JAE postings finally released. As expected, CJ.. But I was seriously having second thoughts about CJ last night mainly because of the fact that it really hurts me too much to have to face a particular someone everyday. Seriously contemplated on AC or VJ.. But in the end I still felt that CJ is where I really really want to go. And it's not worth ruining my future just for a person. Went to school this morning was super excited to know the posting and which IG i'm in.. Reached school.. So many people got the sms alr but I still haven't gotten it yet.. Finally at 7.20 I received it.. CJC. Junyi managed to get into cj.. Her mum forced her to put Nanyang as 1st choice but Junyi still got into her 2nd choice, CJ.. Debbie didn't get in. Damn.. Neither did Clarice and Brina.. Haiz.. Am now in a dilema about what subject combi to choose. h1 geog or lit or phy? sighss.. Debbie had to go and find her coach during break so I was just a loner lah. Went to check out the igs.. I got into ig30.. Crap lahs. Don't know a single soul from ig30. Sads.. Then I met Sheryl.. She was supposed to lend me her geog notes.. So.. Went to her class but her class wasn't there. Went to grandstand.. Saw T1!! Haha. Hotness. :p Saw many others too.. Hmmm.. Then went back to her class again, saw the geog notes.. Math lecture. After that had gp lecture so debbie and i decided to go see the appeal queue first. She went to find her shooting teacher in charge in the canteen and he told her to come back after lessons and we were late for GP lecture by 5 mins so we ran all the way back to lt2 to find out that the lecture hasn't started! LOL. After gp lecture went with debbie to hand in the appeal form. Whoah. Super long queue. Saw ona.. Skipped 35mins of lit lecture. HEH. Then after school went with Sand to town to get whatever she needed. Yupps..
Yesterday went to school.. Monday is a horrible day for me.. Freaking timetable. Lessons end at 5.. With PE at 4.. Ass mans. After break Debbie, Natasha and I ponned. Junyi and ponned with her friends! LOL. Sam ponned earlier.. about 11!! Haha. I ponned at 1! Debbie, Natasha and I went to cine cause we wanted to play counterstrike or nintendo wii.. But uniforms are not allowed. Haiz.. So we went to KFC to eat. Junyi was just beside, Burger King.. Haha.. After eating Junyi left her friends, I left mine.. We went to centrepoint to meet Sam.. His friends, Luke and Dawn.. Walked around. Went to Coffee Bean. Played Bridge, Taiti and Heart Attack. While playing heart attack Sam broke a glass. Haha. But the waitress insisted that we needn't need to pay. Oh wells. Sam wanted to go cut hair so we had to follow him to Far East. SIGHS. From Centrepoint to Far East. So he went to cut hair and Junyi and I were outside cam-whoring. Haha. Then Sam finished cutting his hair. Dammit lah. Damn screwed. Looks like a moehog (according to luke).. Haha. Funny sia. After that went home... Blah blah and blah.
Well, Sunday is just a sian day. Family came over my place for dinner. Saturday.. Went to Debbie's place to play mahjong.. Waited for Junyi for what... 45 mins?! At Eunos MRT somemore. Tsktsk. Took bus to Debbie's place. There was like.. A dog in her house. Damn scared lah. Jiongle was there like.. For an hour plus already lah, thanks to someone who's late. Hehe.. Anyhow, we played... ANd I lost 2.80! Asshole. Then Junyi had to leave. So we played 3 person one.. And didn't bet.. BUT KENASAI! I won 2 rounds in 3... And I got ALL 2 SETS OF THE FLOWERS. Meaning I got 1,2 and 3 of blue and red... And they must give me money also lor! Asshole. Tsk. Then left with Jiongle.. Went home.. Adelene and Nic came. Played xbox, burnout and halo.. Nic offered to leave his xbox360 in my place.. Yeah. So... Cheers. But till now still haven't really played yet. Too busy and tired. Yupps.

Rascal Flatts
What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....

