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Thursday, November 20, 2008

JitYong is my best mate ever.
You are the best listening ear and PSL ever.
Thankyouverymuch JitYong. :D

Penned down her thoughts at 12:17 AM
Tuesday, November 18, 2008

317 posts. That's alot!
Ok. After so much effort spent on changing this skin, I'm finally switching to LJ.
Boo. Wasted my time & effort.
Here!

Some posts would probably be locked. So add me kk! :D

I don't friggin give a damn anymore.
Ok, actually I do. :(

Penned down her thoughts at 10:31 PM

BBQ at Reuben's house was a success. Almost the whole class turned up. Yayy.
Stayover. Denise, Debbie, JitYong & Donna who left at 2am. Walked to somewhere for "supper" at 1am. Donna left. BenChiong came. Roti Prata!
Went back and played Texas poker, Bridge, Mahjong and TaiTee. Stupid Jit and Reuben fell asleep. So Debs, Denise, Ben and me played till 6am. -.-
Went home. Fell asleep at 8.30. Zzzzzz.
I didn't really enjoy the class outing though. & I'm so not looking forward to Batam and start of J2. Rawr. :(((

Now I understand what people mean by saying that you should keep yourself busy just so that you won't think of things that you probably don't wanna think of.
Oh wells, I'm off to keeping myself busy. Holiday homework's a dread. But I still have to do it. Boohoohoo.
Idonotwanttothinkaboutit. Isodonotwanttothinkaboutit. Isosodonotwanttothinkaboutit. Isososodonotwanttothinkaboutit. Ireallydonotwanttothinkaboutit. Iamnotgoingtothinkaboutit. PERIOD.
Butitsfrigginstuckinmymind. RAWRRAWRRAWR!


& I swear JitYong is soooo ruining my life. && thanks Debbie.
My life is sososo screwed up right now.
Move on, Val. You can do it.

Penned down her thoughts at 2:51 PM
Sunday, November 16, 2008

JitYong said ".................."
I hope it will come true.
Haha. Thanks JitYong for shutting up when you are supposed to.
Thanks for not making me anymore sadder! Haha.
But you're still going into the water. I don't care.
& I'm not. :D:D:D

Stupid BBQ. Made me so busy tonight.
Cook fishballs. Marinate the chicken wings. Season the stingray. Prepare chilli.
Haha. Ok. My mom helped too.
Can't wait! Geeeez. =/

Teardrops On My Guitar

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I need everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

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Now playing: Taylor Swift - Teardrops On My Guitar
via FoxyTunes

Penned down her thoughts at 11:59 PM

Suddenly addicted to this song. The melody is sososo nice.
OH. I desperately wanna learn drums. RAWR.

Daniel Powter- Bad Day

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh... holiday...)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day

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Now playing: David Archuleta - Crush
via FoxyTunes

Penned down her thoughts at 12:01 AM
Saturday, November 15, 2008

The rules are simple.
1. You shall put your music player on shuffle.
2. You shall press forward for each question.
3. You shall use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. You shall give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.


How are you feeling today?
Echo- Trapt
Echo of what? I feel empty... Yeah... Echo. SIGHS.

Will you get far in life?
The Diary- Funeral For a Friend
I will get a diary? :S

How do your friends see you?
Wind It Up- Gwen Stefani
Wind what shit lah! Haha.

What is your best friend's theme song?
A Whole New World - Aladdin
My best friend's a whole new world? Of course we're different!

What is the story of your life?
The Sweetest Wave- Funeral For A Friend

What was high school like?
Flying Without Wings- Westlife
Yeah yeah. I'm a grown kid, I can take off from home.. I can fly... *thinks of mom's nagging*

How can you get ahead in life?
Either Way, I'll Break Your Heart Someday- Augustana
I'll have to break someone's heart?! HOLY CHICKENS!

What is the best thing about your friends?
Tell Me 'bout It- Joss Stone
Haha yeah, tell me about it! Maybe I can tell them anything? O.O

What is in the store for this weekend?
Details In The Fabric- Jason Mraz feat. James Morrison
Haha. I have to go find details in fabrics? I need to get new clothes? :S

How is your life going?
What About Now- Daughtry
Now? S-H-I-T-T-Y. Period.

What song will they play on your funeral?
Reasons- Augustana
Huh? Reaons for my death? I'm gonna die a mystery death? COOLS!

