teacher! Mrs Felicia Koh. She's very fierce and I'm very scared of her. Haha. She scolded us for no rhyme or reason that other time ok! Scary.. Learned partial fractions. Super chimalogy! Haha. Did the tutorial questions. Tough. Then it was chinese. Yayys! We got Mr Tan. He seemed quite nice.. Like STC's Mr Wong! Woohoo! Haha. Nice teachers! We just had to key in our chinese name and chinese grades into the comp and we're free to do whatever we want! Haha. Coolios! Yupps. Then it was PE.. At 4pm to 5pm! Whoah kenasai! It was raining super heavily.. Heaven was really on our side mans. The sky was so dark I thought it was like.. Sunset alr? Haha. Exaggeration here. We went to the grandstand but was jammed there because apparently everyone was having PE too! Haha. Funny. And the rain was so heavy that my pinafore was wet. The wind was so strong that my skirt flew up 3 times! Luckily I had fbt underneath! Haha. I always wear shorts underneaths, mind you. LOL. Soo.. Then we went back to class and played the "hand" game! LOL. I lost the thumb game.. But in the process of playing the hand game, the PE teacher came.. Damn scary. LOL. So everyone was scurrying back to their seats. She was very strict and not to mention fierce. Scolded Huxin for talking, whispering in fact! Crapps. We didn't do any running or whatsoever, PHEW. And so.. She released us at 4.45! Haha.. And I called Junyi to find out they're actually at BT already.. Nice friends, nice friends.. GRRRR..
Went to bus stop with Huixin, Natasha and Debbie. Natasha's bus came, Debbie's bus came.. So it was left with Huixin and I and I was cursing her bus to not come! And it really didn't come! LOL. Took 153 to BT.. With Sand, Weiling and Eloise. Alighted at BT.. Ivan came to pick me up from the bus stop.. Ok I know it's pathetic.. But I swear I have never heard of Island Creamery as of today! LOL. I swear! But I so know Swensons (nudge, nudge.. Jiongle!!!) Haha. Yeah. And so.. Reached, had ReverSo.. Super nice.. And then they played bridge while I watched and then.. We decided to zao.. And we did. Sheryl, Ivan, Junyi, Brina and yours truly.. Brina pang sehed us halfway.. So we all took a bus back to school.. I reached my bus stop and met.. Shihui, Nicole, Jojo, Queenie.. Took bus to Far East.. Waited for a DAMNED 20 minutes.. Got on the bus.. Isabelle came up and Dhoby Gauht.. And so we rode home together.. Haha. Alighted together.. And well, went home separately! LOL. Homed, bathed, dinnered.. Chatted.. With.. Joanne about her hot legs.. LOL. Ok.. He's damn hot. Haha. OOPS. She was damn sad she didn't come to eat ice cream with us today. Haha. TSK TSK. And then.. Chatted with Jiongle and Debbie. Debbie was damn cute lah! LOL. Ok.. So Jiongle's officially gay! Haha. Joking lah.. Jiongle's my SEEDER.. While I'm his BRATHE.. What the hell right? Damn obscene.. Haha.. Okok. It's 11.58pm. Shall sleep now. Since I might have to go earlier to freaking chope seats for SEEDER or go for morning run with my scandalous girlfriend (Junyi).. LOL. Okok..
LET ME REPEAT!!! I AM SO NOT A LESBO! CAN YOU GUYS STOP DOUBTING ME!!! I AM NOT LESBO! I AM STRAIGHT! OK?! Tsk.. Tsk.. Tsk..

Are you emo? Can I say yes? I like black. Haha.
Do you like sports? Yes. But I can't do for nuts.
What's the name of the Boy/Girl you like? Like I will disclose it here -.-'''
Are you stupid/retarded? Obviously I would say no!
Whats your name? Why?
Are you jealous of anyone? DUH...
Are you in love? Don't think so. My friend says its not.
Are you talented.. in any way? Does crapping count?
Do you have MSN? Who doesn't?
How about Yahoo? Yeah. But it's DEAD.
AIM? What's that?
MyspaceIM? Nope
Do you have brothers or sisters? Yeah
Are you in middle school? What's middle school?
Do you hate liars? I think so
What color is your shirt? Red!! Manchester United Jersey!
