addictions_

2008-11-20T00:17:00.004+08:00

JitYong is my best mate ever.
You are the best listening ear and PSL ever.
Thankyouverymuch JitYong. :D

2008-11-18T22:31:00.004+08:00

317 posts. That's alot!
Ok. After so much effort spent on changing this skin, I'm finally switching to LJ.
Boo. Wasted my time & effort.
Here!

Some posts would probably be locked. So add me kk! :D

I don't friggin give a damn anymore.
Ok, actually I do. :(

2008-11-18T14:51:00.005+08:00

BBQ at Reuben's house was a success. Almost the whole class turned up. Yayy.
Stayover. Denise, Debbie, JitYong & Donna who left at 2am. Walked to somewhere for "supper" at 1am. Donna left. BenChiong came. Roti Prata!
Went back and played Texas poker, Bridge, Mahjong and TaiTee. Stupid Jit and Reuben fell asleep. So Debs, Denise, Ben and me played till 6am. -.-
Went home. Fell asleep at 8.30. Zzzzzz.
I didn't really enjoy the class outing though. & I'm so not looking forward to Batam and start of J2. Rawr. :(((

Now I understand what people mean by saying that you should keep yourself busy just so that you won't think of things that you probably don't wanna think of.
Oh wells, I'm off to keeping myself busy. Holiday homework's a dread. But I still have to do it. Boohoohoo.
Idonotwanttothinkaboutit. Isodonotwanttothinkaboutit. Isosodonotwanttothinkaboutit. Isososodonotwanttothinkaboutit. Ireallydonotwanttothinkaboutit. Iamnotgoingtothinkaboutit. PERIOD.
Butitsfrigginstuckinmymind. RAWRRAWRRAWR!

& I swear JitYong is soooo ruining my life. && thanks Debbie.
My life is sososo screwed up right now.
Move on, Val. You can do it.

2008-11-16T23:59:00.002+08:00

JitYong said ".................."
I hope it will come true.
Haha. Thanks JitYong for shutting up when you are supposed to.
Thanks for not making me anymore sadder! Haha.
But you're still going into the water. I don't care.
& I'm not. :D:D:D

Stupid BBQ. Made me so busy tonight.
Cook fishballs. Marinate the chicken wings. Season the stingray. Prepare chilli.
Haha. Ok. My mom helped too.
Can't wait! Geeeez. =/

Teardrops On My Guitar

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I need everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

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Now playing: Taylor Swift - Teardrops On My Guitar
via FoxyTunes

2008-11-16T00:01:00.002+08:00

Suddenly addicted to this song. The melody is sososo nice.
OH. I desperately wanna learn drums. RAWR.

Daniel Powter- Bad Day

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh... holiday...)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day

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Now playing: David Archuleta - Crush
via FoxyTunes

2008-11-15T23:24:00.004+08:00

The rules are simple.
1. You shall put your music player on shuffle.
2. You shall press forward for each question.
3. You shall use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. You shall give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
Echo- Trapt
Echo of what? I feel empty... Yeah... Echo. SIGHS.

Will you get far in life?
The Diary- Funeral For a Friend
I will get a diary? :S

How do your friends see you?
Wind It Up- Gwen Stefani
Wind what shit lah! Haha.

What is your best friend's theme song?
A Whole New World - Aladdin
My best friend's a whole new world? Of course we're different!

What is the story of your life?
The Sweetest Wave- Funeral For A Friend

What was high school like?
Flying Without Wings- Westlife
Yeah yeah. I'm a grown kid, I can take off from home.. I can fly... *thinks of mom's nagging*

How can you get ahead in life?
Either Way, I'll Break Your Heart Someday- Augustana
I'll have to break someone's heart?! HOLY CHICKENS!

What is the best thing about your friends?
Tell Me 'bout It- Joss Stone
Haha yeah, tell me about it! Maybe I can tell them anything? O.O

What is in the store for this weekend?
Details In The Fabric- Jason Mraz feat. James Morrison
Haha. I have to go find details in fabrics? I need to get new clothes? :S

How is your life going?
What About Now- Daughtry
Now? S-H-I-T-T-Y. Period.

What song will they play on your funeral?
Reasons- Augustana
Huh? Reaons for my death? I'm gonna die a mystery death? COOLS!

What do your friends really think about you?
Skyway Avenue- We The Kings
Whoah! I'm heaven?! WHEEEEE!

Do people secretly lust about you?
Hoodoo- Muse
OMG. I went to Wiki.. African traditional folk magic. Haha. IDK. No Link. But it also means bad luck.. So probably not?

How can I make myself happy?
Hands Held High- Linkin Park
-.- Hold my hand high? Right........

What should you do with your life?
Finer Twist & Split- Cute Is What We Aim For
Hahahaha. Right... Might as well tell me to break a bone right! Haha.

Will you ever have children?
Burnin' Up- Jonas Brothers
Ok.. Sounds SUPERLY WRONG. Bleahx.

HAHAHAHA. Koped from Debbie's blog. :D

2008-11-15T15:35:00.000+08:00

:(((
Stupid Ang Jit Yong.

2008-11-13T22:36:00.008+08:00

Marina Square with the girls to shop today. Debbie and Grace. :D
Bought hot pink and lime green fbts. Ate Thai Express.
Debbie came over to my place in hope of... AHEM.
Sent me American Pie. LOL. Viewed many many many photos. & yupps. :D

PS: Debbie and Grace told me to blog like that. &&& I did. (: See! I'm so obedient!

Pictures from today. My dress is so so so nice! :D:D:D

More pics from Sentosa!

Arcade :D

Sentosa!

On the tram. LOL. Ego me!

In Sentosa! (((:

They look like... James Bond movie or something.

Denise. Stylo milo!

We were not worshipping. We just tried to sweep water up. Debbie's "good" idea.

They bullied me, HELLO!

Lesbian!

Wrong.

Naren adn Raymond.

Debbie's and mine

"Artistic" shot. Zzz.

Grace emo-ing. LOL.

Yupps! Thats all for Sentosa. :D

2008-11-12T22:39:00.007+08:00

Back to school for prom stuff. Angie said something that gave me a heart attack. LOL.
Finished 11 silhouettes. Yayy. Feel so accomplised. Logistics totally owes me. HEHEHE.
Grace came down. She hung around. Went to FarEast for Slice. Ate the Strawberry Kiss (Ice shavings).

Grace tagged me. Actually, I asked her to tag me. But anyhows, she will still tag me. HEHEHE.

1.How many texts are in your inbox?
392. I just cleared 4977 in my folders on Sunday. Haha. Holy chickens.

2.When did your last hug take place?
Erm.. Monday. With Clarine I think.

3. Are you a jealous person?
Very.

4.Are you tired right now?
Quite. Slept at 3.30am woke up at 8.30am. :O

5.Do you chew on your straws
Yeahh. LOL.

6.Have you ever been called a tease?
YES. Joshua Chew! & many more like JitYong and Colin and ChangYi and Naren.

7.Do you like to cuddle?
Who doesn't?

8.Do you cry easily?
I'd say yes.

9.Are you a heavy sleeper?
Sometimes. I wake up when my phone vibrates and also not wake up when my phone RINGS. O.o

10.Where is your cellphone?
In front of me!

11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
Yes of course.

12.Are you mad at someone right now?
Mildly, yes.

13.Do you believe in love at first sight?
I don't think so. It's bullshit.

14.What makes you laugh out loud?
Alot of things. & once I start laughing. UhOh.

15.Who was the last person you talked to?
Lee Yei Hearn aka Yuheng aka GayBoy.

16.Name one person on your top friends who is most like you.
Debbie I think.

17.Do you get butterflies when around the person you like?
Yes. Sometimes it makes me do silly things. But oh wells. After some time, it'll fade I guess?

18.Will you get married?
Of course!

19.When was the last time you smiled?
When Lee Yuheng made a fool of himself on MSN. *ahem*

20.Does anyone like you?
Probably? How do I know?

21.Do you secretly like someone?
=X

22.Who was the first person you talked to today?
My mom. She woke me up just to tell me breakfast's on the table. Like I'm blind. -.- HEH.

23.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
Grace and Debbie. Probably JitYong too. They give the best advice. At least Debbie and Jit does. Grace.. O.O

24.What are you NOT looking forward to?
PROM. OMG. DREADLOCKS!

25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
Erm.. From my point of view, I think he meant it. Ok.. He did.

26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?
I'll be so sad. &&& I'd probably go home and emo. Wanna kiss also don't do it in front of me please. :(((

27.Are you a forgiving person?
Prolly not.

28.What's something you really want right now?
Cash (Same as Gracey Chan!). I am sooo desperately in need of shopping although I know there's the Global Economic Financial Crisis & we have to save money &........ Blah Blah Blah.

29.Do you fall for people easily?
Hell, YEAH! Dammits.

30.Have you ever fallen for your best friend's exes ?
Lol. My best friend's are still together with their the other halves. Ahem.

31.What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Colgate toothpaste.

32.Have you ever kissed anyone named Michelle?
WTF?! Haha. Nope. Randomosity.

33.Who was the last person you drove with?
My dad and mum. Quite long ago, seeing as my car is at the repaircenter.. Some friggin tree branch decided to fall on my car and TADA! There goes daddy's windscreen! Cracked. :(

34.How late did you stay up last night and why?
3.30am. Chatting + reading Breaking Dawn.

35.If you could move somewhere else, would you?
Most prob not. My parents are here.

36.Do you prefer to call or text?
Call. Easier. My long nails obstruct me from texting. & calling is so much faster. && you can hear the person's voice! &&& there's no word/page limit! :D

37.When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
Last Friday Night. :((( Don't talk about it. :(((

38.Who took your profile picture?
Huh? MSN? Grace!

