♥ Wednesday, September 19, 2007

damn damn damn.. i feel super cursed.. got back most of my papers. it's so irritating.. i got 10 points alr.. i need to get like 2 A2's in order to reach 14 so i can get into CJ. like.. I-M-P-O-S-S-I-B-L-E! damn. 1 for chinese.. 3 for chem.. 3 for maths, both a and e.. and 5 for physics.. -sighs- i got 66 for chem.. and i realised that for MCQ.. i lost 2 marks UNNECESSARILY.. firstly.. there was one question on temperature.. and i thought, for that moment only, that the -200 degrees was warmer than -196 degrees.. when the teacher was collecting i checked and realised my mistake! but too late mans.. so 1 mark gone! another one was.. blindness perhaps?! i wrote D for an answer on the qn paper but i shaded C on my OTAS!!! like.. FREAK! -sighs-.. so 2 marks gone. and for paper 2.. i wrote insoluble but the answer was soluble.. at first i wrote soluble but i changed last min.. if only i hadn't changed! 3 MARKS!!! so.. 66/100. 2+3=5 marks gone.. and there goes my A2! -sighs- and.. for e maths.. this is more infuriating! i got 68/100.. and there was this question about the scale one.. like.. n:10000 then find whats n or something.. yeah.. so i did i correctly already.. then moving on to part b.. they told us to find something.. and i got 1.5 for an answer and they told us to write in standard form.. so naturally i thought i was wrong because 1.5 is like.. already in standard form! so i changed LAST MINUTE.. and its really last minute.. i didnt even cancel my previous working properly.. but i drew a line across it.. and i re-did the qn.. AND.. damn lah! my first working was correct! shitty shit shit! haha. 3 marks ok! and if i didn't lose this 3 marks i would have gotten 70.25! and thats an a2!!! -screams- like.. WTH. so.. that 2 points gone on! 1 for chem 1 for emath.. for amath.. 66.. but couldnt find anything.. except ALOT of careless! -sighs- so.. yeah. physics was happy that i passed. haha
i'm really very happy and enjoying myself for this final month in STC with my dear friends. clas and i have been fooling around at the back! haha.. crapping and joking and all. its so fun.. we talk about everything under the world. LOL.. kimi won the belgium GP and mclaren are stripped of ALL their constructor's points -cheers- went out with shirley to get white pumps. haha. thats my BORING life. yupps. gotta go practice maths! :D

Penned down her thoughts at 5:40 PM

♥ Tuesday, September 11, 2007

emaths 1 has finally ended.. and suprisingly it was kinda easy? haha.. i could do almost all the questions.. didn't know how to do 2 questions only.. and i've already lost 5 marks.. but 5/80 is ok.. considering the horrible paper 2.. haha. came home and lazed around.. reading harry potter.. playing comp.. watching tv.. chatting.. haha. i've finally checked on the F1 spore GP.. it's held on 28 sept 2008! -cheers- tickets to qualifyings are about 50.. raceday about 100.. haha. yayy! i'm getting! i'm getting! -jumps about- i'm going with mitzi seeing as none of my friends are interested in such a wonderful sport. -sighs- damn sad lah.. no one to talk to in school.. soccer too.
i'm so sad its the graduating year this year.. can't bear to leave the school.. to leave dance.. to leave all my friends.. to leave my juniors.. so sad.. i really don't want to lose contact with jojo teh, clasandra hum and cheryl tan.. they're like the major part of my stc life.. -sighs- i tried persuading jojo to go CJ with me if i can get in.. but she seems reluctant so i didn't want to force her.. clas wants.. but she wants to go to the science stream while i want the arts.. so sad.
i was just wondering.. our friendship/relationship has reduced to such an extent that every conversation of ours surrounds... ... to think that in the past we used to talk about everything from homework to gossips.. nowadays.. our conversation lasts for less than 10mins.. and in the past we could talk up to 4 hours.. i really wonder what really happened to either of us.. it's either you who changed.. or me.. it's probably the different environments we're currently in. nevertheless, i'm still contented to be able to keep in touch.. see you on that day. :D