Are you an animal? Am i?
Do you dance in public? I'm a dancer, hello!
Do you sing out of nowhere? Yeah. Ask Jojo.
Who last broke your heart? Should I announce it?
Who last healed your heart? Was it even broken in the first place?
Who's your best friend? Tampons?! LOL.
Who helps you with anything? Wikipedia!
Do you give good advice? I think so.. But my friends say they're crap.
Are you special? Everyone's special!
Special-ED? Huh??
What is your first class in school? What school? Primary1? 1 Cherry!
How many friends do you have? I don't know. Didn't count.
How about on myspace? I don't have a myspace account.
myyearbook? ???
When was the last time you got called hott? Erm.. Is the time where my cousin called me hot babe counted?
pretty? Erm.. I don't know.. That time when someone wanted me to go out with him? But that's totally not counted. LOL.
sexy? As far as I remember, I don't think it ever happened.
beautiful? I have no idea.
stupid? Just! On MSN! Damn..
ugly? Jorain Ng!
disgusting? Last night..
perverted? I don't think so.
Are you alone right now? Yeah. My mum's outside.
Are you happy? Ok lah.
Sad? Quite.
Frizzy Fresh? No! I just came back from jogging. I'm stinking the room right now.
Who did you last talk to? Erm.. Mum?
Who last came over to your house? Sand Teo.
Who did you last take pics with? Cheryl and Tianhui.
Who last IMed you? Jiongle?
Who was last being perverted towards you? Whoah. Can't remember. There's alot you know.. LOL.
How many times have you moved? 2 to 3 I guess.
Are you sick? Yes. Try sick of running. (I just came back from jogging!)
Is this survey cool? Erm.. No?
Do you prank call? Yes! Damn fun!
Do you think it's right? Yes! Her reaction was HOT.
Are you an idiot? No!!! What shit is this?!
Do you invade peoples privacy? Try yes.
Where is your mom? Outside, watching TV.
Dad? Downstairs still jogging. LOL.
Sister? Have yet to arrive.
Brother? At his girlfriend's place, playing with her dog. -Damn jealous-
Best Friend? I wouldn't know..
Boyfriend? Waiting for one..
Are you religious? >Nope. I'm free thinker, supposed to be buddhist. But.. Who cares!
Are you gangsta? Hell, no!
Do you hate someone? Yeah. Alot, in fact.. Ask Debbie, she'll tell you.
Do you love someone? Yeah.. I think it's love. Haha.
Are you confused about someone? Yeah.. That's her.

A crapola survey. Sand and I promised. LOL. Go check her blog for her responses. LOL. Am SUPER FREAKING bored now.. Talk to me, someone! Help!!!

If you had the chance would you throw a pie at your teacher?: That sounds cool.. But I'd probably end up in detention.. So.. No thanks.
Thought so... Do you have a calculator?: All geniuses have, don't they? Haha.
Yes I know, this IS randomosity! Which is a cooler word - Radd, or Kiff?: Both sounds noob. Can I skip this question?
What are your feelings on the Mitchell Report?: Is it that baseball thing?
Do you even know what the Mitchell Report is?: Erm.. Yes!
Have you ever swung from a ceiling fan?: God.. That's so lame.
Would you LIKE to swing from a ceiling fan?: Obviously not! What if my hair gets caught?!
Superman drives into a brick wall and faints. What do you do?: Nothing? He's superman, hello!
Have you ever met some one who speaks only chinese?: Yeah.. China people?
Have you ever stuck your tongue out at your principle behind her/his back?: I'd like to try though.
Why?: -shrugs-
Do you have a den?: A den? Hello! I'm not an animal!
Do you like your den?: Erm.. I already said I don't have a den, dude!
Are you eating popcorn at this moment?: I'm at home, not at the movies!
What flavour is it?: ...
Who sucks more -Brittney Spears or Vanessa Hudgens?: Britney Spears! Hudgen's hot.
DO U H4T3 PPL WH0 WR1+3 LYK D!S?: To the core. I can't understand what is their problem! Can't they just type normally?!
Do actually you know where the Eiffel tower is?: Paris! It's common sense! Haha.
What is wrong here? If you cannot read this sign ask for help?: Is there something wrong?