39.Who was the last person you took a picture with?
T33 classmates and Keane at vivo city's rooftop (:

40.Can you live a day without TV?
HUH. I don't even watch TV nowadays. Like.. Zero. I even eat in front of the comp. LOL.

41.Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
Forehead. Feels so sweet. (:

42.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Council... RAWR........ Is killing me.

43.Who was the last person you took a picture of?
Debbie!

44.How often do you see your ex?
Idk. I try to avoid him in school. HEH. PS: I'm talking about the one thats I am thinking about. Long Long Ago. Yes, that one. :D

45.Would you ever donate blood?
After seeing Grace. Nah, don't think so.

46.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
I don't know if they are considered. But JitYong and Reuben anyways. If I had to choose 1, definately Reuben. He'll be loved always. <3

47.Do you want someone dead?
Obviously not! A girl like meeee......... O.o Haha. Rights.

48.What does your last text message say?
"Yo, you called?"

50.What are you thinking about right now?
That question that I just asked Reuben.

51.Do you wish someone was with you right now?
Yeahhh. But sadly, it will never happen again. I think. Haha. But you see, thats what friends are for. (:

52.What time did you go to sleep last night?
Isn't it the same as qn34?! 3.30am!

53.Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now?
Class jersey! 1T33! :D

54.Is someone on your mind right now?
Yeah.

55.Have you ever been in a hotel room with a friend of the opposite sex?
Friend, nope. Cousin, yes. Eh Adelene! Is Jason counted as friend of the opposite sex? If he is then, yeah.

56.Who was the last person to text you?
Debbie Goh.

57.Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Yeah. I order my daddy around. HEHE.

58.What are you listening right now?
Womanizer by Britney. Whoah, Super addictive.

59.Did you sing at all today?
YESSSSSSSSS! In the SCC! Everyone was singing along to Womanizer!

60.When's the last time you cried?
Ehhhhhhhhh! I answered this just now! RAWR. But this time the not so bad one is.. Sunday. Heh.

61.Who were you with yesterday?
Homed. -.- Boring life. Nono. Actually was supposed to go out with Luke ok! But my mom barred be from going out. BOO.

62.Do you miss anyone?
Oh well, yeahhhh.

63.Who was the last person in your bed?
In? On my bed you mean? My mom. Friend.. REUBEN LIM! Omg. We were supposed to be doing PW. But he just lied there and stayed stagnant while I was doing the Power Rangers picture. Stupid guy. :P

64.Have you ever drank with your number one?
Yepps. (:

65.If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you?
Yeah, probably. I'd want to know. But I can't gaurantee I won't freak! LOL.

66.Do you want someone you can't have?
Oh well. Yeah. But whats the point of wanting that someone when you know you can't have. LOL.

67.When did you last talk to your brother or sister?
Last night. We don't talk for god's sake. Like.. 5 seconds a week or something is considered alot mans.

68.Where were you at 2:02 am this morning?
In front of the comp. HEHEHE.

69.Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
Nope. :D

70.Do you want to tell someone something?
YES. But I don't know where to start and how to start.

Bonus question. Who do you want to tag?
Reuben, Debbie, Sandra, YuHeng, SherylYeo, Clasandra

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Now playing: Boyce Avenue - Disturbia
via FoxyTunes !

2008-11-11T23:14:00.000+08:00

Slacked the whole day at home today. Woke up, unbelievably, at 2+.. LOL. Woke up with an aching body. My neck was aching like crazy. I couldn't even lift up my head properly. Until now, its still aching. Damn Sentosa. LOL.

Alrights. Yesterday. Supposed to meet at 8.30. I reached at 9.11. Oops. Debbie, Naren, Changyi and Raymond was there already. Then came Clarine, Denise, Grace. Then this T32 guy, Weiliang, joined us. Yuheng and Reuben came late. Keane and Ryan joined us. Superdogs for lunch. Played Bridge and this Jack game there. Damn fun! LOL. Left for Sentosa by tram.
It was still raining. Damn.. But nvm we played in the rain. Dog & Bone, Frisbee, Captain's ball. Was all wet. Rawr. Went to bathe and had a MAJOR camwhore session with Grace and Clarine in the toilet for about 15 minutes! LOL. Until Denise and Debbie who were slacking outside had to come in to find us. But then they joined in the camwhore session! LOL.

When we were about to leave, we saw JitYong strolling in. Whoah. Made him waste 3bucks! Sorry JitJit. Went back to Vivo. Marche for dinner. Went to Habourfront habour there to play Bridge (Reuben, Debbie, Jit, Yuheng and me). Debbie left. The others were playing Indian Poker. Colin came. Went up to the roof to talk. But ended up playing Indian Poker. Both times Jit and Colin lose because we kinda did some stuff to the cards when they were off to the toilet/doing their forfeit. LOL. Videos of their forfeit will be up soon. DAMN FUNNY. Then home sweet home.
That sums up my beautiful day. 1T33 will be loved forever. :D

Pictures!

Dinner at Hog's Breath with Sand.

The shaved ice thingy beside the toilet in Far East. I forgot what's it called. This is the cereal one and we added oreo. Quite nice. :D

Guess who! LOL. Buck tooth Reuben!

Reuben wanting to take a pic with his facil, Daryl.. -.-'''

PW final dry run outside National Library.

LOL. Reuben!

So cute lah he! LOL.

Erm..............

Bowling with T33! :D

I did this! OMG. Damn godly right right right?

Denise, the child.

Sentosa, waiting for tram. Stupid Debbie. PS: Look at Weiliang. OMG. Unglam.

My hair is so so so screwed. I mean the fringe. The curls are loved. :D

Start of camwhore session. Grace and me.

My shades are a little too high! LOL. Damn suaku.

In comes Clarine.

Then Denise, checking on us. But then she decided to join us.

& so did Debbie. LOL.

On the way out.

Colin. Ewwwww.

Grace. Yuckssssssss.

On the rooftop of Vivo.

& then we spotted an awesome Christmas tree. Snapped using Jit's phone because ours totally didn't bring out the colours.

As you can tell. This is my phone if I'm not wrong.

Denise's phone.

Raymond, Yuheng, Colin, JitYong, Keane, Clarine, me, Denise, Grace. :D

& the reflection. Nice. :D

More pics in Sentosa up sooon. With stupid Debbie who is taking so long to upload it into the comp. LOL

Anyways.. I'm so happy I've got such good friends to support me when I'm so sad. Thanks Debbie, Grace, Clarine, Sandra.
& also friends who entertained me when I'm bored. Thanks Jiongle, Yuheng, Reuben, SamLeong.
&& friends who advice me on what to do when I'm confused. Thanks JitYong, Colin, Debbie, Grace, Donna, Clarine, Gwen, Keane, Mitzi.
&&& friend who emo-ed with me. Thanks Luke. LOL. You emo-ing but telling not to emo sounds funny. But nevertheless, thanks for cheering me up & entertaining me when I'm bored too. :D

Yayy! I'm so happy to have them. :D:D:D
Friends are loved. <3

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Now playing: Jonas Brothers feat. Big Rob - Love Bug
via FoxyTunes

2008-11-10T23:08:00.002+08:00

I have a sudden urge to get another pair of Levi's. Uh-oh. This is bad. 5 pairs and counting. HEHE.
I wanna get the coloured one.. Black! I alr have 5 denim-coloured ones. So BORING. But I also feel like selling one pair. The most ex one.. Bought for about 250. But I don't like it anymore because there are crystals decorating the Levi's sign. Anyone wanna buy? :D:D:D Selling for 230 because I only wore once. Lol.

Anyway, Sentosa today. Shall update on it tomorrow. So so so tired. Zzz.
CIAOZ! :D

2008-11-09T17:39:00.002+08:00

I'm so bored. Someone come online and talk to me please?
Life feels different somehow. Very very different.
Oh wells. Anyway. I permed my hair. It's really really curly and loved. (:
But the fringe is screwed up. Its so short and disgusting. :(
Jean Yip is still the best yo.
Anyway, I think I have to go hunt for alarm clock soon. :(((

2008-11-08T04:26:00.002+08:00

I still can't sleep. & I'm bored because no one's online. :(
I wanna go out like NOW. Like leave the house. Be alone somewhere.
I feel so cooped up. & I can't sleep anyway.

2008-11-08T03:31:00.001+08:00

I can't sleep for chickens. My nose is kinda blocked. Rawr. Sucks.
Last night I had 2 nightmares. Horrible horrible ones. I woke up shivering and not daring to move. Seriously.. I dreamt about people dying. WTH! 2 dreams somemore. The second one had bloody stuff. Gross. Bad omen, as you can tell.
Hmm. The release of results today. Sucky day. Denise, Donna, Eric and Gareth. T33 will not be T33 without them. Especially Denise and Donna. Loud queen and sleeping queen. Eric and Gareth, Cabal King and pon PE king.
Went out after that. Denise kept saying its our last time going out together etc. Make me feel like crying only.. Lunched at KFC. But reuben had to leave for a movie with his friends. Bowling at Marina Square. Homed with Changyi.
Lonely journey home from tonight onwards.
Ok.. Evening onwards. Everything just screwed up lah. Parents (who were supposedly not talking cause they quarelled) made me go out for dinner. Then they weren't talking! The atmosphere is friggin weird and tense. Sighs. Then all the drama happened. Blah blah blah.
&&& I'm so used to saving my texts for you that I don't know what to do with my 500 free messages now. I'm so lost, so empty. :(

If I ever regret. I will hate myself to the brim.

Anyway, I hope Pok, Denise, Donna all decides to retain. If not Debbie will be so sad. So will Grace and I. God, please bless them.
& bless him.