Ok.. I've finally found the time to blog. In a sucky mood now. I feel super tired and my eyelids are about to close.. I am having severe/major mood swings(ask sandra) and i am feeling super depressed and emo now(ask sand and sam).. Sighs..
Well, Sunday was shopping day. Went shopping with Junyi to Bugis. Walked around. Didn't get anything much. Only an I.P. Zone jacket. Black one. (Note to Sandra Teo: I'm not emo, just feeling emo.) Took neos. Played arcade. Mainly Silent Hill. I was a better shooter than Junyi, who's a shooter. So.. I should totally get into shooting lah.. Damn.. After shopping went home. Bathed. Went out for dinner with father side's family. The kids were so naughty lah. Dragging me around everywhere. Found out that they were all manutd fans and my cousin actually works for AIG so.. There comes the freebies. xD
Monday had lessons till 5. Boring day. Ponned Lit lecture. Super boring. Stayed in class. Hid at the back with Debbie and Natasha. Cam-whored. After lessons went to far east to meet mum then went home.
Tuesday.. Dismissed at 2. Met Brina. Went to PS with her. To get valentines present. I got 3 packs of sweets and 2 packets of wrappers from Daiso altogether 10 bucks. Sighs.. Then went home. Went with dad to Tanjong Pagar to get 3 more packs of sweets. 2 Yupis and 1 packet of Lollipops.
Wednesday.. IG lunch. Sian. Not everyone went. After lunch went with Sam and Sheryl to town. Sam wanted to cut his hair but the shop was closed. So we went to Cine.. Walked there. Went to get more presents. Bought 6 stalk of 'flowers' for the very special people and a notebook for the most special person. Then went to play pool. My first time. Super noob. But at least I won the last game.. The 9 ball one. :D After pool-ing, went to vivo to meet dolly for dinner. Had Superdogs. Dolly Moh has a boyfriend lah. Not that cute. HEH. Went home.
Thursday, valentines.. Distribute presents.. Brina's and Dolly's was the best. Brina was a soft toy keychain and Dolly's was a stalk of rose. Shirley gave me a 'v' hp keychain. Nice also. Lessons. After lessons, went to Lido to watch PS I Love You.. Was supposed to watch with someone.. Butin the end watched with Debbie and Natasha. Moody throughout the whole lunch+movie. Ate Subway.. Saw so many couples and cj people. The show was good. Sad. Touching. It's like.. True love never dies.. Hmmmm... I agree. After movies, went to vivo to meet Shirley, Sandra, YiJing and Dolly for dinner. Went Yoshi.. Ate. Met Shirley for the last time. Damn sad. Felt like crying but.. Nah. Controlled. She's my beloved Shirley and always will. Mummy loves you, Shirley. Remember me always alright? Because I will. Hanged around till 9+ then left. Reached home t 9.45.. Mum scolded for always going out..
Today was supposed to go to Steph's friend house to check out his drum set but mum wanted me to come home early today so no choice. Chem practicals. Was washing up alr when the alarn rang. Fire drill. Hansel was damn funny. Everyone was quite ready alr but he was still there titrating. Funny guy. After lessons went to meet Sand.. Stayed in school for lunch. Junyi and Sam joined on their own will.. -.- Played cards. Couldn't be as enthu. Sian lahs. Seriously.. Mood swing sucks lah. Sand said it isn't mood swings its... Nevermind.. Yeah. So whatever. Junyi and Sam left. Sand went to get lunch. I never ate. No appetite. Felt like throwing up. After that Sand came to my place and we playe computer but I still couldn't really get all happy and high. I reckon its because I'm too tired already. Sighs. Yupps. So... Currently I'm still feeling super TIRED and DEPRESSED.
I don't know if the decision I made was correct but I reckon it would be better for us. God bless.