Would you rather eat bean or eggs?: Eggs. But can I don't want the egg yolk?
How many strings does a violin have?: I have no idea! I'm more of a drummer. Teeheehee.
What do you like on Spagetthi?: White wine! Vongole? Haha.
Do you know what a mozzie is?: Mozart's son?
Do they annoy you?: Mozart's son? It's a they? And.. I don't even know them..
DO NOT RESEARCH THIS. What is a babootie?: Baboons?
What is a Sosatie?: Is there such a word?
Do you like melktart?: Crap. What on earth is that?
Have you heard of Harry potter puppet pals?: Haha. Yes. Sand Teo forced me to watch.
Have you ever jumped off a cliff?: That's dumb.

Answer yes or no:
Q: Kissed more than one person on your top friends?: Top friends? I guess not.
Q: Kissed someone you didn't like?: Nope.
Q: You like someone?: Duh..
Q: Held a snake?: Scroll down. LOL.
Q: Been suspended from school?: Unlikely and no.
Q: Kissed in the rain?: NO!
Q: Sang in the shower?: Obviously.. Who doesn't?
Q: Sat on a roof top?: I forgot if I sat on the roof. But I sure went up before.
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?: Isn't it a tradition when it's your birthday? I got it twice ok!
Q: Broken a bone?: I can't remember, but no.
Q: Shaved your head?: Only idiots do that, seriously. I mean besides those NS people. LOL.
Q: Played a prank on someone?: Alot, seriously.
Q: Had/have a gym membership?: Nope. I'm a running noob.
Q: Donated Blood? No! That's damn crazy.
Q: Had your heart broken? Well.. Kind of..
Q: Broken someone's heart? Haha. Yes. But he got a girlfriend within 1 week so I guess it doesn't really count.



"Who was your last?" just be truthful.
1. You hung out with?: Yvonne at Vivo!
2. Last person you texted?: Jun Yi (still texting)
3. Last person you slept next to?: Debbie? (in class!)
4. Went to the movies with?: Cheryl, Tianhui and Vinus. Gameplan!!
5. Went to the mall with?: Yvonne and Dolly.
6. You talked to on the phone?: Ivan.
7. Made you laugh?: Jiongle. Stupid. Gavrielle isn't that scary ok! LOL.
8. You hugged?: Forgot already.. I think it's Jun Yi?
9. You kissed?: My bolster?
10. Made you cry?: I have short term memory!



ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Sun or moon?: Moon.
2. Dark or light chocolate?: Dark.
3. Left or right?: Right.
4. Sunny or rainy?: Rainy.
5. Hugs or kisses?: Kisses. (the chocolate?)
6. Where do you live?: Beside Shenton Way! (Stupid ERP)
7. Rock or Techno?: Rock. Techo is overrated and gives me headache.
8. Do you want to get married?: Not sure.
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: Cutting spaghetti is too crazy. Haha.
10. Do you cook?: Try cup noodles.
11. Current mood?: Bored to the brim thats why I'm doing this!



IN THE LAST 72 HOURS HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone?: God no!
2. Sang?: Duh..
3. Been hugged?: Nope.
4. Liked someone you can't have?: Obviously, yes.

Ok.. I'm just bored and this happened to be in Sand Teo's blog. Haha. So.. Yeah.

Ok.. I'm beginning to accept my class.. But my IG's MUCH MUCH better. Oh.. Did I mention about the house introduction on Monday? Haha. I don't think so.. Oh well, so we had house intro on monday. It was super cool. There was Viola, the blue house. Their opening was uber cool.. All those people in black, with sunglasses, carrying sticks slamming the floor and all. I super duper want to be in viola! Not only cause its blue, but also cause it has a super cool name and all the ppl i like (brina, jun yi, elisabeth, ivan) haha. Yeah. So, next was Yatta.. Yatta was quite cool too. There's that man in black thing going on too. They think they very cool! Haha. Its the yellow house. Yupps. Next was Shiok.. Super funny. They were the 'food' house. Haha. Red house. They came in with pots and pans and cutlery. Haha. Some had aprons and some had the chefs hat! Damn cute. Haha. Last was my house! Ole!! Haha. It's the green (unfortunately) house. A football house (cheerios!) They came in with some football 'stunts' which looked noob. Haha. But since the person doing the stunts was uber cute, i shall not comment. Yeah, so I was in Ole house.
