WHEEEE! kimi champ at spain gp. Haha. Massa 2nd. So its a ferrari 1-2. Anyways. Was supposed to go watch formula drift with rooben but he happily didnt get the tix. So in the end didn't go. Went to study at marina instead. Studied at subway. Then went to esplanade rooftop. Haha. My first time there. SO NOOB. Homed. Dinnered. PI-ed.
Schooled today. BAD BAD weather. After school went to wisma food republic with Grace, Colin, Reuben and Naren. Lunched. Walked for 15 mins. Grace and co. camwhored at topshop while reuben and I watched. What the hell. Wasted our precious time luhs. Went home. ZZZ. PI-ing again. Yupps.
Oh. My sms officially busted already. Haiz. Don't sms me people. At least until 1st May! 2 more days and counting. :D

Finally weekends. But its Sudnay already. Sianz.
Normal lessons on Wenesday. Then went to eat Pepperlunch with Grace and Fabian. Zzzzz. I feel damn extra there. LOL. Anyways. After eating went home.
Thursday. Lessons lessons lessons. Got freaking malu-ated during chem lect. And it was all Reuben's fault. PERIOD. He msged me and my phone vibrated. So I asked Debbie if I should check and then Mrs Tie caught me talking. ZZZ. Had to go sit in front alone. Humph. Stupid Ribena. BOO. Chinese was damn funny. We had 2 periods. Than the teacher had to go for interview after the 1st period. So after she left we all quickly pack our stuff and leave. But then a particular someone took his freaking own sweet time and the relief teacher spotted him. We already went to the grandstand alr lah. But was called back. Haiz. After lessons went home.
Friday. Lessons till 1. Then went for lunch with Davis. At Lido, Macs. Then came back to school to meet Grace. Went to Old PA to see Fabian and Colin train for hockey. But it was so damn freaking hot and we are the only 2 losers watching so we decided to go back to school and we friggin walked at the shoulder of the expressway which was ILLEGAL. Haha. And then there had to be a traffic police which totally freaked us out luh. ZZZ. Went back to school. Sat at grandstand awhile. Went canteen. Fabian came. Talked. Went to J8 for dinner. Pastamania. Went to rooftop to talk. Played truth or dare. Dared Grace to call Reuben to tell him she likes him. He believed, I think. Pranked Xavier too. He also believed. Haha. stupid guys. Xavier reached. Went with him to get dinner. Blah blah blah. Went back at 9.30. Was so freaking lonely on the freaking bus. And it was such a long ride. Haha. Was bored out luhs.
Saturday. Went to Bugis to meet Grace for lunch. Pepperlunch express. AND OMG. The hotplate went to burn my wallet! WAHHHH! My new wallet. CRIES. I am so thoroughly depressed by this fact. Debbie came. Shopped around Bugis. Then went to town. Shopped. Bought nothing except a pencil box. Went to get formula drift tickets but was sold out. :( So soory Reuben. But anyway its your fault lor. BOO. Came home. Watched manu, chelsea match. Am terribly pissed that united didn't at least get a draw. :( And.. F1. Kimi attained P1! Cheers. Yupps.

Your Mind is PG-13 Rated

Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy. You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude.