I miss you too.
I miss your warmth.
I miss your smell.
I miss your voice.
I miss your texts.
I miss your wishes in the morning/night.
I miss your friendliness.
I miss people teasing me about you.
I miss talking to you.
I miss laughing with/at you.
I miss teasing you.
I miss playing that put "ok" sign on hip-box if you look game.
I miss drinking from your water bottle.
I miss complaining about my day to you.
I miss you sending me home.
I miss lying on your shoulder.
I miss hearing you talk about your 'homies'.
I miss hearing you play the guitar.
I miss you giving me links to youtube videos.
I miss getting angry at you.
I miss you&you&you.
But I shall not and must not regret.

Here's what Debbie told me..

One thing that people always tell you when you're down, is to move on.
But moving on takes alot of courage.
When someone says move on, the first thing that comes to my mind is acknowledgment.
It is the first step of starting anew, when you acknowledge the problem, you face it, and when you eventually face it, you realize that you've got to move on.
But many of us, don't want to because you want to cling onto the past and let the past live in the present.

It was only due to this unfortunate event that we saw all the happy ones.
Imagine if every minute is bliss, you won't even understand pain.
There aren't negative sad moments to remind you about the happy times.

Memories have a certain value, that you keep close to your heart, and that is what is so special about it.
You only remember what you've lost when you've lost it.
With this,
I'm going to move on and live on a phrase,
It was good while it lasted.

So well, it was good while it lasted.
5 months, 21 days. Thank you for everything, Reuben Lim. (:
You were the best part of my life until now. <3
PS: You still owe me a song & Ramen-Ramen. & you haven't brought me to KAP. :p

Don't forget me alrights, because I wouldn't.

2008-11-07T22:01:00.002+08:00

PW's over. School's over. We're over.
I'm not supposed to be thinking about it. But somehow memories of us spending so so so much time together keeps replaying in my head.
At Esplanade park. "Stealing" the gummies bag from MiniToons at Marina. Hancock-ed at Plaza Sing. National Day at Settler's. Fireworks.

&&& I'd probably miss lying on your shoulders and listening to your lame jokes.

2008-11-05T23:05:00.004+08:00

YAYY. Obama FTW!
Council today was horrendous. Shagged. Reached at 9. Gwen told me to reach at 9! But she reached at 9.30. -.-
We had our meeting in the canteen while watching Obama/McCain. LOL. Yayyyyyy!!!!! Obama won! Cheerios. Our whole table, XavNg, JoshChan, JiaJie, Sharidan, Tessa, Cherlynn, Gwen. ShiMun and me! We all supported Obama. Except Mr Li. His reasoning for supporting McCain is weird and weird. He should be sent to IMH. Ahem.
Then we discussed SERIOUSLY. Like WOW. Without teachers somemore.. Till 3. & I left for PW.
Met Jit and Colin at SJI busstop. So coincidental. I was going to National Library, they were going Sim Lim. Same bus. Kena jacked like mad on the bus. :(
OHOH. I swear today JitYong looked especially handsome. Seriously! I'm not being sarcastic. Idk, but maybe it was because of the SJI polo he was wearing.
PW-ed. Then Denise, Reuben, Xinmei and I met Jit, Colin for dinner. Food Junction. Pepperlunch.

Anyway, Grace tagged me.

1. Do you have secrets?
Duh. -.-

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
Doubt I will. I'll try to avoid at ALL cost. But I can't predict such things can I?

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
Yupps. (((:

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Donate some to charity, give my family, go to Old Trafford, visit Kimi Raikkonen & SHOPPPPPP!!!

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
That'd be wrong because he's already my best friend and the thought of dating my best friend makes me shudder.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
I can't decide because both is equally blessed.

7. Who do you idolise?
Myself! LOL. So thick skin. IDK!

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Move on! Don't wanna waste my time waiting. Moreover, there are better fishes in the ocean.

9.Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Being able to promote to JC2?

10. Do you have any regrets?
Yeah. Lots.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Businesswoman/lawyer? Haha.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Parents, family and friends.

13. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Depends. If I really love the person then married. But if we quarrell constantly and all then single. Shopping's a girl's best friend!

14. What is your favourite colour?
BLACK!

15. Would you give all in a relationship?
Yes.

16. What would you do if someone whom you hate ask for your forgiveness?
It really depends. If its an unforgivable mistake and if I really HATE that person, like you-know-who, then I probably would not.

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Depends on the horrible-ness.

18. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
Both has its pros and cons but I'd dare say being single is more carefree. & I'm a person who can't go without freedom. HEH.

19. 6 people I have tagged:
Reuben
Sandra
Debbie
SherylYeo
Clasandra
YuHeng

2008-11-03T23:58:00.002+08:00

Brazillian Grand Prix.
So what if Massa drove a flawless race?
So what if Vettel drove a brilliant race and overtook Lewis?
So what if Lewis didn't end up on the podium?
So what if Ferrari won the constructors?
Massa still lost the world champ.
:(((

Tickets distribution today. Cabbed to school. $10.85. -.-
Things went smoothly, I guess.
PW-ed. Vivo-ed! Homed.

Some people just really piss me off.
Mind your own business will you?

2008-11-03T00:41:00.008+08:00

Changed blogskin! (:
Anyway, I'm so stressed for tomorrow. I hope everything goes well. The J2s better be grateful mans! LOL.
I suddenly have a craving for Time Out. Hint hint. Or Kit Kat. Or Kissables. Hmm..
I feel so lazy nowadays. Haven't been studying, as planned.
Everyday I just laze in front of the monitor and watch "My Destiny".. Oh wells, not everyday. There's always council stuff to do. ZZZ.
There's the final race, Brazil, later. I'm gonna freshen up and then lounge in front of the sofa, hoping that I won't doze off.
So, bye for now!

OH! Pictures from Friday night. Halloween!

Pok's white Everlast. Debbie's gold Haviannas. My red Converse. (:

Asshole DaiDee

Smile.

Funny Face.

Superficial friendships. Stop acting like you care.

2008-11-01T16:14:00.002+08:00

Stupid Debbie. Made me waste $8.70 on cab fare. ZZZ. She bluffed me that Ms Peh is angry because I'm late etc etc. & I believed her and cabbed down to school.. Wahh. Stupid Debbie! She's supposed to owe me lunch/dinner btw. But I was kind. :D
OP dry run.. Ms Peh started on our group only at 2! & I had to meet at Meritus for recce at 2.45! So I told her I had to do the presentation first.. ETC ETC. Lunched in 5 mins. -.- 2.30! Holy cow. So wells, took a lift from Mr Li. HOHOHO. I sat on Gwen's lap!
Recce. The place looked damn grand!
Far East with Gwen then met Jit and Denise.. Then they left. Met Debbie. Towned. Dinnered at PS. Wanted Cafe Cartel. Waiting time.. 30-40mins. Pizza Hut. 1 hour. Forget it. Pastamania shall be. Friggin scam. -.- Denise, Debbie, Reuben, Pok, Jit and I.
Went to Istana Park to.. Play asshole taitee and bridge. Haha. We played till 11! Whoah. Totally didn't see the time. Anyways, homed. Watched my show. Phoned. Slept.
Imma satisfied, for now at least. (:

2008-11-01T00:30:00.001+08:00

I saw the number wrongly. Oops. Re-do! :D

Name 20 people you can think of right now:

1. DebbieGoh
2. GraceChan
3. SandraTeo
4. DeniseLoh
5. DonnaGoh
6. ReubenLim
7. AngJitYong
8. ColinWong
9. LeeYeiHearn
10. TongChangYi
11. ClarineLim
12. LeeJiongLe
13. JunYi
14. SherylYeo
15. ClasandraHum
16. ChengZaiHao
17. JoshuaChew
18. FrancisChee
19. KeaneWoo
20. GwenQuek

How did you meet #4? Denise
Classmate. PW!

What would you be if u never met #1? Debbie
Huh.. I'll be so so so sad. :(

What if #9 and #20 dated? YuHeng and Gwen
I don't think Gwen has that bad taste, MOREOVER, YuHeng is gay lah. :D

Describe #3. Sand
Erm. Bestest bestest friend. (:

Is #8 attractive? Colin
Ehhh. -NO COMMENTS-

Describe #7 JitYong
Good listening ear and adviser. One of my best guy mates. OHOH! &&& he's a cat-lover!

Do you know any of #12 family members? JiongLe
Erm. No. EWWW. He's gross, btw.

What would you do if #18 confesses to you that she likes you? Francis
Hah! Joke of the century. Please... He friggin has a fanclub.

What language does #15 speak? Clasandra
Erm. She hummmmmmmms.

Who is #9 going out with? Yuheng!
He doesn't wanna say.. It's either.. Vanessa, Clarine, Emo, Sand.. Ehh. IDK!

How old is #16? POK!
Same age!

When is the last time you spoke to #13? JunYi
Erm. Tuesday before chinese!

Who is #2's fav. band/singer? Grace
Erm. Either Click5 or JonasBros. O.o

Would you ever date #4? Denise
If I'm a lesbian. But sadly, I'm not. (:

Would you date #1? Debbie
Yayy! I don't mind. But I'm not lesbian. :o

Is #19 single? Keane
Obviously not! GRACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What is #10 last name? ChangYi
AIRPORT!

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11? Clarine!
Haha. Yikes! I'm no lesbian, YET AGAIN.

School of #3? Sandra
CJC

Where does #6 live? Reuben
Hillview Avenue. Go up the stairs, turn right, 1st block you see. 5th floor. Come out of the lift, turn to the right then right again. RIGHT? RIGHT?

What is your favourite thing about #5? Donna
Cookies!!!!!!!! Whoah. I feel so bad.