So fast and its Saturday night already. Seriously.. Hai. School is so sucky lah. Don't even feel like going because of the freaking PE. Oh wells.. Live still has to go on..
Alright.. So New Year Day.. So BORING. Woke up at 12.. Had lunch and went visiting. Went to 1 house only! LOL. My gugu's place at AMK. Haha. -nudge Sheryl- Haha. Yeah. Was there for 3 hours? And I was either stoning or playing with my phone. Super sian. Then went temple. And back home. But before reaching home went to ahma's house which is 2 blocks away and where I go almost everyday.. My cousins were there.. Adam Tan was BALD! Muahahaha.. Damn cute lah! (no, not handsome cute.. Just cute lor) Haha. After bai-ing nian, went home. Surfed internet till 7? Then went back to ahma's house again for dinner. Steamboat. Whoah sian. Yu Sheng. Whoah, delicious! Prepared specially by chef Au, NUS main chef. Haha. Super nice and I hate Yu Sheng people! Haha. First time I thik Yu Sheng is nice. LOL. Went home at 11.. Surfed net till 2.. Then slept.
Next morning woke up when Debbie called. Haha. Lunched.. Went to bus stop to fetch her. She came to my place.. Did Lit. Haha. But seriously, her main motive was to see SOMEONE. After lit-ing, we went to the playground. Camwhore! Haha. Then we went over to the other playground at the other side of the area.. Sat there and talked. Then I turned my head and made out this familiar figure.. And seriously, I thought I think too much. Then I asked Debbie, is that Jaychou?? Then she was like.. No? Jaychou's in Taiwan? And I was like.. Nono.. The one from my IG.. So I just shouted "Ulfred" and his sister and father turned.. And he didn't. LOL. He just continued walking.. Damn funny. So later he turned, saw me and wave.. And here's the noob part.. He asked me where is blk 16.. And I was like (pointed) that side.. Haha. The direction he was walking in the first place was to another block of flats lah! Damn funny. If he didn't meet me I bet he would have walked all the way to Outram MRT station lor! Haha. Andrew decided not to go for Debbie's open house.. So in the end I didn't go either. Sorry Debbie! :( Went home, walked her to the bus stop then returned home. Talked to Sand online.. Asked her if she's free for dinner and she agreed! LOL. Great! Bathed. Met her at Vivo. Walked around. And OMG. I saw DELIA! Haha. Still as cute and handsome as always. She was like.. So cute lah! Haha. Mitzi says she likes this another girl. Well... I don't care because I don't like her. I like.. SOMEONE else. Heh. Nobody knows who. Maybe Cheryl Tan does. Maybe. Haha. Ate at Superdogs. Whoah. Damn ex.. 8.70 lah! WTH?! Haha. After eating Sandra came to my house. We played the comp awhile then played stress and uno.. Then comp-ed again. Damn funny. Haha. After that sent her home. Played comp and then slept..
Today.. Woke up at 1! Went to Tanjong Pagar for lunch. Came back. Saw Isabelle and family. Homed. Played comp. Cousins came. With their kids. 4 kids. 11, 5, 4years and 8months respectively. Damn naughty.. Dirtied my room and bed. Haiz. Ate on my bed, jump on my bed.. ETC.. And Gerrald.. Stupid boy! 11 years old already still so naughty.. Tsk Tsk. Told him not to step on my bed because he was wearing socks he still go and step! Poof.. And his brother, 5 years old was so cheekopek lah! Haiz.. They were damn playful. Next time I don't want to have kids. Hehe. After they left (6.30), bathed.. Went to Isabelle's house to bai nian. Talked to 9.. Then went for dinner at Lau Pa Sat. Took bus there, walked back.. Damn far lah! Tsk. Reached home. Played comp. Play NEOPETS! Haha. Too bored already lahs. So thats about my life. Going Bugis with Junyi tomorrow! Yayyness! Haha. Yupps.