What do your friends really think about you?
Skyway Avenue- We The Kings
Whoah! I'm heaven?! WHEEEEE!

Do people secretly lust about you?
Hoodoo- Muse
OMG. I went to Wiki.. African traditional folk magic. Haha. IDK. No Link. But it also means bad luck.. So probably not?

How can I make myself happy?
Hands Held High- Linkin Park
-.- Hold my hand high? Right........

What should you do with your life?
Finer Twist & Split- Cute Is What We Aim For
Hahahaha. Right... Might as well tell me to break a bone right! Haha.

Will you ever have children?
Burnin' Up- Jonas Brothers
Ok.. Sounds SUPERLY WRONG. Bleahx.

HAHAHAHA. Koped from Debbie's blog. :D

Penned down her thoughts at 11:24 PM

:(((
Stupid Ang Jit Yong.

Penned down her thoughts at 3:35 PM
Thursday, November 13, 2008

Marina Square with the girls to shop today. Debbie and Grace. :D
Bought hot pink and lime green fbts. Ate Thai Express.
Debbie came over to my place in hope of... AHEM.
Sent me American Pie. LOL. Viewed many many many photos. & yupps. :D

PS: Debbie and Grace told me to blog like that. &&& I did. (: See! I'm so obedient!






Pictures from today. My dress is so so so nice! :D:D:D

More pics from Sentosa!

Arcade :D

Sentosa!

On the tram. LOL. Ego me!


In Sentosa! (((:

They look like... James Bond movie or something.


Denise. Stylo milo!



We were not worshipping. We just tried to sweep water up. Debbie's "good" idea.


They bullied me, HELLO!



Lesbian!

Wrong.

Naren adn Raymond.

Debbie's and mine


"Artistic" shot. Zzz.

Grace emo-ing. LOL.



Yupps! Thats all for Sentosa. :D

Penned down her thoughts at 10:36 PM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Back to school for prom stuff. Angie said something that gave me a heart attack. LOL.
Finished 11 silhouettes. Yayy. Feel so accomplised. Logistics totally owes me. HEHEHE.
Grace came down. She hung around. Went to FarEast for Slice. Ate the Strawberry Kiss (Ice shavings).

Grace tagged me. Actually, I asked her to tag me. But anyhows, she will still tag me. HEHEHE.

1.How many texts are in your inbox?
392. I just cleared 4977 in my folders on Sunday. Haha. Holy chickens.

2.When did your last hug take place?
Erm.. Monday. With Clarine I think.

3. Are you a jealous person?
Very.

4.Are you tired right now?
Quite. Slept at 3.30am woke up at 8.30am. :O

5.Do you chew on your straws
Yeahh. LOL.

6.Have you ever been called a tease?
YES. Joshua Chew! & many more like JitYong and Colin and ChangYi and Naren.

7.Do you like to cuddle?
Who doesn't?

8.Do you cry easily?
I'd say yes.

9.Are you a heavy sleeper?
Sometimes. I wake up when my phone vibrates and also not wake up when my phone RINGS. O.o

10.Where is your cellphone?
In front of me!

11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
Yes of course.

12.Are you mad at someone right now?
Mildly, yes.

13.Do you believe in love at first sight?
I don't think so. It's bullshit.

14.What makes you laugh out loud?
Alot of things. & once I start laughing. UhOh.

15.Who was the last person you talked to?
Lee Yei Hearn aka Yuheng aka GayBoy.

16.Name one person on your top friends who is most like you.
Debbie I think.

17.Do you get butterflies when around the person you like?
Yes. Sometimes it makes me do silly things. But oh wells. After some time, it'll fade I guess?

18.Will you get married?
Of course!

19.When was the last time you smiled?
When Lee Yuheng made a fool of himself on MSN. *ahem*

20.Does anyone like you?
Probably? How do I know?

21.Do you secretly like someone?
=X

22.Who was the first person you talked to today?
My mom. She woke me up just to tell me breakfast's on the table. Like I'm blind. -.- HEH.

23.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
Grace and Debbie. Probably JitYong too. They give the best advice. At least Debbie and Jit does. Grace.. O.O

24.What are you NOT looking forward to?
PROM. OMG. DREADLOCKS!

25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
Erm.. From my point of view, I think he meant it. Ok.. He did.

