♥ Saturday, October 18, 2008
Grace once told me that.. If you have any problems or unhappiness you should voice it out and not let it accumulate. Once it accumulates and when either one erupts, the eruption would be tremendous.
Just a random thought. :D
Anyway.. Today just sucked. This morning I quarrelled big time with my dad because he was clearly in the wrong yet he totally tried to turn the picture and make it seem like I'm in the wrong. We were just shouting at each other (ok, basically it was just me shouting at him. LOL.) in the car. But he knew it was his fault, thats why he didn't shout back. & in the end.. Guess what he said! He said he was just testing my "inter-person" skills. To see how I react when people put the blame on me when its not even my fault. Yaya, I'm sure.
Then met group for PW. Blah blah blah. So tired now.
& now I'm quarrelling with someone else whom I do not wish to mention. It's not the first time yknow. I've never felt so f**king hurt by an idiotic comment before. & everytime I get angry, that person will take whatever case I have against the person and use it back against me, making it seem like everything is just my fault (just like my dad). Fuggg. Seriously.
I've had enough for a day. Being pms-ive doesn't help either.
Perhaps we're really not suited for each other. Perhaps. Perhaps. Perhaps.
But ILU. &&& I don't wanna lose you. :(
Penned down her thoughts at 9:28 PM