Ok.. Tuesday was a super tiring day. Had orientation which was quite slack.. But still tiring because its ver sian and restless. Haha. Had some house meeting and cheering sessions and then break and some activities. Nothing fantastic.. I just pon-ed mass dance! LOL. I sat at the back with Jorain, Jojo and Debbie.. LOL. After mass dance we were dismissed and so I met Junyi, Brina, Hilda, Lynette, Joanne, Priscilla, Angie, Olivia and Sam.. And we went to Plaza Sing for IG gathering! Haha. Cheerios. LOL. We sat on the floor beside dhoby gauht mrt and talked! Lol.. We were waiting for Jay Chou to come.. But he was super late lah! So we didn't care and went to Sakae first. And so.. We ordered our food and all.. Then Ivan came and our food came. And after awhile, Bertram and Jaychou came. Haha. And our table was talking about the cute facils. Haha. And... I was just mentioning that there's this facil from IG 21.. Yong Chao or something looked cute and everyone assumed I like him.. Like.. Hello people! I don't alright. Haha. So i shouted I was lesbian and everyone was like.. OMG. Haha. Obviously it was fake! Haha. But anyhow.. Tsk.. After eating we sat on the floor outside Dhoby Gauht mrt again to talk. Talked till 8 something. And then went home. Haha. And Ivan was like.. Some nanny or something? He wanted us all to sms him when we get home.. Please! Haha.
Alright.. Wednesday was a heck of a day. Super tiring. Went to school earlier than usual as we had dragon boating that day. And so we made our way to Kallang. Our house (ole) played the games first.. The games can be counted as gross. There was one punishment where soya sauce was poured on our hairs. Damn gross. Blah blah blah.. Then there was dragon boating.. Which was fun but wet. I got splashed like crazy! After dragon boating we had our lunch and then went back to school. And then we bathed and got ready for finale night. Haha. It was a hell lot of fun! Before the finale night started, we had house cheers practice and then dinner. Went to the hall with 1T32 and we just sat around waiting for everyone to arrive. And then the finale night finally started by introducing the different houses. First up was Yatta.. It was so cool! LOL. There were people waving the flag (SAND!!!) and then there were 4 pretty facil dancing to this japanese music, i think. Yatta's supposed to be a japanese house or something. Haha. Then next was Ole!!! (Cheers!!!) Haha. We had this football thing, as usual. But also had this skit thing. Haha. Then was Voila!! Damn cool can!! They had this mask person and a banner of this mask person! Super impressed and jealous. They were blue somemore. So Hui Xin and I were kind of cheering for Voila house. Haha. Then was Shiok.. They were damn funny lah.. Haha with the fork and spoons.. Haha. Damn super lame sia.. But anyhow.. I thought Voila was the best. They were the most deserving one lahs.. And the head cheerers were damn super cool.. They were just standing on the table and cheering! Damn freaking cool! I think I'm obsessed with Voila.. From the first day I already though thier name was nice. Voila Victoire or something! Love it! Haha. Well, so finale night was just like that. Everyhouse had their skit, cheer and whatsoever. The facils had their own skit too. Damn super funny sia. There's this.. Charlie Charlie one.. It was so cute lah! Haha. And then Our house won the best skit. What the? Haha. Ok.. So I went home quite late. Like super late.. About 10 bah. Ate cup noodles when I went back. Haha. Seriously, it was a damn freaking fun day ok! LOL.