Would you think of killing #14? Sheryl
Ehh. I wouldn't try. Later someone will chase after me with a chopper. :O

Tag 5 people
Debbie
Reuben
Grace
Sandra
Clasandra

2008-10-30T21:56:00.012+08:00

PW at Reuben's place. I have officially gone mad due to Pee Double Eww!

Boring Thursday at SCC while waiting for Debbie to finish her OP dry run

From here onwards, please pardon me for acting cute. :o

What's with Belmond and covering his face! LOL.

Belmond Lee Jian Zhi (:

Chew being HORRIBLY FUGLY.
OMG. I didn't plan for the centre parting! LOL.

GHOST! GHOST!

& Gwen just had to participate in whatever mac-whore session there is.

This happens when I get really bored & no one's caring about me. Well, at least there's a mac! A girl's best remedy to bored-ism! :D

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2008-10-30T21:49:00.004+08:00

Holy cowish-ness. I just took my Tetanus jab. Other people had to jab on both sides, however the doctor I went to only did it on 1.. Oh wells. But my left hand is aching like.. chickens! Rawr.
Chinese today was.. HORRIBLE. I guess it was due to the lack of sleep which caused severe headacheness during the paper. & probably also because of the stupid over-ly sensitive nose of mine.
Celebrated Hilda, AyTyng's and my birthday today. Green tea cake! YAYYNESS!
Thanks 1T33. Especially Debbie&Grace. (((:
Mac-whored in SCC. Pics are pending. Belmond's sending me now. :D
Pepperlunch with my favourite girlfriend. Burnt a hole in my pocket! Ouch. $14.40. :(
Pictures up soon! I promise. :D

2008-10-29T20:49:00.001+08:00

I LOVE COUNCIL TO BITS&PIECES.
Fullstop.
PS: Mr Li thinks I hate council like nobody's business. So I need to declare my love for it. O.o

2008-10-29T12:08:00.003+08:00

Night out with my best guy mates are good. It had whatever that was on my mind on hold. They are the world's biggest idiots. BOTH I mean. Colin & Jit. Thanks. :D
So shocked, I don't know what to say to you.
Don't ask me why I was so tired last night. IDK. Sorry if I didn't reply you on msn. I just.. Flipped when I got home. :(
OH. & my sms busted again. Sorry if I didn't reply your messages there either.

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

2008-10-27T22:11:00.002+08:00

How I wish there was a time capsule that would take me back all the way to January. Let me re-make all my decisions. Re-do everything that I did wrongly. & Re-look at the things I have never even set eyes on before that would have affected me now/in the future.
If I hadn't been so blind, I wouldn't have made so many mistakes. & now I have to pick up the pieces, which suck badly.
But according to JitYong, failure is the key to success and failing is the key to learning. I must experience failure so that I can learn from my mistakes. & as he emphasizes, I must learn to solve my own problem myself. I guess it's all just a learning process huh..

How I wish I had never got into council.. Then all these mess wouldn't be created. But nevertheless, it might be a learning process. Pick up from where you left off. Perhaps all these is just a hallucination and it would go away once I open my mind. :D

Don't blame me if one day I ever leave you. Please don't hate me because I don't want it to happen either.

2008-10-26T18:33:00.003+08:00

Towned with Grace yesterday. Bought a dress, a bag and a pair of flats. (:
Congrats to Gwen. :D:D:D

Thanks Colin. Thanks JitYong. Thanks Debbie. Thanks Grace.
LOL. Seeee! I acknowledged your. :D

Stop asking me to make decisions. Because I really don't know how. :(

2008-10-24T19:59:00.016+08:00

Grad Day. Sighs. So many people leaving. I will miss them lots&lots. Especially that Donna Goh. :( I hope she doesn't go poly. If not I can't see her anymore. :((( Oh. And Mr Chan too. He'd been great and I still want him as a co-form. But he won't, most probably.
Interviews. Slacked in SCC, almost alone. But JoshChew was nice to accompany me. I was telling him about my problems and vice versa. We both have sad lives. SIGHS.
&&& that letter is ultimatum. :(
Anyway, interviews. Tiring as usual. But this time their responses were more.. interesting? Maybe its just Francis and Xavier Kwan. The questions Francis asked are.. Boring. (Just like him, hint) But Xavier ask really guai lan and killer questions. Well, I follow in Francis's footsteps. My questions are.. Standard. LOL. Decided on the facils alr. Whooots.

Towned to meet T33. Shopped around with Donna. Homed. TIRED SQUARED. I haven't ate the whole day, except a quater bread this morning and miserably few pieces of fried chicken (stupid guys koped my food). Damn hungry but no appetite to eat. :(

Reuben has gone to Malaysia. Debbie has gone to Philippines. So sad lah. I feel so lonely. No one will sms me then. :(
Have a safe trip. Don't curse yourself lah. You won't meet with any accidents. Keep safe and I will to. :D

Anyway.. Here are the long expired pics.

Saw this car with the Linkin Park sticker. LOL.

My mom's curry. Damn gooood!

Having PW at my house. Denise.

Rooben

Me acting cute. Bleahx.

Xinmei!

Arya

Ok.. Guess who's in this picture. O.o

Wow. Guess who's phone this was from.. Hmm. Think of who loves CJC lots.
Obviously its.............. Out dear president Francis! LOL. Disgusting lah. Who keeps a photo of CJC's logo in their phone! LOL. No wonder he's president. AHEM.

Captured during meeting. Acting cool/emo asshole cubed (self-proclaim, I didn't call him that).
Guess who! Guess who! (refer to above)

Cine after the last paper. :D

Look at Denise!

Unglam me.

Before OCS. In the audi.

Plus Denise.

Reuben sleeping unglam-ly! LOL.

Kitchen.

Grace cut off.

Hehehe.

Hello us.

Loves.

Being boys for once!

On the way home.

Smoky + Smelly.

My mouth. Omg. Unglamness.

Yayy. I can do a three leaf clover with my tongue. :D

Spastic. Debbie looks... Ahem.

Imitating someone we all know. Hint Hint.

Alibaba and Junhua.

TCY. Airport.

我很想爱他
但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧
免得感情变的复杂

2008-10-23T20:58:00.003+08:00

Interview today. Tiring shit. I tried my very very best not to zone out. But I did.. A few times only. :D
Francis was good. Helping me out when I was.. Questionless. It seemed like he had so many questions lah. No wonder president.

Asshole cubed. I like this name. :D
False hopes. Debbie and Grace, stop giving me them before I'm stupid enough to actually believe them.
&&& I'm a bitch. Someone scold me pls?

2008-10-22T21:41:00.002+08:00

Promos results.. Well, not too bad but I could have done better.
Promoted!
I'm still so tired after promos. PW and council is to be blamed. *ahem*
Nvm. PW shall end soon. (((:

OCS today. Had such a fun time with my girlfriends. (: So happy the 3 of us are all promoting. Don't worry Denise, you can make it. &&& stupid Donna. :(

Confused + Troubled.
What exactly is love?

2008-10-20T21:58:00.001+08:00

Omg. I'm so worried for tomorrow.
& I've collected the prom tickets. Yayy. Batching to do.
&& PW is a bitch, seriously. But it's fun, kinda.
&&& I'm still worried for tomorrow! :(((

2008-10-20T00:40:00.002+08:00

I am fine luh people! Haha. Those chinese words are song lyrics!
I AM FINE, I think. LOL.
Okok. I'm really fine. & I'm high on someone! :D

PS: DEBBIE! MINEEEEEEEE! Don't snatch you bitch! Haha. :P

2008-10-19T01:25:00.006+08:00

你让我流泪
你让我心碎
You don't know how badly it hurts..

我爱你

2008-10-18T21:28:00.003+08:00

Grace once told me that.. If you have any problems or unhappiness you should voice it out and not let it accumulate. Once it accumulates and when either one erupts, the eruption would be tremendous.
Just a random thought. :D

Anyway.. Today just sucked. This morning I quarrelled big time with my dad because he was clearly in the wrong yet he totally tried to turn the picture and make it seem like I'm in the wrong. We were just shouting at each other (ok, basically it was just me shouting at him. LOL.) in the car. But he knew it was his fault, thats why he didn't shout back. & in the end.. Guess what he said! He said he was just testing my "inter-person" skills. To see how I react when people put the blame on me when its not even my fault. Yaya, I'm sure.

Then met group for PW. Blah blah blah. So tired now.

& now I'm quarrelling with someone else whom I do not wish to mention. It's not the first time yknow. I've never felt so f**king hurt by an idiotic comment before. & everytime I get angry, that person will take whatever case I have against the person and use it back against me, making it seem like everything is just my fault (just like my dad). Fuggg. Seriously.

I've had enough for a day. Being pms-ive doesn't help either.

Perhaps we're really not suited for each other. Perhaps. Perhaps. Perhaps.
But ILU. &&& I don't wanna lose you. :(

2008-10-17T23:06:00.002+08:00

So tired. Prom's starting to kick in. Everyone's starting to get damn busy.
Council Wednesday till 6 plus. Went to Sim Lim and Queensway to scout for cheap ticketing prices on Thursday with Denise. We ran in the rain. OMG. Thanks Denise dear. :D
Today. Council till 5 (MIRACLE!). Then dinnered with Rooobie! Haha. Sounds like Rookie.

And anyway.. Council meetings are starting to get irritating. Can you guys just stop talking about.. you-know-who. It's irritating, kinda. RAWR. And Mr Li ah! TSKTSK. It's all your fault! Haha.