Freak lahs. Feeling super emo and depressed now. It's the new year lah.. Sian. Seriously, I wonder what got into me.. Sudden emo-ness. Freak. Freak. Freak. Went to school a little later today. Couldn't get up again. Dad woke me up but I fell back to bed... Reached. Went to class. Junyi was holding my drinks. So I went to the grandstand to meet her. Walked with her to my class. Talked. Debbie arrived. Time for assembly. Junyi went up to class. Assembly. Then went to PAC for concert. It was good. Better than STC's.. Now I have a bigger urge to want to join CJC dance. Sighs. After that went to canteen for potluck.. Blah blah blah. Went back to class. Played Debbie's PSP. Louis, Francis were competing to see who scored more points in burnout. Obviously I lost... Bleahx. Went to PS with Debbie. Arcade. Played 2 rounds of Daytona.. Time Crisis 4.. And House of the Dead which cheated us 4 dollars in total. Haven't even started playing it ended because apparently we died. Freak lahs. Went to macs. Ate fries only for lunch. No appetite. Came home.. Played comp. Dinner. Steamboat this year sucks. Mom didn't buy sausage. Bro bought tuna instead of salmon sashimi.. Bleahx. Nvm.. It's ok. As long as they are happy. Didn't eat much. Only took 2 slices of abalone which is a breakthrough for me.. I really have no mood to eat lah. Sianz. After that hid in my room again.. Painted nails. Talked on msn.. Stoned. That's about it.. Sighs.
Seriously.. It's CNY and I'm like.. Moping around. I really have no idea what the f**k got into me today. Just freaking emo. Sucks lah. Damn.. Haiz. Please hate me. :(
Happy Chinese New Year.. (Although I'm not very happy. Haiz..)

Chinese New Year's Eve eve. Yupps. Time passes so quickly that last year's CNY seemed like just yesterday. Sighs. I'm getting old. Wish I were still a baby/infant so that I need not care about the going ons in life. Babies are so carefree and they have no troubles and problems. Jealous.. Haiz.
Didn't go grandstand this morning. SD period. Shucks lah. Kena suan-ed by Cigku again. Andrew suddenly asked Jiongle if he was a virgin and Cigku heard! Gosh lahs. Then she asked who's not a virgin and stupid Jiongle pointed to me. Ass lah. Bet Andrew/Jiongle are not virgins. LOL. Next, Cigku asked what makes you happy in life.. I said family and friends but Jiongle went to say male escorts! Seriously, whats up with these guys in my class. Damn suay lah. Kena suan-ed by Cigku, Jiongle and Andrew. Now the whole class thinks I'm some R21 psycho.. Freak. Chem tutorials did practical, SPA. Titrations lor. Same old thing. Break. Socialized with class, mainly Louis. He's damn weird lahs. Don't know him. Math lecture. Totally clueless. GP lecture. Talking time. Lit P4 tutorial. Fum/Boring. Haha. School ends but unfortunately there were extra lessonS. Math first. Then Lit. Lit P1 this time. Worst than paper 4. I like paper 4 more. Haiz. After lessons, went to shooting range with Debbie and Jiongle to find Junyi. Then Junyi and I went to town. Saw Queenie, Natasha, Huixin, Tabitha and Jiongle at the bus stop. Boarded bus with all except Jiongle.. Walked to Taka with Queenie and Junyi. Queenie parted ways with us and Junyi and I went to find the box she needed for her friend's present. After getting the box went to eat Delifrance. We shared a set. Walked back to Far East.. Shopped for bagpack and Junyi's top. Got nothing in the end except transparent nail polish and makeup brush. Must control spending already. Going broke within the first week. That's bad mans. Luckily got Ang Pao. :D Yupps yupps. Then took 167 with Junyi.. She alighted at Dhoby Gauht.. I took the bus home. Bathed, dinner. Yupps. About it. CNY eve tomorrow. Yupps Yupps.

It's the first time in my life I have to make so many decisions. Decisions I wouldn't want to make. Moreover, I hate to make decisions. So please do not blame me for making wrong decisions time and again. I'm sorry. And I promise this would be the last time. I promise...

I am supposed to be in school now.. Haha. But I left early. Went to school this morning super tired because I slept relatively late last night. Although I was tired, I was happy.. At least happier than I have been for quite awhile. And all credits goes to her. :D Anyway, there was a chemistry test this morning. I thought it was difficult, but Lee Jiongle thought it was easy. Yeah whatever. Debbie thinks its difficult too! Cheers! After chem was econs tutorials. Totally didn't hear what ALex Kwee was going on about. Debbie and I were just talking the whole time. Heh. Then GP. 2 freaking hours! But luckily the last 1 hour we had to do an essay's intro, conclu and write the points for the body. We watched this clip about the youths in the third world country. Haiz. Pity them.. After GP, we (Debbie and I) told Ms Cindy Tan that we were sick and got her to sign us out. Then we went to town for lunch. Yeah and then went home. Hehe. I'm sick and need rest. But before that, I need lunch. Right? Haha. Went Pepperlunch for lunch. Freaking EX! $9.90! My gosh.. Then went to Popular to get some stationaries before heading home. Yupps yupps. So that's about my life today.
Haiz.. I just looked through the stack of things (mostly papers) and saw this red/pink card staring out back at me. A valentine's day card that I bought. I guess it would be of no use anymore. Sighs. I'll keep it for later use or something then. :(
PEOPLE! Somebody wants me to help her advertise Geranium Bracelets which she's selling. Anyone wants to buy for their valentine's? Haha. It costs $99 and apparently, she says its cheap because World of Golf sells it for $278. Yupps.. So.. If anyone is interested or whatsoever, just tag on my board! Hehe.
PS: I don't think anyone would be interested though. -.-'''