Penned down her thoughts at 9:38 PM

♥ Monday, September 10, 2007

i have finished practicing maths! haha. i've been surfing the net all day today. watching high school musical mtvs.. haha. zac efron is friggin' hot.. baby V is damn cute.. LOL. rainie's album is finally found in spore. it was out on friday in taiwan.. but spore is only monday.. uploaded her new song 'ren yi men' :D Press CLICK to stop the music!

she's forever so cute and funny.. her dance is so cool lahs.. poppin.. haha. i wanna learn too!
anyway.. back to school tomorrow. for emaths paper 1. wish me all the luck mans. haha.

i've been thinking... haha.. here are my top 5 fav hotties.. guys only. :D

No. 1 on my list. Haha.. DUH! He's like a hot hottie? LOL. haha. Mr Cristiano Ronaldo. 22 years old! Manchester United winger. Jersey no. 7.. Portugal winger. Jersey no. 17.. HAHA. yupps. so that's my top fav! :D

I'd probably have a hard time choosing between him and Ronaldo if he's not married! No. 2.. Mr Kimi Raikkonen. He's an F1 driver for Ferrari team, replacing Michael Schumaucher.. Like.. WHOAH! haha. Hot huh.. but sadly.. He's married to Miss Scandinavian. -cries-

Mike He Jun Xiang! haha. He's so.. cool. 3rd! I really think he should go out with Rainie! perfect match mans! He's hot! :D

I can't find a solo pic for this.. Haha.. Yeah.. This is Click Five with their new lead singer.. Kyle Patrick.. He's the middle one. The cutest! haha. Yeah.. So he's fourth. He's quite young.. Not sure how old.. 20 perhaps? haha. but he's got good voice and looks! haha. cute! yeah.. there!

Aaron Yan Ya Lun of Farenheit.. I know he can't sing.. But who cares! He's so cute! haha. He's quite young.. 21 years old? yeah.. should be.. he's very funny too! haha. yupps.

So.. that's all.. the top 5! might change anytime.. mind you.. but unlikely.. for the 5th place i was debating between.. aaron yan, jonathon bennet, zac efron and kim jeong-hoon.. haha. but.. well. aaron looks hottest!:D

Penned down her thoughts at 7:05 PM

♥ Sunday, September 09, 2007

pissed squared. kimi didn't win the italy gp.. italy is ferrari's home turf and THEY DIDN'T WIN! not even 2nd.. only 3rd and thats kimi. felipe retired quite early. problem unknown.. however. kimi who was on 5th grid managed to climb to third. good job. hehe. he was on a 1 stop strategy.. overtook lewis.. but eventually lewis overtook him as lewis had a better tire option.. the softer compound.. sighs sighs sighs..
went for some grand dinner at NUS last night.. it was uncle jame's bdae.. 6 tables in the BALLROOM! like.. hello! ballroom.. haha. there were alot of big shots.. and they were like talking about their experience with Mr Lee Hsien Long. 1 guy said that when he played water polo with Mr Lee.. He hit Mr Lee on the head! LOL. my uncle and godma had dinner with Mr Nathan and Lee Hsien Long before.. so.. you know.. they even had a pic with him.. JEALOUS! but.. er.. Mr Goh Chok Tong is more handsome! HEHE. I was so.. insignificant there lah! tsk.. was super concerned about the F1 qualifying results.. didn't manage to catch the delayed telecast afterall.. and then.. mitzi msg-ed me.. kimi was on grid 5!! i almost screamed can. like.. 5TH!! so horrible place. heidfeld overtook him! how can mans.. slept at 4.. hehe.
had tuition today.. mum took my phone as she forgot to bring hers.. and i felt so naked.. like.. my dear phone.. haha. so.. yah.. parents wanted to go out for dinner but bro and i stood firm saying we want to watch F1! hehe. so bought home dinner.. and watched the depressing F1.. yeah.. going to practice maths now. haha. finished all the emath paper 1 from that stupid booklet! feel so proud. anyway needn't go to school tomorrow. -cheers-