2008-10-14T20:34:00.002+08:00

Yayy. So happy because I got no council stuff to do today. :D
S cube seminar talk today. Damn funny please. Because Debbie and I just kept making LAME & FUNNY comments and then either of us will jack back.
EG.. Debbie says.. I hope my bf next time work as clerk in NS.. Because they start at 9am, end at 5pm and get to go home to sleep. Then I can see my bf everyday!
And so my reply is.. Ok. So next time some friend ask you what is your bf's place in NS.. And you say clerk and she says officer! Haha. SOOOO NOOB.

After the talk, headed to town with Grace and Denise to see.... BIKINI! Haha. Ok. I saw one nice one.. It's 31 bucks. Whoah. Black and red. :D
White shades! Red belt! And Silver bangle. Whooooots! (((:

Back to slacking. :p

2008-10-13T21:42:00.003+08:00

Hello, I'm back. :D

Random quiz.

Random;
what color is your tongue? Pink, Red?
Have you ever sent santa a letter after the age of 12? Lol. Only NOOBS will do that (points to reuben)
Do you dance when no one`s watching? Eh uh huh!
Have you ever written your name with his lastname? He? Hehe. Depends. Not that one.. But this one. Yessss.
Have you ever imagined being with him or her? Him? Which him again? And her? Nong nong ago. :D
Have you ever stuck your gum under the table? Ok.. I tried. And.. DID! Ooooops.
Have you ever written a song about relationships? Nope.
What was/is your fav. cartoon show? Pokemon.. If I'm not wrong.
what are you listening to right now? Adelaide by Anberlin
Do you still pee on your bed? OMG. No. I bet Debbie does! :O
Do you brush your teeth everyday? yes. + Floss.
Do you love somebody secretly? Secretly? Erm. No?
what color is your hair? Black and Black and still Black
do you love it? Yesssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
are you a virgin? DUH! Grace isn't! LOL.
what`s your star sign? Sagi..
what`s the weather like outside? Normal? According to the weather thingy on the side of my screen irs.. Mostly cloudy, 29 degrees celcius.
most embarrassing moments: Erm. There's so many to list!

More randomness;
what`s your dream job? Stripper? LOL. Just kidding. Lawyer! :D
do you have a job? Nope.
have you ever sang when you thought no one was there? Yessss. So malu.
age of first kiss? Erm. =X
would you go bungee jumping? HELL, NO!
first thought when you wake up? I can't wait to go to school!
last thought when you go to sleep? Goodnight dear :D
fav. genre of music? Definitely not metal, AHEM. Rock, pop.

First word that comes to mind;
red- blood
boo- lousy
strawberries- cheesecake
mouse- rat?
sunny- rainy
chocolate- I was kinda eating Choco Macaroons.. So.. Macaroons?
vanilla- ice cream
shopping- Debbie, Grace, Denise, Donna!
pink- girly.
yogurt- DENISE!
beyonce- Irreplaceable
snakes on a plane- YIKES!
pussycat dolls- Dontcha wish your gf was hot like me?
girlicious- Fergalicious!
juicy fruit- Honeydew!
abortion- cruel
god- church?
jesus- resurrection?
school- Council -.-
final exams- PROMOS!
summer- sale hence, shopping with BFF!
winter- snow
fall- down
spring- rolls
your crush- EHH. DEBBIE! *nudge nudge*
cheating on bf/gf- ********
being cheated on- ********
sex- OMG. REUBEN LIM MING CHOON
kissing- lips? tongue? either one.
dark- room?
light- me! :D
white- pure
black- eyeliner!
plaid- hair
cruelty- animals

Back to randomness;
do blind people see their dreams? idk?
are elephants really scared of mice? ask the elephants
would you hold a a snake? i did ok!
how tall are you? EH. SHUDDUP!
ever done a prank call? HAHAHAHA. MY HOBBY! (ask grace)
would you sing infront of people? Yessss.
what does your feet look like? Niseee!
do you like it? erm.. Not bad.
do you like your body? Heh. Not really. My boobs are too big!!! RAWR.
what about your hair? Thicker would be better.
do you have a flat iron, what kind? Nope. But I hav a curling brush. Haha.
is it good? HELL NO.
whats your fav song right now? Look on your left. Tears In Heaven, Eric Clapton. :)
have you ever been to the world biggest mall? & where is it?
what do u think of the movie 'Camp Rock'? Never watched before
Have you ever met a celeb? who? Is Paul 2hill counted?
have you ever been high on weed? =] Whats weed?
where did you go on your 8th Grade Trip? 8th grade? Thats.. Sec what?
What did you do? camp? -.-
do you have msn, aim, yahoo? MSN is a must.
do you have a website? This?
do u rap? No, holy cows.
Have you ever farted in school? DUH.
where did you get your first period? for me to know, you to find out. :D
do you have acne? yes. :(((
are you a girl or a guy? girl lah!
have you ever had a gf/bf? don't talk about it.... -.-
are you single, taken? SINGLE SINGLE SINGLE. Stop saying I'm attached LAH.
what`s your name? hot babe! (((:
do u like eminems songs? acceptable but not like.
ever skinny dipped at the beach? yikes! no!
do u believe in god? yes.
do you have a weird phobia? yes! haha. I'm afraid to be alone at home in the night and i'm scared of the DARK.
are you afraid of the dark? ehh. ^^^
what`s your fav. color to wear? BLACK! :D
what kind of girl/guy do you look for? NOT HORNY, thats for sure.. *AHEM*
ever gotten drunk? on jolly shandy?! HAHA. Jokeeee.
ever called a girl/guy before? DUH. -.-
would you shave your head bald for a good cause? Don't think so.. *Thinks of Nicolette*
would you die for someone? For my parents? Yeah. Probably.
have you ever got stung by a bee? Phew, nope.
what about a jellyfish? NOOOO!

EHHHH. YAYYS. Sandra Teo and her bo liao idea to do. She kept KA-CHIAO-ING my when I was doing my prom ticket lah! TSKTSK.
SAND AH SAND. Anyway.. :D:D:D

2008-10-13T21:29:00.002+08:00

Eventful weekend. :D
Thursday was rest day. Peace and serenity.

Friday.. Lunched at Marina Square with Reuben. Then to IKEA with my parents. Bought my Red AllStars! (((: Had yummy dinner at IKEA.. With the Swedish meatballs and chicken wings. Whooots!

Saturday. Met Reuben at Vivo at 3!!! And waited for Debbie, Grace and the other 2 to come at 6! Holy cow. Wasted my precious viwawa time. :p Homed with the 5 of them to watch Love Actually movie. Parents went for dinner at NUS, brother had wedding dinner. House to myself! Wheeee! And I so wasn't scared to death and needed to call reuben when they leave, I SWEAR!
"EHHHH! WHY YOU TOUCH MY NIPPLES" Quoted from Cheng Zai Pok. Joke of the evening. LOL.

Sunday... Friggin got woke up and practically pulled out of bed in 2 minutes out of the house. I brushed my teeth, peed, freshened up in 2 minutes!!! Woohoo! Went to Audiohouse to see TV. At night, dinnered at Funan to celebrate my bro's bdae. And got my TV there. 42 inch plasma. But it was the display set so it was kinda cheap? Haha. 1300dollars!
HOMED. Chiong-ed I&R, Council prom proposal, Council prom ticket design. -.-
Slept at 1.30!! ):

Council today!!! WTH right! Haha. Chinese. 63/100! Yayyness.
Anyway, council rawks! Whoots. Council is so damn fun. I sooo love council, right Mr Li. -.-
Ok. I just told a lie. OOPS.

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Now playing: Bullet For My Valentine - Tears Dont Fall
via FoxyTunes

2008-10-12T22:07:00.002+08:00

Fuggggg I&R
Fuggggg Prom
Fuggggg my nose.
RAWR.

If I fall, will you be there to hold me?
If I need you, will you be there for me?
If I died today, will you miss me tomorrow?

Love songs sucks and fairytales don't exist.

2008-10-10T00:55:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wonder.. If I made the wrong choice.

I'm bored.
EMOEMOEMO.

2008-10-09T04:24:00.002+08:00

(Look at the time! LOL.)
The most anticipated time of the year has arrived! :D:D:D
PROMOS ARE FRIGGIN OVER!
Ok.. Anyways, econs = screwed. Maths.. Oh well. Not that bad. Should be able to pass. Chem.. Better than midyears.

Bugis to shop with Denise, Donna, Debbie and Grace! Actually was only the 5 of us. But the guys tagged along. & Yuheng was acting silly in the bus, malu-ating himself. Grace Chan also. -.-
He totally tried to show me he had breathing difficulties and chest pains. Like.. Wth. And he tried to touch me! :O (LEE YEI HEARN!!!) Haha. Self-proclaim. But anyway.. Naren and him ended up in a super wrong position when the bus jerked! LOL.

Lunched, Shopped while the guys went to play lan. Met them (Colin, Eric, Changyi and Reuben) for House Bunny. Niseeee! Company was great too! :D
We kinda met.. Clara, Steph, Vanessa, Xinmei, Ay Tyng, Junhua, Clarine and Vera. And they watched House Bunny too, but they never followed our "supposed" class outing. This kinda classmates. Haha. Oh & NatWee with.. 3 guys. TSKTSK.
Dinnered at Food Republic with Debbie, Pok and Reuben. Wheeets.

Homed. (((:
Viwawa-ed. Whoots. 1T33 is addicted to Bridge lah. So fun. Wheeee! :D

Studying at Vivo

Look at Denise!! And Grace's face.. Oops.

When Donna arrived.

Class outing. (:

Classic. Look at Denise and Grace! LOL.