I've never been this pms-ive before. Really pmsive. Yesterday I meant. Supposed to wake up at 9.30 but I slept through my alarm. Luckily Reuben msged me at 9.45 or something and you know how "awakening" my sms tone is. LOL. So I woke up. Watched tv. Fiddled with my contacts for 5 mins! WOOHOO! Went to bathe and realised the left side was put the wrong side. -.- So fiddled again for another 30mins! ZOMG. Was totally late alr lah. 30 mins late.. So dad fetched me to habourfront bus stop. The people, Debbie, Reuben, Fabian and Colin got in the car and he fetched us to STC. Reached there. Searched high and low for Cheryl Tan to get the tix. Got the tix. Roamed around. Saw Mr Ng. Bought the ij doll. Bought food. Reuben bought this disgustingly salty fries and then when he didn't want anymore he gave it to me. Happily lor. Then we hung around till 12.30 when Reuben had to go. Saw someone whom I terribly didn't want to see yesterday. Don't know why either. Tried not to turn back but that stupid Reuben happily went up to say hi. :( Anyhows, just smiled and shrugged. Then pulled Debboz away. Finally zao-ed.
We all went to vivo but Rooooben had to leave so he left. We went to eat Superdogs. Haha. Colin, Fabian, Debbie and I. After eating Debbie had to leave. So left Colin, Fabian and I. Roamed around looking at clothes. And Fabian and his stupid theory that we must follow a certain route. -.- So we did. And then when he wanted to go somewhere else.. Colin and I will be like Fabian.. No detours! Haha. Damn funny. So we wanted to eat ice cream. And I suggested Swensons but there isnt one. So Ben and Jerrys but no space. Hagen Daaz. Sia lah. Malu sai. We went in, flipped the menu and our eyeballs totally popped out. Cheapest: 11.90, 2 scoops somemore! Die.. So then we were debating on what to do. In the end Colin called the waiter here and told him its out of our budget and we need to leave. OMG. Damn MALU. Haha. So we went abck to Bens and yayys! Ate ice cream. I ate the mix and match, 3 scoop in the waffle dish. Niceee. But so filling. After eating Colin needed to leave so we all left. Homed. Slept! Haha. Then NUS for dinner. ZOMG. PMS like siao. Totally antisocial. And tired. My family stayed the latest lah. Thanks to dad who wants to drink. Stayed for an hour more. Tired shit. And was having super super super bad cramps. Wanted badly to vomit somemore. TSK. Those adults have no idea how pek chek I was lah. Boo. Haha. So reached home at 12+. Missed the united match. Davis was 'updating' me on the score. 1 all. Sads.
:( Yepps. Got to go study!
I fake a smile so he won't see.

You Are Low Maintenance

Otherwise known as "too good to be true" You're one laid back chica - and men love that! Just remember that no good guy likes a doormat. So if you find your self going along to get along... Stop yourself and put up a little bit of a fight.

Haha.. True!!!

You Are Jennifer Aniston

Girl next door with a free spirit. You're low key and naturally sexy. Sweet and approachable, people are attracted to your upbeat attitude. And even when life doesn't go your way, you always eventually turn things around.

:D

You Are Depressed

No doubt about it, you're feeling very down. Maybe you've had a bad day, or maybe you need help. Either way, make sure to take good care of yourself right now.

:((

You Are 36% Girly

You are a pretty hardcore tomboy, and a very free spirit. Gender roles be dammed, you like to do things your way.

Thanks yo. Leongyiiii!!! See! I told you! :p

Poof. So worn out. Hehs. I'm feeling much better already. Slowly getting out of the emo phase. :)
Anyway, had to remove the council posters yesterday. After school my classmates were damn nice. They helped me remove the posters. Hehs. Thanks Colin, Reuben, Changyi, Yuheng. HEHS. Your are relatively nice. And then Grace, Fabian and I roamed around the school to get the posters down. Thanks buddy! Fabian was nice lah.. He helped me take the posters in the gents down. Haha. Unlike Reuben who was sooo evil. Bluffed me that there's a guy bathing in the gents while I was inside.. Making me scream like mad running out of the gents, attracting attention. Malusai. Remove remove remove. Then went canteen. Saw Mr Seah!!! Wheeee~! So cuteee. Haha. He asked me to go find T21.. And I totally said ok! Haha. And then I met Xavier and we went around the WHOLE school, its really WHOLE school removing posters. And.. It was like damn wrong lah. He and I only.. And then we were damn hot so he went into an empty LT.. And I followed in. And I was like.. Err. Forget it. Haha. He went.. If a teacher comes in ah.. We're so dead mans. Anyhow.. It was just removing posters lah. zzzz. Then went home relatively early. Slept. Woke up, did PI and off to bed.
Today. Lessons. PE! Retook Napfa.
Yayys! I cleared Napfa!!!
Haha. I got silver..
2.4km: D (16.15)
Shuttle: D, I think. (11.8)
Sit and Reach: A (46)
Sit Ups: 37 (A)
Standing Broad Jump: 165 (D)
Incline: 14 (B/C)
Wheee~!!! Haha. Passed and obtained SILVER! Cheerios. After school stayed in class, slacked a little while then went to Fareast with Grace, Reuben, Colin, Naren and Jityong. Went to eat chicken rice.. Then went to Popular to get stuff then to Taka. Fabian came, Naren left.. Then walked awhile, Colin left. We went to wisma.. Fabian and Grace left. And then I still had to wait for mum. So Reuben was nice and he waited with me. He treated me ice cream! Hehs. THANKS ROOOOOOBEN. :D Mum came. Reuben left. We went to wisma to get present for godma. In the end went to Isetan to buy a skirt. Then went to Far East, got gray skinnies and an orange sundress for myself! Whoo. Damn nice. Haha. Went to Pepperlunch at Lido.. Then came home. Yupps. Yupps. STC funfair tomorrow! Wheeee!!! :D