Next day! Whoo! It was thursday! First day of lectures. It was crap alright. Worst than boring. First period was ok.. Second was GP tutorials. It was quite ok also. At least Ms Tan made an effort to make the lesson fun. Then it was chemistry! My greatest love. LOL. Okok.. Not greatest, but love. Haha. The teacher was really funny. I liked her straight away. Haha. She looked quite young from far but when she nears, she looked quite old. Mrs Teh or something. Alright.. Next is Literature! My greatest love. Haha. Chem and Lit has the same placing in my heart. Chem is cause of Lim Poh Ping and Lit is cause of Emily Koh. Haha. Lit was ok lah. The teacher sounded nice. We are going to do Great Expectations and Othello. Coolios. Last lesson was maths. Super sian. The teacher was so irritating.. Young yet naggy. I almost fell asleep in her class ok! Haha. Yupps. And finally end of school! So then I met Clas, Jo and Queenie to go for shooting trials.. But I had already promised Jun Yi and Hilda to go with them. So... Yeah. I met up with them.. And we were hanging out at the canteen there.. And Ivan came up! Erm.. I wouldn't know how the hell he knew we were at the canteen. -shrugs- Well, he's just a funny+weird guy. Ok.. So went for shooting trials. Sucks big time mans. Had to run.. And I almost died. I walked ALOT with Hilda.. And came in last! LOL. Not my fault. I just suck at running.. Cannot is it? Haha. Then had to shoot the rifle.. And I sucked too. I couldn't even carry the rifle properly. The seniors asked if I needed help alot of times. Super malu.. And so.. I bet I can't get in.. And then.. Ivan came to visit us.. And we talked outside the shooting range. He looked super tired can.. I'm damn scared for pe lah. I think I will die or something. Yeah.. And after Sheryl and Hilda was done. We left together. And (nanny) Ivan made us promise to sms him when we get home.. TSK.. Why do I see a Mr Ng resemblance here? Oops.. Haha. On the bus I met Isabelle and so we went home together. Haha. We were kind of talking about all the cute guys in school. And.. Boy oh boy.. We happen to think that this particular person is damn freaking super cute.. He's like the cutest in the whole school.. (Not Yong Chao, Ivan.. :D) Yeah.. He's.. Well, Shan't say the name.. He's from Ole house! WAHAHAHA. Teeheehee. And so I reached home and msged Ivan and he kept bugging me about a certain question.. Seriously dude.. You're weird. Be more confident mans!
And well, Friday was a tad better. What with nicer lectures. First was SD lesson.. Super sian. Then was econs lecture. The teacher was very funny. Mr Pui is it? I'm not sure! Haha. He was just very funny. Then break and econs tutorial.. That Mr Pui was our tutor.. He was very nice. First he talked to us about the criteria to get in for uni.. And then he brought us to the library.. And then to the classroom block for I don't know why! But... We passed by a certain person's class and Natasha and I were.. OMG SO DAMN FREAKING CUTE! Haha. He's really cute! Haha. (See, Ivan! I'm straight) And then.. We went back to class and we drilled him about his age etc.. LOL. And the lesson ended. Next was chem.. Mrs Tan.. And Chuck was like.. She's Mr Tan's (VP) wife. Haha. And she heard! Totally funny! Haha. Anyway, we played this chem game where its like a quiz. Yeah. So fun! But got homework! Darn.. I didn't take though because the photocopy aunty wasn't there and I needed to rush. Haha. Met with Clas and Queenie.. Went back to STC.. Haha. We reached quite late.. About 2.30.. The teachers mostly had courses to attend. Suay.. Anyway, met up with Tianhui and went to visit the teachers and only saw Lee Ting Ting and Mrs Fung.. And Mrs Fung just totally dao-ed me! Damn.. And so.. Since there weren't anymore teachers to see.. I went to vivo to meet Dolly Moh who's working. Haha. Met up for lunch since she would be alone. 45 mins only.. And then she pang seh-ed me to go work. I waited for stupid Yvonne Koh for an hour.. Stupid noob. Damn stupid lah, me.. Roamed vivo alone for 30 mins and waited at the station for 30 mins.. Even the police was looking at me up and down like I have some bomb or something.. Irritating.. Yvonne I meant, not the police. Haha. And so she arrived.. I made her go back to STC with me again. She waited at the bus stop while I went to meet up with Tianhui and Cheryl. Haha. And we went to find teachers. But first I met Mr Ng.. He was leaving already.. And yes.. He changed his hp no.. I couldn't contact him.. But i got his number through Debra.. Haiz.. This kind of teacher.. Anyway, talked to him about CJ.. And was like.. Haha. Damn funny. Haha. Yeah. Then I left and went to the bus stop.. Haha. And.. omg i tell you! I saw Mrs Emily Koh! Haha.. Damn happy.. I went to STC to find Emily Koh but I didn't get to see her in school. Haha. Only at the bus stop.. And I called out her name.. And she totally turned and was like.. Hi!! And so I asked if she remembered me and she was like you are valerie toh. Haha.. And so I was damn happy. Haha.. And yeah. I went back to vivo and walked around vivo with yvonne koh. We went to pageone and my oh my.. The ronaldo book costs 59.90.. Crazy lah! I couldn't buy even if I wanted to.. My parents will kill me.. And so I didn't.. And then we decided to go for dinner.. Haha. And we did. And we sort of pang seh-ed dolly. Damn evil. I know. Haha. I'm so sorry, Dolly. After dinner went to get some sweets from vivomart to eat on monday. Haha. Random. Dad came to fetch me. Yeah. Bathed, msn and slept.
