♥ Sunday, February 03, 2008
Why does everyone make slashing wrist such a big issue? I mean.. It's just slashing wrist lah. Haha. Sheryl is hopelessly crazy already. She's obsessed with slashing wrists. Now I know why it was so painful. She said its because I press too hard. Haha. So noob lah. I shall not press too hard next time. History repeats itself again today. Haiz. You never fail to make me worry for you. Seriously.. Haiz. Anyways, I woke up this morning to a horrible running nose. Went toilet to blow my freaking nose and went back to sleep till 1.30.. Woke up still with a friggin block nose. Both sides blocked. Freaking horrible cough too. Thanks to the rain the previous day (see! I told you, Brina and Junyi!).. Had lunch then took flu med. Super strong one.. Caused me to die on bed the whole afternoon. Haha. Meaning I slept like a dead pig. Woke up to a phone call. The moment I woke up I was feeling freaking cold. Seriously, like.. I'm already covered in blanket from head to toe. Hehe. Fever perhaps. Woohoo! Fever leh!! Haha. Can see doc, get mc and pon monday.. But I feel so bad pang sehing Debbie (See, I mentioned you!).. Sucky phone call. Sucky message. Shan't elaborate. Only makes me feel horrible and sad and depressed and emo. Woke up, played comp, went for dinner. You really scared the shit out of me ok.. And no, I wasn't ok. Ate like a mouse. Miserable portion. Haha. Felt like puking lah! How to eat.. Tsk.. Came home. Surfed net. Read my book. Now talking to my best girlfriend (besides Junyi), Debbie Goh.. Haha. She's supposedly dating me for Valentine's.. Watching PS I Love You together.. Haha. Yupps. Shall go wallow in self misery and emo-ness.
And come on lah, Sam is just a friend ok.. At least he was there for me when I needed somebody. Unlike SOMEONE who keeps wanting to die.. And leave me alone.. Whatsoever. I don't care anymore, since you give up. I give up too.
Penned down her thoughts at 1:23 AM