Penned down her thoughts at 11:20 PM

♥ Saturday, September 08, 2007

friday already.. technically it's saturday.. sighs. 1 week hol has ended. and i haven't started studying yet! except for practicing those maths. so sian.. was lazing around today.. woke up at 1.30.. mummy was home. haha. but went out at 2.30.. brought ah gong to the doc's.. was just surfing net.. doing maths and reading harry p.. had a HORRIBLE flu.. used finish my whole box of tissue on my study table.. of course it wasn't a new one lah.. but the amout of tissue inside was quite substantial.. haha. took a NON-DROWSY flu tab.. take note.. its non drowsy.. but it made m SUPER drowsy.. i was super giddy when i was bathing.. but didnt faint.. haha. sadly. and now.. i just took a SUPER DROWSY medicine.. its the strongest flu tab around, according to my dad.. actually i'm not supposed to take it.. but Dr Toh says i can.. so i can.. and anyway.. i'm totally not drowsy. haha. how weird.. anyway. my latest no. 1 song.. ok. i have 2. one's mary jane.. by click five.. and the other's 缺氧 by rainie yang.. her album's out today! ok.. it's yesterday. friday 7th of sept.. haha. i ordered. going to collect tomorrow (today, saturday 8/9) haha. yeah. here's the lyrics for mary jane. nice song. :D

I didn't cry the day you moved away
Didn't think that I would feel this pain
Until I saw the stranger that was you

Whatever happened to our innocence
And that something that you said about being friends
Tell me how
Help me say the words out loud

Could it be
That nothing's gonna change
Cuz time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had

Can you see?
The girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Or whatever happened to...
Mary Jane

I need to wake up from this state of mind
The situation is a staying kind
I gotta get your memory out of my head

Would you catch me if I had to fall
Would you even find the time without it all
Tell me how
Help me say the words out loud

Could it be
That nothing's gonna change
Cuz time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had

Can you see?
The girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Or whatever happened to...
Mary Jane

Cuz time is taking back
Everything I thought we had
Tell me how
Mary Jane...
Help me say the words out loud

Could it be
That nothing's gonna change
Cuz time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had

Can you see?
The girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Or whatever happened to...
Mary Jane
Or whatever happened to...
Mary Jane.

Penned down her thoughts at 12:16 AM

♥ Thursday, September 06, 2007

i'm soo tired. just came back from shopping with mum.. my leg aches like hell. haha. but its worth it. bought quite alot of things. bought those white clothes that we need for grad photoshoot. borrowed the white shirt from ee-ling. went to town.. bought a grey shirt, white skinny jeans that looks quite formal, harry potter bk 5 and this really colourful bra.. haha. like. OMG. its really colourful.. no kidding. but oh wells. haha. walked ALOT.. haha. first we alighted at lucky plaza then went to eat lunch then went Tangs.. after that went to far east plaza then walked down to wisma where i met shirley! haha. then went to taka and then to john little and finally to centrepoint.. we still had to go to meridien hotel to take bus home.. hai.. so much to walk.. haha. but.. worth it lah.
had a dream last night.. i still can remember very clearly. but people say if you can remember the dream it wouldn't come true.. but i really really really wish that it will come true. although its a dream that i'm not supposed to be dreaming. haha! its not some r-rated dream lah. its just about.... haha. shan't say. in case cheryl tan is reading. :D

Penned down her thoughts at 7:44 PM

♥ Tuesday, September 04, 2007

a cold hard truth just hit me in the face.. sighs.. cheryl and i were msging, talking about... ... and she popped a question "So you intend to do nothing but just wait?" and i was stunned. i have never really thought about this before. i don't know now.. what am i supposed to do, cheryl?? tell me lah! haha. you stupid thing! remind me for what.. but i guess i wouldn't do anything.. its impossible lahs. everyone will move on to the next phase of their life, won't they?? -sighs- thats why.. this sentence is REALLY REALLY REALLY true.. "It's painful loving someone you know you can't love..." Although i think that loving someone is really blissful.. Loving the wrong person is really unfortunate. When I told cheryl about this.. she was like yeah.. totally. and then we started talking about bungs.. haha. o... k... so much emotions are running through me now.. i don't even have the mood to study. -sighs- i don't even know when would be the next time... ... meet. haha. perhaps.. NEVER. well.. what can i do anyways.. :(

Penned down her thoughts at 4:05 PM

♥ Monday, September 03, 2007

This is the huan huan ai song, Que Yang.. super nice. by Rainie Yang. Haha. Although her hair looks super weird.. Whenever I hear this song I'll feel damn sad. sigh.. anyway. enjoy.. Press Click to stop the music.

