♥ Friday, February 01, 2008
Just reached home. Freak tired. And I feel much much better already because I finally got whatever I have to tell him off my chest. Whoo~! Haha. Ok so I took bus to school with Isabelle today. Poof! Woke up super early and then met her at her block downstairs. Walked to bus stop with her. Waited for the bus. Whoah, it was kinda on time mans. And then on the bus there was Arthur too. Seriously, he looked wuite nerdy with that black-rimmed specs of his. LOL. Isabelle and I were like gossipping about everything. And so we talked and got off at far east but Arthur didn't! Weird lah, seriously. Met Maryanne at Far East bus stop. Took 105 and reached school relatively late. Stepped into class, put my bag down and the music started playing already. So fast! Went for assembly.. Chem tutorial today was good. I totally understood her (1st time).. Econs tutorial. BORING. Break. 1st time I engaged in a real conversation with Louis. I'm serious! 1st time. LOL. We were talking about masturbating?! Oh my god lah. Haha. Then Louis was saying that lesbos were hot.. So Debbie and I held hands when we went back to class (everyone was there alr) and we were like.. Hot not? And!!! Everyone totally dao-ed us! WTH lah! Haha. Lessons ended at 1. Played burn out on Debbie's PSP while waiting for Sand. She came and we went to the canteen. Sat somewhere near her eyecandy which happens to be this table beside Ulfred (Jaychou). We sat down and down comes Samuel.. He sat with us.. And then Junyi and Sheryl appeared. They decided to sit with us too! Joanne came and she and Jaychou sat with us also! Funny sia.. And then Jaychou's friend, Jiajie came also.. And soon, it was IG25 and Sand.. Brina, Gillian, Angie and Olivia joined also. Elisabeth came to talk to us too! See! LOL. Played Tai Ti first, then Bridge (I suck), Heart Attack and Bluff. Haha. I feel so noob. Sand didn't play. Joanne, Sheryl, Sam, Jaychou, Jiajie and I played. Damn fun lah, heart attack! Haha. I feel so bad for pang-sehing Sand.. Saw my eyecandy alot today. WOOHOO! Walked Sand and Sheryl out. Came back and they wanted to leave alr. I was supposed to wait for Junyi and Brina. But Sam wanted me to accompany him to Lavendar to renew his passport so I went with him. Asshole lah! Reached there the counter closed already! Gosh.. Haiz. So we went to Dhoby Gauht.. Supposed to have dinner with them one.. But I backed out. Walked around PS for 30mins then took bus home. Met mum on the bus. Sam was waiting with me for bus lah! Luckily mum never see if not I die mans. There's seriously nothing going on between Sam and I! LOL. Serious! Came home, showered and went out again. I just finished bathing when Brina called me to say that she's on her way to Far East already! Like.. Omg! Changed at lightening speed, left the house. Called Ivan... Whatsoever. I don't care already lah. You're like.. Damn dao and fierce lah. What did I do wrong anyway...? And please lah.. I didn't cry ok. -.-''' Called Sam. Asked him stuffs.. Ok.. I'll admit that I cried when I was on the phone with Sam. Teared only lah. Haha. Took bus to Far East. Made up my mind and plucked up my courage. Typed a 4 page sms and sent it to him. It was a summary of what I wanted to tell him. No reply, as usual. I don't care anyway. Waited for Sam and Junyi. Had dinner at Far East upstairs. Sam was damn nice. Treated me to noodles. I treated him to drinks! LOL. Sam left. Junyi, Brina and I walked to Cine. It was freaking raining and I had already bathed! Haiz... Played arcade. Whoah siao! The arcade there super lack lah! House of the dead is spoilt. Time Crisis 2 also spoilt. No bball machine. No Jurassic Park. Damn sian lah! Spent 3 bucks. Lent Junyi 3.. We played Daytona2.. Time Crisis 1 (1 player).. F355.. Crazy Taxi.. Damn funny! LOL. Oh yah! And did I mention I saw my eyecandy at Cine?! Whoah.. Damn qiao can! Saw 2 somemore. I was like.. Whoah we damn fated lah! LOL. Debbie was in town too.. Haha. After playing went home. 9.45 already lah! Super late. Reached home at 10.30. Tired tired tired and I'm sick. Sian lah. Never told parents. Hehe. Don't want to go to the docs unless I want to pon on Monday.. Which I don't think I will considering that I want to spend more time with those idiots who are bent on leaving CJ, eg Junyi, Natasha, Huixin, Samuel.. Chey.. So as I was saying, I'm kinda sick. Cough still haven't healed since don't know how long ago.. Freaking block nose lah now.. Can't smell a shit. Perhaps its cause of the rain!! See Brina! See Junyi!! Told you!! Haiz.. Yeah. That's my depressed life. Haiz. Oh! And I slashed my wrist. For real this time.. Using a 0.38 pen and Jiongle's metal ruler. Did 3 slashes. The last one was super pain. Still red/swollen now. Joanne doesn't believe that its real. Haiz.. Sadness. Emo-ness.
Penned down her thoughts at 10:43 PM