I'm hungry tooooo ))):
ILY <3

2008-10-05T19:47:00.002+08:00

I'm going bonkers studying econs. I've never felt so dry(as Reuben put it) or drained studying for an arts subject. Not even History or SS. Zzz. Econs FTL! LOL.
Anyway.. I've come up with a theory.. The accountant's cost/explicit cost of studying econs is the amount of money I spend on paper, school fees etc. The implicit cost of studying econs is that I can't play bridge, can't watch movies, can't go out, can't shop, can't do alot of things. So you see.. Since the opportunity cost of studying econs is so huge, this shows that the economist cost (implicit+explicit cost) is very huge.
So in conclusion, studying econs is very costly and hence, we shouldn't study econs!!! :D:D:D

Omg. I'm so gonna ace econs! LOL.
Countdown to end of promos and start of hell: 3days.
Hell = COUNCIL. Freak.

2008-10-02T20:47:00.003+08:00

Vivo madness! LOL.
Vivo yesterday with Denise, Donna, Grace and Debbie! Superdogs to study. WOW.
Camwhored. Talked. Gossiped. & we were supposed to study. Oops.
After dinner. Arcade. Shopped (Mainly, Daiso).
Totally unproductive. RAWR.

Today's worst. -.-
Vivo with Ruby. Studied at PCC. And the stupid heat (because we sat outside) made it so difficult to concentrate. LOL.
Dinnered. Superdogs! =/

Anyway. Debbie is damn retarded. She thought that this whole bunch of bushes were people.. And she even said to Donna..
"Whoah.. So many people there. But why are they all sitting facing that side?"
LOL. Jokeeee. But maybe cause it was damn dark lah.
Another one. "No signboard seafood" she said as "No seafood signboard"
Reuben best.. "No seaboard signfood" and "No signfood seaboard"
These people are MADDDD. I swear.

Ok. Study! :D
PS: I love chem. & my friends. & alot more others. (((:

Swear it again. Breathless. (Stop and Stare). <3

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2008-10-01T01:25:00.004+08:00

Geog is DISASTROUS. I lost 7 marks cause I went to talk about China instead of the European Union countries. Stupid me.
And then the best was.. I totally didn't need to give examples of divergent plate.. But I stupidly went to give.. AND... The plate I named doesn't even exist. -.- What Mediterranean plate! Haha. I anyhow whack one lah! ZZZ.

KFC-ed with the best gang. :D

DebbieGohHweeFang. GraceChanYiLing. DeniseLohMinEr. DonnaGohSuYing.
&&& ReubenLimMingChoon!

Whooots! Haha. Reuben's extra lah. Eh... Nono. He's a girl. :D

Chinese. 1st time in my entire life I never studied for a major paper. LOL. Screw chinese lah. Haha. It's a waste of time. I think I'll pass. Don't pass also nvm lah.

Okok. It's time for the big bombs! Maths, Chem, Econs.
Econs is.. GOODBYE. Until now the chapter I studied: CENTRAL PROBLEM OF ECONOMICS *claps*
Maths.. Pray I'll pass. I practiced EVERYTHING EXCEPT FUNCTIONS AND TRANDFORMATIONS. Sian. 2 disgusting chapters.
Chem. Hmm. Chem bonding is aced. (i think, thanks to my tutor.) Organic and gaseous is a.. Pass, hopefully. Atomic Structure is.. S? Oh wells.. Energetics and AMS is.. :D GOODBYE MY HATE. Haha. U.

Helppppppp! Rawr. Ok. Mugging time again. (:

You better take care of yourself and not land up in hospital ok? It's promos, for heavens sake!
I'll pray for you, don't worry too much my dear. (:

2008-09-29T16:26:00.004+08:00

Human Geog gives me massive headaches. It's tried and tested twice. RAWR! Financial Deregulation? I have absolutely no idea what on Earth is it!

Anyways. Poor Massa. :( Poor Kimi. :(( Poor Ferrari. :(((
My heart totally stopped at the pits. Stupid high tech "traffic light" Ferrari adopted. Caused them championship points and Massa his championship title perhaps?
But nonetheless, I'm glad Alonso won it, with Hamilton barely near him. Stupid Lewis Hamilton. Why didn't he crash and die or something? RAWR. Haughty freak who irritates the hell outta me.
And.. Kimi is totally on form yknow. But alot of people thinks he's not.. Come on! 16th to 5th. You call this off form? Stupid Timo Glock. Rawr.

GP paper's a killer. I studied Death Penalty like some maniac, memorising intros and conclusions I would use for it. And freakshow! It didn't come out the way I wanted it to! So in the end I attempted mass media. And gosh did I forgot my points. :(
Compre's a mess because of summary. But besides that, its not too bad. Quite an easy compre (THE QUESTIONS ONLY) I can say. Yupps.

I desperately do not want to go back to geog. It's like.. Causing migraines. :( Or maybe its the sashimi I ate this afternoon? :O

Ohoh. I feel so sad and helpless seeing him suffer in pain. It looks painful. Ouch. Take care and get well soon. I hope this doesn't happen to me, because it really looks DAMN PAINFUL.

2008-09-27T17:17:00.008+08:00

3 Hours tuition (+ 4 hours sleep the morning before) is a killer, I swear. I thought I was going to faint anytime.
And Mr Mark Li is so.... EVIL! He keeps taunting me. RAWR.
He (who does not watch F1) went to watch the Friday practice session.
& he went to Old Trafford before. I swear. This is SOOO NOT FAIR.
I am sooo going to OT one day. (:

GP is a killer too. Nono. Geog is da bomb. I am so giving up on geog.
Death Penalty. Go! Go! Go!

I am so tired of all your nonsense. Maybe we should take a break. I give up. FUCK.

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2008-09-26T16:13:00.002+08:00

Promos are drawing nearer and so is the Singapore Grand Prix.
It's so exciting. But I find it so.. Funny that people who know nothing about F1 is going to watch when people who desperately wanna get hold of a ticket can't.
It's so frustrating when I have been waiting for a year to go and watch the race.. But in the end promos totally crushed all my plans. :(
I swear I will watch it next year (If it doesn't coincide with A Levels)

Ohoh. The drivers are all in Singapore already! Omg. Kimi! Felipe! Alonso! Heikki!
Lewis.. EWWWWWWW *pukes* I feel like I'm gonna get sore eyes soon because everywhere I go I see Lewis Hamiltion's face.
He's so disgusting. EW. Hope he crashes and can't complete the race.. And return my Kimi his championship title.. If not Kimi maybe Felipe? :D

Practice tonight. Qualifying tomorrow but I can't watch.. And raceday! Whooots! Can't wait.
Been studying with Denise these few days at Vivo Gloria Jeans. $2 cappucino! Whoots.

2008-09-23T19:18:00.003+08:00

Was just deleting all my old messages on my phone. :(((
I really missed those days where I was pampered, where every hour or so I would smile when I check those messages. Those sweet memories..
I'm not saying I'm not happy now, I'm just saying.. Maybe only when you lose something then you realise how valuable they were and how much you yearn for it.
Perhaps the old things were better.. O.o

But I can't complain because everyone's different. Maybe its just me.. But old things seems better. Even memories. :(
Rawr.
PS: I don't miss you, I miss the person I thought you were.
I miss him. :(
This song.. Reminds me so much of you. :(((

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2008-09-21T20:23:00.002+08:00

Chelsea is so gonna win.
Chelsea is so gonna win.
Chelsea is so gonna win.

Reuben Lim is betting with me a milo that Chelsea will win. If manu wins.. Then everyone's happy.
But if Chelsea wins.. Everyone's sad AND Reuben owes me a milo. (: And the cops won't catch me (internal joke)

Ok.. My dad is like.. weird? I was just telling him.. Tonight's Chelsea vs Manu. And he said something like.. I don't care. Just eat your medicine and stop Chelsea-ManU-ing. -.-
I mean.. Every NORMAL father will watch soccer right?
So I told him "In conclusion.. Your abnormal.. Gay and Sissy."
And he just dismissed me by "Every father needs to watch soccer meh?"

WALAO. There goes my soccer kaki. Haha. NVM.

MANU WILL WIN BECAUSE THEY HAVE..........

(((:

MANU BETTER WIN.
MANU BETTER WIN.
MANU BETTER WIN.

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2008-09-20T22:05:00.004+08:00

"No guy is worth your tears & when you find one that is, he won't make you cry"

Oh wells.. This may be true but how many people actually encounter this?
& you realise its always (most of the time) the girl that cries for the guy. Rawr. Unfair. ):

Another one..

"Sometimes it’s hard to love someone because you’re so afraid of losing them"

This is true.. Damn true.

I feel so thoughtful suddenly.. Just now when I was stoning I was thinking..
If a guy asks a girl to be his girlfriend and she says she needs to think it over, instead of accepting him straight away, that means she has some doubts. So then why get steady with him when there are doubts?
This is true. Right? Right? Right? At least I think it's true.

Ok.. I think I'm just too stressed and I'm crapping (Actually I'm not).. O.o
Oh & I got 2 more nightmares on Friday night/Sat morning AGAIN. Realise its exactly 1 week ago that I got 3 nightmares. Uh-oh. Friday night/Sat mornings are taboo. :(

Oh. Ron's back in main XI. (:

2008-09-16T22:39:00.003+08:00

Mr Mark Li! If you are reading this..
YOU SOOO MUST LET ME GO OCIP WITH MY CLASS OK OK OK? PLEASEEEEEE? (((:

School is a dread every morning. Especially when I open my eyes and go.. "Ohno! Promos are (...) days away!"
Can't I just stay home and mug! RAWR. Promos are DISGUSTING.
OH.. & have I mentioned this before? PW IS F**KED UP. I SWEAR. If I ever finds out who invented pw..... muahahaha. LOL. Dammits lah. So friggin pissed about pw.