26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?
I'll be so sad. &&& I'd probably go home and emo. Wanna kiss also don't do it in front of me please. :(((

27.Are you a forgiving person?
Prolly not.

28.What's something you really want right now?
Cash (Same as Gracey Chan!). I am sooo desperately in need of shopping although I know there's the Global Economic Financial Crisis & we have to save money &........ Blah Blah Blah.

29.Do you fall for people easily?
Hell, YEAH! Dammits.

30.Have you ever fallen for your best friend's exes ?
Lol. My best friend's are still together with their the other halves. Ahem.

31.What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Colgate toothpaste.

32.Have you ever kissed anyone named Michelle?
WTF?! Haha. Nope. Randomosity.

33.Who was the last person you drove with?
My dad and mum. Quite long ago, seeing as my car is at the repaircenter.. Some friggin tree branch decided to fall on my car and TADA! There goes daddy's windscreen! Cracked. :(

34.How late did you stay up last night and why?
3.30am. Chatting + reading Breaking Dawn.

35.If you could move somewhere else, would you?
Most prob not. My parents are here.

36.Do you prefer to call or text?
Call. Easier. My long nails obstruct me from texting. & calling is so much faster. && you can hear the person's voice! &&& there's no word/page limit! :D

37.When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
Last Friday Night. :((( Don't talk about it. :(((

38.Who took your profile picture?
Huh? MSN? Grace!

39.Who was the last person you took a picture with?
T33 classmates and Keane at vivo city's rooftop (:

40.Can you live a day without TV?
HUH. I don't even watch TV nowadays. Like.. Zero. I even eat in front of the comp. LOL.

41.Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
Forehead. Feels so sweet. (:

42.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Council... RAWR........ Is killing me.

43.Who was the last person you took a picture of?
Debbie!

44.How often do you see your ex?
Idk. I try to avoid him in school. HEH. PS: I'm talking about the one thats I am thinking about. Long Long Ago. Yes, that one. :D

45.Would you ever donate blood?
After seeing Grace. Nah, don't think so.

46.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
I don't know if they are considered. But JitYong and Reuben anyways. If I had to choose 1, definately Reuben. He'll be loved always. <3

47.Do you want someone dead?
Obviously not! A girl like meeee......... O.o Haha. Rights.

48.What does your last text message say?
"Yo, you called?"

50.What are you thinking about right now?
That question that I just asked Reuben.

51.Do you wish someone was with you right now?
Yeahhh. But sadly, it will never happen again. I think. Haha. But you see, thats what friends are for. (:

52.What time did you go to sleep last night?
Isn't it the same as qn34?! 3.30am!

53.Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now?
Class jersey! 1T33! :D

54.Is someone on your mind right now?
Yeah.

55.Have you ever been in a hotel room with a friend of the opposite sex?
Friend, nope. Cousin, yes. Eh Adelene! Is Jason counted as friend of the opposite sex? If he is then, yeah.

56.Who was the last person to text you?
Debbie Goh.

57.Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Yeah. I order my daddy around. HEHE.

58.What are you listening right now?
Womanizer by Britney. Whoah, Super addictive.

59.Did you sing at all today?
YESSSSSSSSS! In the SCC! Everyone was singing along to Womanizer!

60.When's the last time you cried?
Ehhhhhhhhh! I answered this just now! RAWR. But this time the not so bad one is.. Sunday. Heh.

61.Who were you with yesterday?
Homed. -.- Boring life. Nono. Actually was supposed to go out with Luke ok! But my mom barred be from going out. BOO.

62.Do you miss anyone?
Oh well, yeahhhh.

63.Who was the last person in your bed?
In? On my bed you mean? My mom. Friend.. REUBEN LIM! Omg. We were supposed to be doing PW. But he just lied there and stayed stagnant while I was doing the Power Rangers picture. Stupid guy. :P

64.Have you ever drank with your number one?
Yepps. (:

65.If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you?
Yeah, probably. I'd want to know. But I can't gaurantee I won't freak! LOL.

66.Do you want someone you can't have?
Oh well. Yeah. But whats the point of wanting that someone when you know you can't have. LOL.

67.When did you last talk to your brother or sister?
Last night. We don't talk for god's sake. Like.. 5 seconds a week or something is considered alot mans.

68.Where were you at 2:02 am this morning?
In front of the comp. HEHEHE.