Today was damn super boring. Woke up at 11.. Was supposed to go buy car with dad and bro but in the end I didn't.. Watched mtv top 20 and then surfed the net. Damn sian because no one was online.. Ok I mean the closer people.. Sand, Clas and all. So I had no one to talk to.. But then Ivan talked to me.. And we talked.. And then I talked to Jiongle abit and talked to sheryl and joanne. Whoah.. Today was damn bored. So in the end I just decided to go and sleep. Haha. Slept till 4+.. Damn it lah.. Ivan called and woke me up.. Asked if I wanted to go eat uce cream on Monday.. Irritating lah. Call me just to ask me if I want to eat ice cream on Monday.. Wake me up somemore. Sighs.. Oh wells. So i woke up and went online.. And still had nothing to do.. And I just talked to people again. I was quite social today.. Really talked to alot of ppl. Haha. On phone and msn.. Jun yi was sms-ing me.. LOL. I think we were damn funny. Haha. Yeah.. And I was kind of talking to Ivan tonight.. And then Jun Yi was like.. He's telling you about his life story? Seriously, Jun Yi is damn funny.. LOL. But thats why I love her too. Haha. Love as in friend love. Haha.
I'm straight, Ivan!!! And I don't like Yong Chao ok, Jiongle!!! God.. You people are weird! Tsk..

Damn, damn, damn.. I have really never been so suay in my life lah! Am posted to this horrible class that I hate. (its only the first day) It's just.. The class is like.. So totally separated, unlike IG 25. There's small cliques already on the first day.. It's like.. 2, 2, 2.. The biggest is 3 ppl. I'm talking about the girls here. I'm like.. With this Debbie girl. Sighs.. Like.. No one wants to talk to us.. I wonder why. Am I that not nice to talk to? Well, there's Joanne.. Stephanie, Joanne's friend.. And Stephanie (no.2), Hilda's friend. They seemed quite nice.. But they never talked to me! Damn sad.. Even Joanne. Joanne!!! How can you dao me! Haha. I think I'm over-reacting. Seriously, I think I love my IG much much much x1000 better. It's just.. More bonded and the people are nicer. I have Leon in my class too, unfortunately. I miss my IG so much! IG 25!! I miss.. Brina, Jun Yi, Hilda, Sheryl.. So sad we're all separated. Sighs.. I miss Elisabeth and Ivan too! Gosh.. How pathetic am I! Today was seriously hell lor. I feel so anti-social.. -sighs- Luckily I have Jo, Sand and Clas they all.. If not I'll just die. Haha.
Activities ended quite early today. Icebreakers, games, house cheers then mass dance. I'm in ole house. LOL. Damn funny lah! Mass dance I partnered a girl! Gosh.. I danced the male part.. Tsk.. So weird lor. Haha. Yeah. After mass dance than it's home sweet home. No need to suffer under the crutches of the weirdo class. Sighs.. I seriously hate my class. Hello! 2 months is not a short period ok! I want back my IG!!! TSK...
Yeah. That's about my day in school. I came home bombarded with smses.. First it was Sandra Teo, then Brina, then Jun Yi! Haha. Sand's obsessed with a certain male.. Brina and I were telling each other how much we missed each other (cheesy).. And Jun Yi and I were talking about this IG outing we will be having tomorrow. Can you believe it?! It's only a weekend and we're missing each other already. Tsk.. Haha. Yeah. So IG outing tomorrow. Sighs.. Hope the condition in class would turn for the better tomorrow. Yupps. Ciaoz..