Actually school isn't that bad afterall. My brain is just wrecked due to excessive mugging and tiredness. Friends are loved. T33 is loved. (:

I'm addicted to your smell <3
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2008-09-14T16:14:00.003+08:00

Omg. United is SO screwed without ron. (1 man show mans) RAWR. Everyone, let's support Chelsea instead! -.-
Oh mans.. I'm damn worried for united. Period. Look at the friggin table..
If this goes on right.. United might not even get into Champions League lah! CHOY.
I predict.. 1, Chelsea.. 2, Man City.. 3, Liverpool.. 4, Arsenal.. Hull City is damn TYCO. LOL.
Yesyes. So... Ron must hurry return! WHOOTS. Which he might for Stamford Bridge with Scholari. (((:
Oh. And Berbatov is SERIOUSLY OVERRATED. He ain't as good as they make out to be.

Yupps. Anyways. Had 3 nightmares in 1 night. Damn.. I woke up the 1st time.. Sweating all over.. And I didnt dare come out of my blanket even though I was sweating like crazy and needed to pee damn badly. 2nd nightmare.. Same thing.
3rd one was.. Ohmygod. My bladder was full.. And I was like.. shaking? Whoah. But when I checked my phone (the msg was something that contradicted the dream).. (((: So then I was more.. Normal. Heh.

OH. & I desperately wanna go for F1. HELP! *hint hint* Hurhur.

ALRIGHTS. Mugging time (I suppose).. Hurhur.
PS: Green eyeliners are LOVED.

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2008-09-12T19:16:00.002+08:00

Promos sucks. School sucks. Council sucks. ): Booo.
Council is seriously weighing me down big time. I'm so afraid of not promoting. :(((
& on Wed MrLeong scared us(me) by saying we can't go for our OCIP. ):
I totally broke down lah. All the stress of council, of not promoting and now.. Not even getting to celebrate my birthday with my friends and ya.. ))):
Thanks Reuben. Thanks Debbie. For consoling me. (:

Anyway, meeting today.. Josh confirmed that we have to go because TanJS say we MUST go. Cheerios. When he said that I totally GRINNED. And Xav keep asking me why was I grinning so broadly..
Jiajie looked at me and shook his head.. Because he knows I desperately wanna go. Hurhur.
Best is Gwen.. She looked at me and we both smiled like no one's business! LOL. Damn funny.

Oh. HI MR MARK LI! He kind of reads my blog. :O
Hi!! Mr Li is damn good.. Damn nice.. Damn hot.. Damn cute.. Damn (everything positive) Lol.. Must learn how to suck up, you see..

I was dead tired today.. Because I stayed up till 1 to finish PW and Council timeline (ONLY).. I studied the 2 tests in school.. Plus that stupid flu I had today.. I was super shagged. After council meeting.. On the way home.. I slept on the bus and holy cow! Missed my stop. LOL.

Rights.. Back to mugging! O.o

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2008-09-07T18:45:00.007+08:00

Shitzo. I realised I studied damn little this week. :O
Anyways.. Friday went back for alkenes mass tutorial. Whoah. Ms Winata. Damn hots.
Chem bonding = ???
Pw-ed.. And a super UNPRODUCTIVE "study session". -.-
Dinnered at Ichiban. Omg. 30bucks. BURNT. :(
Homed. (((:

Sat. 3 hours of chem tuition. Dinnered at NUSS.. Uncle Jame's birthday.
Omg. And I totally made a fool of myself.. Cause J Y Pillay.. Spore's acting President was invited.. Then I was like at the reception there telling ppl their table number.. Then J Y Pillay came.. And I asked for his name! OMG. -.- Damn malu. But hengs my godma stopped me.. Idk if he heard because he never answered. Phewsss.. Malu shit.
Dinnered. Looks damn high class eh..

Some Roti Prata thingy

Left is Champadak (Jackfruit-like thingy)
Center is Custard wrapped in compressed sago
Right is some.. Popiah skin with carrots and veggies and eggs and all

Watercress soup with a dumpling at the side. And omg.. The dumpling's black colour came from squid's ink. Holy cows.

My cousin took this pic because I forgot to take. So the resolution is damn bad. HAHA.
Some fried chichen with glutinous rice

Lime juice.. Idk why it was served in the middle of our meal!

Cod fish, beans and mushrooms. YUMMMM. Damn nice.

Quails egg, asparagus and bee-hoon wrapped in crepe.

Avacado milkshake with the QQ balls. I don't really like it. Bleahx.

Yupps. Heard our timetable's a hit! Latest ending time is 2pm. :D:D:D
Whoooots! School is loved!
Alrights.. Mugging time!

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2008-09-04T23:35:00.002+08:00

Ohmygod. Chem bonding sucks. Rawr.
& I'm not supposed to be posting.. But somebody is bugging me to update. :p
Went to STC with Sand today. Hurhur. Sorry Sand. (((:
She came over to my place..
Did not do much today. Shitzo.. Was playing some online game. Friggin addictive.

Please don't let me fall sick. Please. Please. Please.
Freakkkkk. Stupid FLU! RAWR.
&&& Sorry. <3

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2008-09-03T19:57:00.007+08:00

Wow! Look at the time mans. Friggin pro. I was minesweeper-ing for the past.. hour? LOL.
Seriously.. Minesweeper is like.. The best remedy for boredom. (& frustration)
I'm in no mood to study. Rawr. I shall slack tonight then. See Changyi! I told you I'm not a mugger.
Ohh.. And its raining DAMN heavily. The weather totally reflects my mood now. Rawr. I'm so SIAN. &&& I feel like bitching. Someone nudge me on msn and get me going. HURRY. Lol.
Ouch..

But when it comes to me just forget it,
I'll be the best you never had

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2008-09-02T15:22:00.000+08:00

Argh! Damnss...

2008-08-31T23:35:00.005+08:00

A Million Ways by Ok Go. Funny vid. Enjoy. (:
Anyway, I think Trivium and Dragonforce is kinda similar.. Listen to Trail of Broken Hearts then This World Can't Tear Us Apart.. It's similar.. Kinda.
Went to Dr Woffles Wu's house today.. Interview him. Whooots! So cool sehh.. :D:D:D

I love you, dear. <3

2008-08-29T22:19:00.014+08:00

Teachers' Day today. I thought it wasn't that smooth-sailing but the teachers think it is not bad.. Oh wells.. Friggin busy before the celebration. Slept at 1.30 on Sunday night, 1.45 on Monday night, 3 on Wednesday night, 1.30 on Thursday night.. Rushing teachers' day PPT and PW WR. Super shagged currently. Rawr..
& so after the celebration.. Slacked in the SCC because stupid mitzi koh ps me. Lol. But nvm.. We kinda camwhored on JoshChan's mac! Haha. Then went for lunch with Natfern, Shimun, Gwen, Xavier.. And Michael *ahem ahem* met us(Technically, its ****).. They left. Shimun and I hanged around town. Then met Debbie at 5. Stupid Grace supposed to meet us too.. But her mom didn't let her out. Rawr. So in the end.. Debs and I pizza-hut-ed. Spent... 17+ Omg. Scam! And I'm broke. Homed after that. Sososo tired. Tried to do math but fell asleep. Oops.

Anyway, camwhore-ness at its best! (((:

Erm.. Yes. That is me in the middle. :O

& Thats me too!

Gwen's eye.

Me in the middle.

Me again. haha

Our board. :O

Ooops. Explicit content..

Whooots.. (((:

2008-08-23T17:50:00.000+08:00

Belmond and I cam-whoring on Andre's macbook! (:

2008-08-22T22:37:00.009+08:00

I was talking to JitYong for about half an hour just now in class.. About some things.
I think I have jealousy issues. Oh man. Help!
& I think I'm damn bad + mean + evil + bastard.. :( Sorry you for being so bad to you just now. Sorry.
PS: You don't stink alrights. Just that everyone will smell kinda funny after they perspire alot. So.. Sorry. :(((

I think this will be one of the last posts before promos. Okok. I will still update.. Maybe teacher's day or something post-worthy. Besides that.. I don't think I'll be coming online much then. I need some discipline! LOL.
Anyway, council meeting. Hmm... Teacher's Day planning is in a mess. Programmes are screwed up. But in the end. Settled! (: Meeting today was fun, kinda. I didn't even know what I really did. -.- I just know that MrMarkLi was being very evil and irritating as usual. Haha. He opened his mouth REALLY BIG and laughed at me, saying I can't open my mouth. -.-
Stupid Mr Li.. But he's still so cute and funny, and nice to bully. -.- Haha. Call him Mr Kung Fu Panda! (((: Ohmans.. Why are all econs teacher so fun! First its Mr Alex Kwee, then Mr William Seah.. Now its Mr Mark Li. Ok.. I have to stop my obsession of econs teacher! LOL.
Dinnered with Reuben after meeting. And.. Uh.. Met Jeremy and his um.. Friend. LOL. Yupps yupps. Pepperlunch for dinner. Ironical much?

Anyways.. Here's something I recorded using my hp(quality's a little bad, sorry) after council meeting today. "Anonymous" singing I'm Yours by Jason Mraz. Damn good. He was playing the guitar himself too. Talented huh? Whoever who knows who this person is, please don't say alrights. I'm scared later he will get angry. LOL. Enjoy.

So many things to do, so little time. :( PW, teacher's day powerpoint slides, econs project, GP essay. :O Damnssss... Alrights. Shall go do my work now.
Anyway, pictures. :D

Debbie and me camwhoring during lesson.

BFF and me on the bus. (((:

Gosh. My hair! :O So nice!

Shades! (:

Act cool. 007!

Muackx!

Check out our mustache!

This pic was posted before. But.. Whatever! LOL.

In the toilet.