Your Friend is Not Fake

You have a true friend - and you're smart enough to know you're lucky to have such a great friendship. So let your friend know that you really appreciate all she's done for you... and for keeping it real!

What Valerie Means

You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you. You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night. Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

OMFG. This is so freaking true.. Omg Omg Omg

zzzz. WTF. Seriously.
Schooled. Went around school putting up the posters. Freaking tired. After school went to Far East with Grace, Naren, Fabian and Reuben. Ate Carl's Jr.. Couldn't even finish the fries. Then went to Wheelock. And then to Thomson to watch Reuben jam. Wahh. Seriously. He looked damn zai lah. Like.. Whooo~! I am totally looking up to him now. Naren told me that Reuben can play the guitar, bass and drums. Wow. That is damn cool sia. After that came home. Emotionally and physically tired. Sia lah.
That hurts. Real bad.

Damn sian now. EMO-ing. Just because of that sentence that you told me awhile ago. It's totally stuck in my mind now. Thanks man. Oh. And thanks for pang sehing me. Much appreciated. :(
Friends. SURE THING.
Life sucks. Big time.

Oh man. Had a fucked up day. I have no idea why. Not PMSing because my period's not nearing. Not Monday blues because I've never had Monday blues before. :(
Council campaign started. My group didnt even do anything at all. zzzz. Gave out tags to get ppl to wear to vote for me. But now I'm not even sure I wanna join council anymore. WTH. Idk lah. Heard that council's damn stressed and fucked up. Like.. Damn busy and stuff. And I srsly can't take this kinda life. In a dilema whether to join or not. During break had a conversation with Ivan. Realized its been damn long since we talked as in talked. He persuaded me not to join council.. And he asked me stuff about.. Well. Nvm. Then went to met Xavier and he persuaded me to join council. Wahh. Then met Ivan again and he dissuaded me. My life is full of undecidedness. Geog test. -.- PW. Then end school. Xavier came to find me in class. Ivan came to find me in class. But.. Walah! I was in comp lab! LOL. Damn funny. So it was.. Chaotic. In the end discuss discuss council stuff with Xavier then went to find Ivan and then ended up studying with Debbie, Mark and Xavier. But I didn't study. They did. I was Supermario-ing. Sighs.. Then dad came to fetch me. Emo sai. :(
Got to do council stuff now. Ciaoz.
Thanks for telling me that you liked me. But I really doubt its the truth. :( Although I really really wished it was. Thanks buddy. :D

Ok.. Let's just say I'm damn bored even though there's a geog test tomorrow and I haven't done my chem. But whatsoever. I'm not planning on doing. And I'm meeting up with my PW group later. Haha. What the hell. Goodbye to geog test! LOL.

Your Kisses Are Medium-Hot

Your kisses are definitely sexy, but you're not about to make anyone gasp for air. You take it slow and steady... and you ramp things up when you get the right signals. Your kissing style is adaptable and adept. And people who kiss you love it!

You Act Like You Are 12 Years Old

You are a kid at heart. You never quite really grew up. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. Playful and fun, you bring a lighthearted attitude to every part of life. You're a little irresponsible, but your charm makes up for it (in most cases)!

You Are 56% Emo

You're not emo, but you're plenty thoughtful, unique, and even a little angsty.

You Are a Roller Coaster

You live for excitement, adventure, and the most intense of thrills. Nothing is better than feeling you're truly alive, and you're willing to take risks to feel this way. In relationships, people often feel a bit nervous about what they're getting into... But generally, everyone enjoys the wild ride you take them on. Unless they stay with you too long - then they're apt to feel a bit nauseous! Your life has more low points and high points than most people's lives. But that's okay - you love them. You figure that a smooth ride is boring! Besides, you know that super high highs only come from knowing super low lows. You cherish every emotion you feel and feel it fully. Why deny what life is truly about? At your best, you are loving life and sharing your wild times with everyone you know. You are able to open your friends up to a whole new world of experiences. At your worst, you feel extremely disoriented and even a bit dizzy. There's only so much intensity a human (even you!) can take.

