♥ Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Another sucky day. Totally couldn't and didn't want to get up this morning hence I was a little later than usual. Sucky car ride, as usual. Leave me alone for one minute and my mind would start wandering. Not advisable. Haiz. Had PE.. Played dodgeball. Damn fun. Saw you there. Am missing you. So near yet so far. Haiz... After lessons met Hilda, Junyi, Sheryl and somehow Sam found us. Ate.. Sheryl went to meet her dear bf. Junyi went for cca and Sam went to find his friends. Leaving Hilda and I alone. Went to Far East Plaza.. Walked and talked. She kind of advised me what to do but told me that it's seriously all up to me. I seriously can't decide. It seriously pains me to see him like that. Avoiding each other ain't a solution. Just makes us feel more painful. Haiz. Took bus with Hilda. She alighted at Dhoby Gauht.. Took out iPod. Listened to this song playing (Swear it Again). Cried. ON THE BUS! Haiz. That's what emo ppl do. Damn malu lah. This auntie came up and kept staring at me. Whatever. -.-''' Reached home. Slept. Horrible sleep. Kept waking up.. Cause I keep thinking that my phone beeped. And I kept thinking it was you.. Haiz. I'm crazy already lah. Woke up at like.. 8.. Dinnered. Tried studying math test for tomorrow but no mood. Talked to Sheryl, Sand.. And Adelene Tan! ZOMG. She found out. Crapps. Forgot she reads my blog. Haiz. But anyway.. Doesn't matter because I don't think she will tell. Yeah. Off to study for math test and prep for tomorrow's talk alr.. Yupps.
Penned down her thoughts at 8:36 PM
