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Tuesday, January 29, 2008

I just want to say thank you to all my friends. I'm fine, I think.. Just trying very hard not to think about the past.. But it's easier said than done. Sighs. Only 2 weeks and it's so painful already.. Imagine 2 months.. Sighs. I realized that crying has been my forte recently.. I can just cry when I want.. I just need to think of certain things. It's so not me.. I don't like it either. I hate my life.. Sighs.. Why can't we just be together and not have external influence. It's so irritating. I hate life.
Didn't feel like getting out of bed today. Dragged myself to school. Felt damn horrid. On the way to school I was totally silent.. Ask Sand. There was just so much on my mind. It's impossible not to think lah, seriously.. School-ed. Horrible day with horrible lessons. Break sucked. Ate nothing. Back to class. Stoned. Super sian. Waited for day to end. Went to eat Sakae with Debbie. Supposed to be at wisma with him.. But...... -sighs- Splurged my money on food. Came home. Couldn't take being bored.. So I slept. First time this year I slept in the afternoon. I guess it was to numb myself.. I sound so emo.. HAIZ. Had dinner and well, sat in front of the comp and tried to do my work but too much distractions. Talked mainly to Hilda.. She said I sound strange. -shrugs- It's only normal right??
Went to library with Sand on Sunday to study.. Yeah right. Mainly, we talked. Monday went to school. PE sucked. Met mom at far east and came home.. Had a bad bad night. Don't want to talk about it.. Don't want to remember it. Haiz... I know I suck. Thanks. D:
Please take care of yourself alright. I wouldn't be there to nag at you anymore. :( Please... For me??

Something that Debbie wrote on my math lecture notes on the day that o levels were released. Haiz.. Reminiscing.
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It's not that clear.. But somehow.. It's clear to you.. And me.

Penned down her thoughts at 9:44 PM


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