Whoah freak. This is damn true.. I swear.

You Were Naughty This Year

You Were 75% Naughty, 25% Nice You may not have been good this year... But you sure had a really good time. And nothing from Santa could top that!

LOL. I'm speechless.

Your Guy is A Total Player!

While he might not be actively seeing other women, You're guy's got the potential to be a total player And chances are that he's at least looking and flirting. It's up to you: do you want to tame this guy, dump him, or join him in the game?

Coughs.. It's not MY guy.. But close friends should know who I'm implying. LOL. OMG. Seeee... Haha.

He's So Over You, He Needs a New Word For "Over"

Girl, who do you think you're fooling? Your ex isn't play hard to get. He's playing, "Get the hell out of my life" So even if you still have feelings for him... It's time to say adios and find a new man

WOW. Are you serious?! Haha. THATSSS GREATTT! Sand!! See this?? Haha. Well. I hope this is true. :D

What is your favorite..
gum- mentos..? idk. cant remember.
restaurant- sakae! pepperlunch counted?
drink- jolly shandy. whee~!
season- there's only summer in spore. but i guess its winter.
type of weather- depends. if i'm staying home then rainy. if i'm going out them sunny! :D
emotion- i realize i'm always emo-ing but i wanna be a happy little girl.
thing to do on a half day- sleep/msn.
late-night activity- chat on the phone with... o.o
sport- soccer! or f1..
city- singapore!!!
store- idk. too many to list.

When was the last time you..
cried- last thursday. on the bus. :'(
played a sport- is napfa counted. erm.. wednesday then.
laughed- i laugh alot. but i might not mean it. 0.0
hugged someone- sighs. that faithful tuesday i ponned school. :(
kissed someone- does the cheek ones count? same as above. last tuesday.
felt depressed- like now?
felt elated- it's been long... sighs. perhaps that faithful tuesday?
felt overworked- now? currently?
faked sick- that faithful tuesday where i said i was sick but wasnt?
lied- to him that i'm fine. SIGHS.

What was the last..
word you said- i forgot.
thing you ate- eclipse sweet.
song you listened to- when your gone. avril.
thing you drank- that disgusting chinese drink my dad FORCED me to drink.
place you went to- stc? yesterday with reuben.
movie you saw- water horse.. with him.
movie you rented- alot like love with sand in my house. i didnt rent it. it's mine.
concert you attended- i have no idea.

Who was the last person you..
hugged- that him.
cried over- still him.
kissed- him?
danced with- takes me back to mass dance.. victor? LOL.
shared a secret with- fabian.. :(
had a sleepover with- sandy! last saturday.
called- xavier..
went to a movie with- grrr. why is it all him?!
saw- reuben.
were angry with- idk. probably him? thats like.. SUPER DUPER angry kinda angry.
couldn't take your eyes off of- ronaldo?! HAHA.
obsessed over- hmm. him will do?

Have you ever..
danced in the rain- idk. i guess not.
kissed someone- well. if the cheeks count.
done drugs- medicines?
drank alcohol- yeah! who doesn't?!
slept around- HELL NO!
partied 'til the sun came up- yepps.. sleepover at my place with ig30!
had a movie marathon- yeahs.. during that sleepover with ig30!
gone too far on a dare- i cannot remember but i think not.
spun until you were immensely dizzy- yeahh.. orientation!
taken a survey quite like this before- yepps. lotsa.

I AM BORED. Fabian's not doing enough to entertain me. :(

You want to know right?
Well..
I like you.
I really want to hate you, but I just can't.
I really want you out of my sight, but I can't resist taking another look at you.
I really want to ignore you for the rest of my life, but I can't bear to.
I really want to stop caring for you, but seeing you sick pains me.
I really want to give up, but my heart doesn't want to.
I really want to forget you, but seeing you every single day doesn't help.
I really want to heed my friends advice, but your sight makes it impossible to.
I really really really want to stop liking you, but I don't know how to start.