A priceless phonecall from the special you. :D
Thanks for reminding me that you exist.
The feeling of jubilant and excitement soared through me when I saw your name on my screen.
It was the best moment of my life ever since the year started.
That simple 30 mins conversation reminded me how much I miss you, your voice, your crappiness, your everything.
You made my day today. Thanks. ^.^
Perhaps that's love.

When Your Gone - Avril

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah, yeah

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

This song is nice and it reflects my feelings currently. My all time favourite song. Yupps. Sunday sucks because it's studying day. Yupps. So off to study for Chem CA tomorrow. :D

Why does everyone make slashing wrist such a big issue? I mean.. It's just slashing wrist lah. Haha. Sheryl is hopelessly crazy already. She's obsessed with slashing wrists. Now I know why it was so painful. She said its because I press too hard. Haha. So noob lah. I shall not press too hard next time. History repeats itself again today. Haiz. You never fail to make me worry for you. Seriously.. Haiz. Anyways, I woke up this morning to a horrible running nose. Went toilet to blow my freaking nose and went back to sleep till 1.30.. Woke up still with a friggin block nose. Both sides blocked. Freaking horrible cough too. Thanks to the rain the previous day (see! I told you, Brina and Junyi!).. Had lunch then took flu med. Super strong one.. Caused me to die on bed the whole afternoon. Haha. Meaning I slept like a dead pig. Woke up to a phone call. The moment I woke up I was feeling freaking cold. Seriously, like.. I'm already covered in blanket from head to toe. Hehe. Fever perhaps. Woohoo! Fever leh!! Haha. Can see doc, get mc and pon monday.. But I feel so bad pang sehing Debbie (See, I mentioned you!).. Sucky phone call. Sucky message. Shan't elaborate. Only makes me feel horrible and sad and depressed and emo. Woke up, played comp, went for dinner. You really scared the shit out of me ok.. And no, I wasn't ok. Ate like a mouse. Miserable portion. Haha. Felt like puking lah! How to eat.. Tsk.. Came home. Surfed net. Read my book. Now talking to my best girlfriend (besides Junyi), Debbie Goh.. Haha. She's supposedly dating me for Valentine's.. Watching PS I Love You together.. Haha. Yupps. Shall go wallow in self misery and emo-ness.
And come on lah, Sam is just a friend ok.. At least he was there for me when I needed somebody. Unlike SOMEONE who keeps wanting to die.. And leave me alone.. Whatsoever. I don't care anymore, since you give up. I give up too.

