♥ Saturday, April 12, 2008
Wahhh. I seriously don't know what happened to my life mans. It's like this screwed up piece of shit. Haha. It's like I'm living for the sick of living. Sianzz. I'm friggin tired and stressed by school. I fell asleep 2 times in 5 nights while studying. Seriously.. It's not the normal too tired fall asleep. It's the splitting headache, never brush teeth, falling asleep on the desk with the comp on kinda sleep. And it's like I cannot be left alone for more than 5 mins if not I'll start emo-ing. Haha. Ask Debbie. I seriously don't know what has gotten into me mans. LOL. Someone! Enlighten me!Seriously damn stressed. It's worst x1000 of Sec school life. Everything is about study study study. Lectures suck too because my attention span is so short, I don't absorb any shit. Sian. Haha. Anyway this week is screwed lah. Had 2.4 on Monday. Beat my personal best. 16.14.. Haha. Finally out of the 17 range. Hmm.. 13 secs to a C. :( After school went with Naren, Reuben and Debbie to Orchard for dinner because parents were not back in Spore yet. Debbie left then Reuben and Naren went to get fried mars bars. Damn nice! Haha. Then Reuben left. And then I decided to go.. So Naren waited for bus with me. Nice fella. :D Home alone. Haiz.Lessons till 5 on Tuesday. Went home with Isabelle. Talked. Yepps.Lessons till 1 on Wed. Stayed back in school to study. Got the talk space! LOL. Finally. First it was only Naren and me. Then Reuben came. And then Fabian came. Basically we talked instead of studying. Sighs. Fabian and Grace ah.. Sighs. Then Naren and Fabian left. Left Reuben and me. We kinda talked about his.. youknowwho. He's really a sweet guy. LOL. Then we went to grandstand to find Naren. And Grace, Jaslin and Jaryl was conicidentally there. So was.. Someone. Dammit. Watched the bball and vball match for awhile then went home.Thursday till 4. Waited till 5 for council talk. Xavier and I are supposedly campaigning together because no one wants to campaign with us. Haha. I'm supposed to be campaigning with Grace, Reuben and Nat but Nat is campaigning with the CA ppl and Reuben didn't get in. :( Went home.. Met Isabelle on the bus. And then when we were reaching someone called me. -.- And asked for my help when he supposedly hurt me so bad. But in the end I still helped him. Don't ask me why and don't scold me, Sand and Debbie. I really don't know why I promised to help him alrights. Call me stupid, but whatever. It's been so long since we talked and seriously, it felt damn good. He kinda asked me for help on something. And if I don't help him, the outcome is what I desire.. Seriously.. But I really don't know why I decided to help him. Perhaps seeing him happy makes me happy too? SIGHS.
Friday.. International Friendship Day. Msged a few ppl and got f**ked up replies. Thanks alot mans. Chem spa. Was sms-ing. LOL. Almost got caught twice. Hehs. Phews. Ended at 1. Went to take formal shoot for council. With much thanks to Xavier, my tie looks damn good now! Lol. I'm so not going to take it out anymore, I think. Then Talked in class with Grace, Colin and Reuben. Xavier came to class. Everyone left. OMG. Left the both of us. WTF. And so I was telling him.. If **** walks past, he will probably get fits. LOL. So we were doing our campaigning proposal. And.. Yayys. Grace and Reuben came back. Then Grace left and we finished our proposal. In the end.. We're doing with Rachel and Irish. 0.0Then I went back to STC with Reuben. Haha. Srsly. It's damn weird lah. He's a guy going into a girl's school. All eyes were fixated on him. Talked to Mr Ng awhile. He told us all the teachers went home alr so no teachers were able to help us on our GPP. :( So Reuben told me to tour him around my school and so I did. And thennnn... We went to the classroom block and there was totally NO ONE. So I was like.. Don't you think we should go back? It's a little wrong right? Haha. And there was a CCTV. LOL. Anyway. Then I went home. And.. Fell asleep on the desk again! So it's the 3rd time this week. Wed, Thurs and Fri.. OMG. And yes, I didn't brush my teeth again. I fell asleep at 9! Can you believe it?! Haha.So I woke up at 10.30.. Yepps. Moody Saturday. And well.. My maid who worked for me for 5 years left alr.. :(( So sad lah. I didn't even know she was leaving till mummy told me yesterday that she left alr. :( Didn't even get a chance to say bye. Haiz. What to do. :'( So sadddd. It's like everyone's leaving me now. Tsktsk.
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