69.Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
Nope. :D

70.Do you want to tell someone something?
YES. But I don't know where to start and how to start.

Bonus question. Who do you want to tag?
Reuben, Debbie, Sandra, YuHeng, SherylYeo, Clasandra

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Now playing: Boyce Avenue - Disturbia
via FoxyTunes !

Penned down her thoughts at 10:39 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Slacked the whole day at home today. Woke up, unbelievably, at 2+.. LOL. Woke up with an aching body. My neck was aching like crazy. I couldn't even lift up my head properly. Until now, its still aching. Damn Sentosa. LOL.

Alrights. Yesterday. Supposed to meet at 8.30. I reached at 9.11. Oops. Debbie, Naren, Changyi and Raymond was there already. Then came Clarine, Denise, Grace. Then this T32 guy, Weiliang, joined us. Yuheng and Reuben came late. Keane and Ryan joined us. Superdogs for lunch. Played Bridge and this Jack game there. Damn fun! LOL. Left for Sentosa by tram.
It was still raining. Damn.. But nvm we played in the rain. Dog & Bone, Frisbee, Captain's ball. Was all wet. Rawr. Went to bathe and had a MAJOR camwhore session with Grace and Clarine in the toilet for about 15 minutes! LOL. Until Denise and Debbie who were slacking outside had to come in to find us. But then they joined in the camwhore session! LOL.

When we were about to leave, we saw JitYong strolling in. Whoah. Made him waste 3bucks! Sorry JitJit. Went back to Vivo. Marche for dinner. Went to Habourfront habour there to play Bridge (Reuben, Debbie, Jit, Yuheng and me). Debbie left. The others were playing Indian Poker. Colin came. Went up to the roof to talk. But ended up playing Indian Poker. Both times Jit and Colin lose because we kinda did some stuff to the cards when they were off to the toilet/doing their forfeit. LOL. Videos of their forfeit will be up soon. DAMN FUNNY. Then home sweet home.
That sums up my beautiful day. 1T33 will be loved forever. :D

Pictures!


Dinner at Hog's Breath with Sand.


The shaved ice thingy beside the toilet in Far East. I forgot what's it called. This is the cereal one and we added oreo. Quite nice. :D

Guess who! LOL. Buck tooth Reuben!

Reuben wanting to take a pic with his facil, Daryl.. -.-'''




PW final dry run outside National Library.


LOL. Reuben!



So cute lah he! LOL.


Erm..............

Bowling with T33! :D


I did this! OMG. Damn godly right right right?







Denise, the child.



Sentosa, waiting for tram. Stupid Debbie. PS: Look at Weiliang. OMG. Unglam.


My hair is so so so screwed. I mean the fringe. The curls are loved. :D


Start of camwhore session. Grace and me.

My shades are a little too high! LOL. Damn suaku.

In comes Clarine.












Then Denise, checking on us. But then she decided to join us.



& so did Debbie. LOL.





On the way out.

Colin. Ewwwww.

Grace. Yuckssssssss.

On the rooftop of Vivo.


& then we spotted an awesome Christmas tree. Snapped using Jit's phone because ours totally didn't bring out the colours.

As you can tell. This is my phone if I'm not wrong.

Denise's phone.

Raymond, Yuheng, Colin, JitYong, Keane, Clarine, me, Denise, Grace. :D

& the reflection. Nice. :D

More pics in Sentosa up sooon. With stupid Debbie who is taking so long to upload it into the comp. LOL

Anyways.. I'm so happy I've got such good friends to support me when I'm so sad. Thanks Debbie, Grace, Clarine, Sandra.
& also friends who entertained me when I'm bored. Thanks Jiongle, Yuheng, Reuben, SamLeong.
&& friends who advice me on what to do when I'm confused. Thanks JitYong, Colin, Debbie, Grace, Donna, Clarine, Gwen, Keane, Mitzi.
&&& friend who emo-ed with me. Thanks Luke. LOL. You emo-ing but telling not to emo sounds funny. But nevertheless, thanks for cheering me up & entertaining me when I'm bored too. :D

Yayy! I'm so happy to have them. :D:D:D
Friends are loved. <3

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Now playing: Jonas Brothers feat. Big Rob - Love Bug
via FoxyTunes

Penned down her thoughts at 11:14 PM


PROFILE

Valerie
Born on 24th November
Loving life in CJC
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Is very busy in student council
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