Wahhh. I seriously don't know what happened to my life mans. It's like this screwed up piece of shit. Haha. It's like I'm living for the sick of living. Sianzz. I'm friggin tired and stressed by school. I fell asleep 2 times in 5 nights while studying. Seriously.. It's not the normal too tired fall asleep. It's the splitting headache, never brush teeth, falling asleep on the desk with the comp on kinda sleep. And it's like I cannot be left alone for more than 5 mins if not I'll start emo-ing. Haha. Ask Debbie. I seriously don't know what has gotten into me mans. LOL. Someone! Enlighten me!
Seriously damn stressed. It's worst x1000 of Sec school life. Everything is about study study study. Lectures suck too because my attention span is so short, I don't absorb any shit. Sian. Haha. Anyway this week is screwed lah.
Had 2.4 on Monday. Beat my personal best. 16.14.. Haha. Finally out of the 17 range. Hmm.. 13 secs to a C. :( After school went with Naren, Reuben and Debbie to Orchard for dinner because parents were not back in Spore yet. Debbie left then Reuben and Naren went to get fried mars bars. Damn nice! Haha. Then Reuben left. And then I decided to go.. So Naren waited for bus with me. Nice fella. :D Home alone. Haiz.
Lessons till 5 on Tuesday. Went home with Isabelle. Talked. Yepps.
Lessons till 1 on Wed. Stayed back in school to study. Got the talk space! LOL. Finally. First it was only Naren and me. Then Reuben came. And then Fabian came. Basically we talked instead of studying. Sighs. Fabian and Grace ah.. Sighs. Then Naren and Fabian left. Left Reuben and me. We kinda talked about his.. youknowwho. He's really a sweet guy. LOL. Then we went to grandstand to find Naren. And Grace, Jaslin and Jaryl was conicidentally there. So was.. Someone. Dammit. Watched the bball and vball match for awhile then went home.
Thursday till 4. Waited till 5 for council talk. Xavier and I are supposedly campaigning together because no one wants to campaign with us. Haha. I'm supposed to be campaigning with Grace, Reuben and Nat but Nat is campaigning with the CA ppl and Reuben didn't get in. :( Went home.. Met Isabelle on the bus. And then when we were reaching someone called me. -.- And asked for my help when he supposedly hurt me so bad. But in the end I still helped him. Don't ask me why and don't scold me, Sand and Debbie. I really don't know why I promised to help him alrights. Call me stupid, but whatever. It's been so long since we talked and seriously, it felt damn good. He kinda asked me for help on something. And if I don't help him, the outcome is what I desire.. Seriously.. But I really don't know why I decided to help him. Perhaps seeing him happy makes me happy too? SIGHS.
Friday.. International Friendship Day. Msged a few ppl and got f**ked up replies. Thanks alot mans. Chem spa. Was sms-ing. LOL. Almost got caught twice. Hehs. Phews. Ended at 1. Went to take formal shoot for council. With much thanks to Xavier, my tie looks damn good now! Lol. I'm so not going to take it out anymore, I think. Then Talked in class with Grace, Colin and Reuben. Xavier came to class. Everyone left. OMG. Left the both of us. WTF. And so I was telling him.. If **** walks past, he will probably get fits. LOL. So we were doing our campaigning proposal. And.. Yayys. Grace and Reuben came back. Then Grace left and we finished our proposal. In the end.. We're doing with Rachel and Irish. 0.0
Then I went back to STC with Reuben. Haha. Srsly. It's damn weird lah. He's a guy going into a girl's school. All eyes were fixated on him. Talked to Mr Ng awhile. He told us all the teachers went home alr so no teachers were able to help us on our GPP. :( So Reuben told me to tour him around my school and so I did. And thennnn... We went to the classroom block and there was totally NO ONE. So I was like.. Don't you think we should go back? It's a little wrong right? Haha. And there was a CCTV. LOL. Anyway. Then I went home. And.. Fell asleep on the desk again! So it's the 3rd time this week. Wed, Thurs and Fri.. OMG. And yes, I didn't brush my teeth again. I fell asleep at 9! Can you believe it?! Haha.
So I woke up at 10.30.. Yepps. Moody Saturday. And well.. My maid who worked for me for 5 years left alr.. :(( So sad lah. I didn't even know she was leaving till mummy told me yesterday that she left alr. :( Didn't even get a chance to say bye. Haiz. What to do. :'( So sadddd. It's like everyone's leaving me now. Tsktsk.