Just reached home. Freak tired. And I feel much much better already because I finally got whatever I have to tell him off my chest. Whoo~! Haha. Ok so I took bus to school with Isabelle today. Poof! Woke up super early and then met her at her block downstairs. Walked to bus stop with her. Waited for the bus. Whoah, it was kinda on time mans. And then on the bus there was Arthur too. Seriously, he looked wuite nerdy with that black-rimmed specs of his. LOL. Isabelle and I were like gossipping about everything. And so we talked and got off at far east but Arthur didn't! Weird lah, seriously. Met Maryanne at Far East bus stop. Took 105 and reached school relatively late. Stepped into class, put my bag down and the music started playing already. So fast! Went for assembly.. Chem tutorial today was good. I totally understood her (1st time).. Econs tutorial. BORING. Break. 1st time I engaged in a real conversation with Louis. I'm serious! 1st time. LOL. We were talking about masturbating?! Oh my god lah. Haha. Then Louis was saying that lesbos were hot.. So Debbie and I held hands when we went back to class (everyone was there alr) and we were like.. Hot not? And!!! Everyone totally dao-ed us! WTH lah! Haha. Lessons ended at 1. Played burn out on Debbie's PSP while waiting for Sand. She came and we went to the canteen. Sat somewhere near her eyecandy which happens to be this table beside Ulfred (Jaychou). We sat down and down comes Samuel.. He sat with us.. And then Junyi and Sheryl appeared. They decided to sit with us too! Joanne came and she and Jaychou sat with us also! Funny sia.. And then Jaychou's friend, Jiajie came also.. And soon, it was IG25 and Sand.. Brina, Gillian, Angie and Olivia joined also. Elisabeth came to talk to us too! See! LOL. Played Tai Ti first, then Bridge (I suck), Heart Attack and Bluff. Haha. I feel so noob. Sand didn't play. Joanne, Sheryl, Sam, Jaychou, Jiajie and I played. Damn fun lah, heart attack! Haha. I feel so bad for pang-sehing Sand.. Saw my eyecandy alot today. WOOHOO! Walked Sand and Sheryl out. Came back and they wanted to leave alr. I was supposed to wait for Junyi and Brina. But Sam wanted me to accompany him to Lavendar to renew his passport so I went with him. Asshole lah! Reached there the counter closed already! Gosh.. Haiz. So we went to Dhoby Gauht.. Supposed to have dinner with them one.. But I backed out. Walked around PS for 30mins then took bus home. Met mum on the bus. Sam was waiting with me for bus lah! Luckily mum never see if not I die mans. There's seriously nothing going on between Sam and I! LOL. Serious! Came home, showered and went out again. I just finished bathing when Brina called me to say that she's on her way to Far East already! Like.. Omg! Changed at lightening speed, left the house. Called Ivan... Whatsoever. I don't care already lah. You're like.. Damn dao and fierce lah. What did I do wrong anyway...? And please lah.. I didn't cry ok. -.-''' Called Sam. Asked him stuffs.. Ok.. I'll admit that I cried when I was on the phone with Sam. Teared only lah. Haha. Took bus to Far East. Made up my mind and plucked up my courage. Typed a 4 page sms and sent it to him. It was a summary of what I wanted to tell him. No reply, as usual. I don't care anyway. Waited for Sam and Junyi. Had dinner at Far East upstairs. Sam was damn nice. Treated me to noodles. I treated him to drinks! LOL. Sam left. Junyi, Brina and I walked to Cine. It was freaking raining and I had already bathed! Haiz... Played arcade. Whoah siao! The arcade there super lack lah! House of the dead is spoilt. Time Crisis 2 also spoilt. No bball machine. No Jurassic Park. Damn sian lah! Spent 3 bucks. Lent Junyi 3.. We played Daytona2.. Time Crisis 1 (1 player).. F355.. Crazy Taxi.. Damn funny! LOL. Oh yah! And did I mention I saw my eyecandy at Cine?! Whoah.. Damn qiao can! Saw 2 somemore. I was like.. Whoah we damn fated lah! LOL. Debbie was in town too.. Haha. After playing went home. 9.45 already lah! Super late. Reached home at 10.30. Tired tired tired and I'm sick. Sian lah. Never told parents. Hehe. Don't want to go to the docs unless I want to pon on Monday.. Which I don't think I will considering that I want to spend more time with those idiots who are bent on leaving CJ, eg Junyi, Natasha, Huixin, Samuel.. Chey.. So as I was saying, I'm kinda sick. Cough still haven't healed since don't know how long ago.. Freaking block nose lah now.. Can't smell a shit. Perhaps its cause of the rain!! See Brina! See Junyi!! Told you!! Haiz.. Yeah. That's my depressed life. Haiz. Oh! And I slashed my wrist. For real this time.. Using a 0.38 pen and Jiongle's metal ruler. Did 3 slashes. The last one was super pain. Still red/swollen now. Joanne doesn't believe that its real. Haiz.. Sadness. Emo-ness.