♥ Wednesday, April 04, 2007
exhausted squared.. haha. syf finally over. but instead of feeling happy, im feeling dammit sad. cannot see juniors anymore.. cannot practice the dance anymore.. cannot joke and fool around anymore.. cannot make fun of mrs elango and mdm selvi anymore.. cannot dance in canteen anymore.. cannot everything. im just damn sad. i almost cried, but tried to control. -sighs- In the morning, woke up at 6.15, wore pe shirt to school. we make up and all. wee ting and sein yan came back to help. we did all our make up and hair and practiced one final time before the real one. it was probably the last time dancing at the audi. at the last part, i was tearing, but i bet no one noticed. -sighs- mrs elango kept telling me to smile. how to smile when im like so sad here. -sighs- after praticing, went to UCC and got ready. when it was going to be our turn, i was again tearing, but i think.. think only, no one noticed. haha. it's like.. our last time dancing. so we danced. it's very good. the best in all rehearsals. im very satisfied. -nods- we all had to smile.. but i know one part i did not. i was thinking back of the times when i was having difficulties learning the step and all, i was almost crying alr.. but i controlled. the ending was perfect. everything was just perfect. so later we stayed to watch. than later took some pics and went back to school. our jingles were damn loud and i bet everyone could hear us. there was this wedding couple taking wedding photos in our school! how cool can that be mans!!! haha. later we changed and washed away our make up.. and my pimples are like!! dominating my face!! im seriously allergic to cosmetics mans. after that went to tiong for lunch with wee ting, sein yan, leng shan, fer, debra, banana, manyan.. had long john than went to take neos! haha. than watched mr bean! damn funny! haha. nice show. after that we took alot of lame pics. haha. and after after that.. i went to find jes to take pic and than went home. had steambost dinner. did previous day's maths hw. yupps. the end of my fruitful day. please please please god, let us get gold with honours. i beg you. results tomorrow at 9! please god! i really beg you just this once! thanks! i got to go. nights.
Penned down her thoughts at 11:47 PM