Hurt is an understatement. Seriously.
Damn. Council camp just over-ed. Tiredness. Emoness.
Anyway.. One of the worst days in my life as far as I can remember was Thursday. Freaking sian. During lessons my left eye was twitching like mad and so I asked Debbie what does left eye twitching symbolizes and she was like.. I have no idea. And then Natasha kinda messaged me something which I totally didn't want to know because just that sentence will crush my dream world. :( And so I seeked confirmation but got a very vauge answer. And so I kinda guessed that the answer was not what I desperately wanted to hear. After lessons (ended at 3) I waited in class for nothing.. Colin. Changyi. Naren. Eric. Jityong. 5 guys 1 girl. Congrats to me mans. What the hell lah. All the girls ps-ed me.. Denise and Donna had to go for the CSI thing.. Anyway, we played asshole taitee. And then Changyi, Naren and Colin left. Left Jityong, Eric and me. It then started raining like crazy. Freaking scary. At 5.. Aloysius came to find us to play bridge. -.- Jityong won 8 out of 8. We were teaching him how to play.. Yeah. So it's called beginner's luck you see. :D After that I kinda went out for dinner with someone. In the end.. Never had dinner. Never had lunch. We just went to far east and walked a few rounds sorting things out. It was like.. This super bad and hurtful night for me lah. I was f**king angry and damn sad+hurt. Got on the bus. Emo-ed at my favourite emo-ing spot. At shenton way mum called to tell me Ms Peh (form tutor) called. Totally freaked me out lah. WTH. Reached home. Talked. Blah blah blah.
Council camp.. Sian. Its all proposals all the way. Boring shit. Sat morning woke up at 5.41 just to go for morning exercises. That is crazy. Ran from cjc to around Barker road there. Near mediacorp? And then there's Chanseery lane or something where all the expensive houses are.. And then back. About 1 hour lah. Crazy.. And then there's the finale 'night' thing. Quite ok lah. Not THAT fun. My interview was crazy. First thing they asked.. Have you tried doing the standing broad jump.. Like.. ERM? Haha. After council camp sand came to stayover at my place. We were both worn out so we kinda slept damn early.
Woke up at 10 today. Went for breakfast with sand at bk.. Then met davis to go library to study. Lunched at Toastbox. LOL. wth. Then back to library. Dinnered at Sakae. Then got Dolly's present. Took bus home. He called to talk. I seriously don't want to have anything to do with him. But the promise I made keeps me tied down. But don't worry. I'll continue being your friend because let's just say I want to and not because I have to. So don't worry. And stop asking me weird questions! OMG. Anyway. Reached home. Godma was waiting for me at the gate. Oh did I mention that my whole family's on a holiday in genting so I'm kinda stranded alone at home. Haha. So my godma came over to sleep with me. Yupps. Going to chiong hmwk now.
When life's looking good, everything goes downhill. :(
& how would you expect me to believe you when you just lost my trust by telling me the world's gravest lie?
& does it matter so much to you if I liked you before? At least now it doesn't matter.
& I am the world's greatest fool for making the world's stupidest mistake. Thanks to you.
Friends forever, I promise.
At least it's a memory never to be erased. Thanks alot. :D

I am totally sick. So SIAN. Ponned yesterday, fake sick. Went to school today, really sick. Haiz. Econs test during break for council nominees. Screwed. Ate within 5 mins during break. Went for geog with nothing. Freaking headache. Super bad. PW, still as bad. Had a horrible flu. Then went for council talk. Xavier came back to school just for the council thing.. And he was nice enough to give me a panadol which I was asking around in class but no one has. Phew. My saviour. LOL. Headache went off a little. And both of us were sick. So its like.. Coolios. After that came home. Slept. Yepps.
Life is looking good! Whee~!

I think I'm damn stupid. Its like a huge mistake but I can't control. I just hope everything turns out alright. I know whatever we're doing is wrong but I can't bring myself to snap out of it. Please stop shooting weird questions at me because I seriously don't know how to answer them. And I wouldn't even want to think about answering them at all.
Ponned school today. LOL. Went out to study. Serious. Then came back to school to hand in council form. Bo liao lor. Haha. Have yet to do PI. Yupps. So going to chiong now.
I finally know what it feels like for your heart to skip a beat. :D