Ok.. As I promised. Orientation was fun, but tiring. So on Wednesday morning, I was all prepared to go to school when I saw Sand's message in the morning telling me she isn't going to school. Oh well, so I called Jojo to tell her I'll meet her at the bus stop. And so, dad fetched me to school and all. Met my IG group. Group 25. I was freaking out at first, seriously. But then I saw Brina and I was like.. Yes! I'm saved! Haha. Our facils were nice. Elisabeth and Ivan. Nice and funny people. We had the icebreakers and all. Played Wacko, Blow wind blow and some crazy 'who, what huh' game. After that we gathered back in the hall (which is totally cool because its air-conditioned) for some subject combi talk. After that we played some games at the field. First game was to stick our hands in a pail of black water and pick out a bean. I picked the bean and the question they asked was.. What's 2222-111? And so it's 2111. I got it correct! -claps- 2nd game was three legged race. But adding on, you must dip your hair in water and transport it back. Then you must squeeze all the water out into the bottle. WTH right? It was like.. A guy and girl pair so.. I partnered this (at first) anti-social guy named Leon. He was super dao.. When it was out turn, time was up! So we didn't have to play! Cheerios! The last game was something like captain's ball. Turned out quite boring. LOL. After that game was breaktime! I met Jojo Teh for break and we just walked around the school. After break was mass dance which turned out fun. We are supposed to partner a guy and, suay-ly, I had to partner Tudor (or whatever his name is). He's this eurasian guy who's super enthu. After mass dance, it was time to go home!

Haven't been updating. Haha. It's like.. The new year already passed like.. 4 days ago. And the last post was christmas. Good gracious. Anyway, I did went to my godma's place in the evening and it was a horribly boring night. I was just playing game of life on my handphone as I couldn't find any wireless connection point for my phone to connect.. And she lives in orchard. -.-''' Boxing day was fun/boring. Went to Yi Jing's house to play board games and also to exchange christmas present. Went to meet Clarice in the morning to pass her her present. She gave me a necklace.. That sweet ass. Haha. She's really nice. Then met Sand and took a bus to YJ's place.. Played and all then came home.. That's about it. LOL.
On 27 morning we rushed to Eeling's house. She was getting married that day and we had to be there in the morning. Reached at 7.15.. Adam and Adelene came awhile later. And so the ceremony started. Adam was supposed to do the filming and so he went down to wait for the groom to arrive in the car. Adam wanted Adelene and I to follow him down.. So we did. And then we were locked out together with the groom, damn, for about 45mins. Irritating. It was so hot and thirsty and tired as there was no chair whatsoever. LOL. The groom and his mates were super funny. Haha. After that we had the tea ceremony and all then went to Eeling and Ah Pin's house just to look around. Eeling stays 1 floor above Ah Pin and it's really just above!! How cool! Brother and sister! Then we went back.. Adelene and I went back to Ah Yee's house and Adam was transported to some weird place, ALONE, with the groom's side. Haha. Applauds him for his bravery. After everything, went home.. Slept for 50 mins then bathed and went to the hotel. Had the dinner in this super tiny ballroom. And the freaking table I was sitting at were all.. Couples except Adam and I.. Which was totally weird. So we talked to each other. And when he had to go and film, I had to be like a freaking loner.. Haha. That's about it.. So came New Year's eve. Went to NUS for dinner. Countdown dinner. It was the same place as Prom, godma's wedding and all those weirdo functions we had at NUS.. Buffet styled, by chef Ow who's a superb cook! After eating it was like.. BORING. Dots. And I was really.. Sian-ed. So I suggested going back early and not stay for the countdown which my mum agreed because it was just totally boring. We gave an excuse to say we were going to Ah Yee's house to watch fireworks which we later found out there wasn't any at either Vivo or Sentosa.. But there was at Mt Faber. Could see from my house anyway.. So that's New Year's Eve for you.. New Year was just.. New year lah! LOL. And then had to go back to school on 2nd. Orientation in CJC.. Shall post the details in the next post. I'm worn out.. Because I reached home at about 8+ because we went for IG dinner. Haha. Funns. Yupps. Till then! :D