Penned down her thoughts at 4:49 PM

♥ Sunday, September 02, 2007

Long long time since the last post. Well.. now's a break from studying and mugging. Had prelims last week. -shakes head-
Anyway.. went to watch Campus Superstar with Dolly and well.. had to give up on my dinner at NUS with the family.. Met Dolly at 4.15 at Habour and she was LATE. I'm always the one late.. However I realize nowadays I'm always the early one.. E.G. when i went for lunch with adam and adelene, when i went out with clarice, when i went out with yvonne and when i went out with mitzi.. URGH. i have been the late one for years.. and now.. -sighs- i'd rather be late! haha. waiting is a terrible thing. anyway.. we bought breadtalk then went to mediacorp. kanasai! we had to take a NON-AIRCON bus 93 to Lornie Road.. when at the same interchange also had 855 but dolly said only 93 can! tsk. and two 855 left before 93 left. ok.. so 27 stops.. and guess what! WE FORGOT TO COUNT. so we had to get off at adam road, thinking we'd exceeded.. but we didn't another 5 stops and we've reached.. but oh wells. 35cents gone. so we went and sat at the LAST row.. sway. but we got the best place. haha. so watched. and i was rooting for Keely.. And of course to see Xu Bin.. haha. And Sadly.. Keely never win.. oh wells. so during the finale i was like.. "where's xu bin?" and then the woman beside me was the one in black and i was like.. oh.. thanks. and she said something which almost made me faint.. "i'm xu bin's teacher" like.. OMG. haha.. dolly was telling me to make friends with her.. but i shy haha.. yeah. so dolly'y dad fetched me home. total mugging on sunday. didn't even watch my F1, where kimi got 2nd and its a ferrari 1,2!!!, and my soccer, where united trashed spurs 1-0!!!.. haha. yeah.
monday had amaths 1 and phy 2.. amaths was ok.. but physics was HORRIBLE. the worst paper i would say, until now.. sighs. tuesday had amaths 2 and geog 1.. amaths 2 was harder compared to amaths 1.. geoog was ok.. MCQ what! haha. wed. emaths 2, elit.. emaths 2 was difficult.. mr patrick set it! LOL. elit.. i chose passage-based.. it was ok. and thursday.. chem2 and geog 2.. chem i thought was kinda easy! haha. and geog.. WHOAH! my hand almost fractured. pain lehs.. write so much! haha. then came home and chiong watch huan huan ai by rainie yang and mike he.. lol. it was SUPER NICE. haha.watched eps 1-3..
then.. on friday was teacher's day.. haha. didn't prepare anything except drinks. sighs.. so went to school and had the stupid ace's day.. boring. then had a SUPER BORING concert.. only fun thing was the teacher's wearing their uniforms.. ms aileen seah was in crescent!!! LOL. and ms emily koh was in hwa chong jc uniform! like.. OMG. haha. then after everything concert and party went out with cheryl, vinus, nisa, tianhui and banu.. went to eat macs then they left.. leaving cheryl tianhui and i to watch hairspray.. like.. it was SO boring. except for AMANDA BYNES!!! and zac efron! haha. yes.. i almost fell asleep. hehe. then headed home and watched huan huan ai again.. now was till eps 7.. haha. then sat.. woke at 1.30.. watched huan huan ai for the WHOLE day. till dinner mum said go out and eat.. so went out and eat came back and watched again.. till 12.15.. went to watch abit of united vs sunderland.. then came back to watch again.. the final score was 1-0.. thanks the the good ol' saha! woohoo! love him.. but anyway the sad thing is.. OLE RETIRES!!! appalled and speechless. why does he choose to retire when he has exceeded my liking for scholes and took position 2 in my heart! -sigh- was super looking forward to watch him play.. but oh wells. he got a standing ovation.. roy keane too.. sunderland's manager.. haha.. after that watched huan huan ai again.. till 4.30! haha. then i had 1 eps left and i cannot watch alr lah.. later kena scolding so stopped at eps 14.. and went to sleep but couldn't sleep till 6 when my mum woke.. sighs.. but i woke up at 10.30.. i dotn know for what.. but yeah.. need to go for tuition now.. sighs.. bye!
it's really painful to love someone you know you can't.. but loving someone is very blissful not matter who..

Penned down her thoughts at 1:35 PM