My hair looks nice again! LOL.

On the bus, on the way home. Our shirts match!

O..K.. Me acting cute. Erm. Sorry?

Found it on Deviantart. Looks nice. (:

Cute and colourful, I like!

2008-08-21T20:59:00.006+08:00

Went to the hospital today to get the stitches removed. No pain at all. PHEW.
BUT (spoiler much?)...... The dentist fitted this syringe into my wound. Note: INTO.

You see the whole long part at the bottom? The whole thing went INTO the wound (hole). Holy cow.. And he told me to look, with the mirror. I was practically shaking but I still had to look. It was so scary! It wasn't pain though.. Uncomfortable probably. And then the blood totally gushed out and it didn't stop for about.. 10mins. Ohmygosh.
Anyways.. Look at the bruise! It just kept getting bigger. I have no idea why. This is the part where the anesthetist injected something inside.

Oh.. Anyway, a few of my stitches tore. -.- And the dentist was saying.. Looks good. LOL.
Stupid Changyi and Grace! 1 poked my face, another slapped me. Stupid.

Ehhh. I had sushi for dinner. Finally, CIVILISATION. But.. I took 30mins to eat 5 pathetic sushi. And all my 10 fingers got dirty. All because of the fact that I can't open my mouth! RAWR.

Thanks "you" for the notes. (((:

2008-08-20T19:14:00.002+08:00

Eeeeks! There's one more. OOOOPS. I promised Sand!
Ok.. I'll be serious for this one. :D

What is your name? Valerie. (((:
How old are you? 16 going on 17!
Who is your best friend? Sandra? Or Debbie? Or Grace? Either one..
How do you feel about this person? I love them to the MAX!
Is your best friend of the same sex? YEAHHHH.
Why is that? How would I know! LOL. Because guys can't make good listening partner. OMG. Tested and proven.
Are you currently in a relationship? Uh.. NOPE! :D:D:D
Are you happy about this situation? Kinda.. (((:
Are you really happy or are you just saying that? Ehh.. I am lah. I'm serious!
How many real relationships have you been in? NONE.
Would you call yourself random? Extremely.
If you were kicked out of your current residence who would you call? Debbie? Sandra? Reuben?
Are you 100% happy with your life right now? Not 100.. But close. Stupid promos. Rawr!
Do you have kids & if not do you want them? Of course I want them! So cuteeee! I just don't wanna give birth to them. LOL.
Will you be married to the person you have kids with? Duh.. -.-
Why are you best friends with the person you are best friends with? Because I'm best friends with the person lah!
Are you this persons best friend too? Sand, yes. (I think).. Debbie.. Not best friend.. Girlfriend more like.. Grace ah.. IDK mans.
Have you ever done anything to hurt this person? Nopedy nope nope.
Has this person ever done anything to hurt you? NOPE.
Have you and your best friend ever dated? Sand, NO. Debbie.. Valentine's movie date, counted? Grace. Erm.. No? So many people will take a chopper and chase me. LOL. Especially that certain VP huh..
If not would you and if so why didnt it work out? I would not. DUH. Imagine kissing Sand/Debbie/Grace.. YIKES!
How many ppl on your top friends know you inside and out? Sand and Debs most prob.. Grace.. Too busy. LOL.
Who do you tell all of your secrets too? Secrets are meant to be kept. -.-
Has anything happened to you in the past month that made you really mad? Yessss. Wisdom tooth surgery! Damnnnn.
When was the last time you cried..and be honest? Last Thursday on the bus home. Hurhur. I was so scared for the surgery.
Are you lying about the answer you just put? Nope.
Ok then moving on, are you a jealous person? Yeahhhh. Very.
Why are/aren't you a jealous person? It's my nature. *Coughs*
Do you worry your ex will move on & be happier with that person? Haha. Totally NO!
Do you tend to get angry all the time? Yeah.
Do you drink alcohol? If so do you drink because you are not happy? Nope. I drink because my dad happens to be drinking.
Why did you decide to take this survey? Because I'm bored.
Are you more to yourself or out in the open? Hmm.. Debatable.
Are you gay/straight? Straight.. -.-'''
Was there ever a time when you thought maybe you weren't gay/straight? Yeah. LOL. Secondary school!
Do people tend to walk all over you? Not really..
How many times have you truly been in love? None?
Have you ever told someone that you loved them and didnt mean it? Yes.. Ooooops.
What age is your ideal mate? 2 years older. Yeah.
Looks or personality in a significant other? Personality. Duh.
Have you ever played with someones emotions? Erm.. Don't think so.
Would you consider yourself a heartless person? Maybe?
Do you think relationships are hard? Yes. Damns.
Is your boyfriend/girlfriend everything you've been looking for? Nope. Oh. I got no BF. Serious!!!

Okok. Now CIAOZ, for real! :D

2008-08-20T18:34:00.005+08:00

I seriously must start studying luh! Damnssss..
Supposed to be hardcore muggerisation today. But ended up going to Vivo to meet Reuben. Stupid. Lessons ended at 1 and his hockey starts at 5. -.-
So I was nice enough to meet him. Ahem, I'm sick here.
Walked around. Bought Cadbury choc! Looks niceeeeee! Yahooo!
Oh anyways.. I called him just now when he was in class and omg.. Stupid Naren and Colin. Blah Blah Blah. They were taunting me. EG "I can chew. I can eat. I can open my mouth. Swollen face!" Stupid lah! I'm a sensitive girl yknow. :(((
LOL.
Oh.. Stupid Jiongle went to eat KFC without me!! Rawr! I wanna eat KFC too! Debbie also another traitor! Went to eat KFC with.. Ahem. (:

So anyway, I'm bored. Sand Teo is bored. & what do we do? SURVEYS! LOL.

Hair! We mammals all have some somewhere.

First, for hair purposes, are ya male or female?
Shemale! WHOOOTS.
Now, tell us about that gorgeous mop on your head:
Oh it's nice.. Yeah. It's gorgeous!
Really... Do you like it? Would you change it?
Ehh. To a broom?! SUREEEE!
Is it soft and nice to touch? or is it kinda scraggly-feeling?
It's soft and slimy! O.o
How often do you wash it?
Once a decade! Disclaimer: It doesn't stink ok!
Do you use products on it or are ya "au naturel?" Which products?
Oh... It's as natural as Medusa's! MUAHAHAHAHAHA.
Do you have the BEST hair of your life right now? Has it been better?
It was best when I was a baby.. Yknow.. The 1st day I came out of my mommy's or is it daddy's?? Tummy.. Oh yeah.. It was smooth and silky!
If you could have ANY hair, what would you choose?
Armpit hair! They're sooooo SEXY! Oh yeahhh..

Ever had...

Ever had curly hair?
You mean the one below? Ugh...
Ever had blonde hair?
No-uh.
Ever had highlighted hair?
Yeah sure! I used a highlighter to highlight my hair! So fun I tell you!
...red hair?
Sureee... When I'm having my JAPANESE FLAG! WHOOOTS!
...a buzzcut?
HUH?
...a mohawk?
Yikes!
...a MULLET?
What?

What kind of hair do you prefer on the following people?

What kind of hair do you picture on a princess?
Erm.. Remember the famous Brazillian soccer player, Ronaldo! YEAHHH! So cuteeee! The hair, I mean.
What about a male disco dancer in the 1970s?
Try bangs and 2 ponytails!
...an old lady?
Mohawk!
...a cowboy?
Emoooooo.
...a teenaged girl in the 1980s?
Botak! Yeahhhh!
If you could pick your worst enemy's hair, what 'do would you give him/her?
I'll chop off her head, what hair?

'Kay now, it's time for BODY HAIR!

Let's get it over with: does your carpet match your drapes?
WHAT?
Do you maintain your eyebrows? How?
I get the maintenance worker over everyday!
Leg hair?
Scotchtape works best!
Bikini line (and its male equivalent)?
Are damn cooool.
Do you have TOE hair?
You mean TOH?
Do you have facial hair?
Oh yeah... It's niseeee!
...a mustache?
Santa Claus is the man yo!
Let's say you're male and have a mustache. Do you curl the ends?
Sure. :D
Do you have to trim your ear or nose hair?
Yeah of course! Using a lawnmower, that is..
What do you think of girls whose legs are "au naturel"?
Scotchtape!
Do you think people look better without body hair?
Yes. (Seriously) Eh Reuben, got see not! O.o
Do you maintain the hair on your, uh, YOU KNOW...?
I don't know. -.-
Would you ever dye that hair?
What hair?
Do you maintain your armpit hair?
Oh sure... It's erm... Let's see.. 8.9cm long!
Do you think men should do that or just leave it alone?
They should prolly dye it.. Red? Or White.. Whatever suits!
Would you ever get a "Brazilian" wax (removal of all genital/rectal hair)?
Debbie!! Grace!! This question is for you!
You see a grown man with shaved legs. You think:
Oh dear Fabian.
You see a woman with really hairy armpits. You think:
Oh yeah... HOTNESS YO!
Should pirates have beards?
Beard papa? They're so nice.... Yummmmmm!
Should ballerinas?
Beards? SUREEEE!

Moving on to...YOUR MOM. No, seriously.

Tell us about your mom's hair.
Does she color it?
Using a colour pencil or paint?
Does she style it?
Uh.. Don't think so.. Later her hands get caught between the Wax!
Does she have bangs?
I try to encourage her to do so. :O
...curls?
Nopedy nope nope.
...a five o'clock shadow?! (LOL)
QUESTION MARK? It's 7 now, not 5..
If SHE could choose YOUR hair, what would it be?
... What talking you?
If YOU could choose HER hair, what would it be?
Why would I? If I could.. I would have. DUH-UH.
Let it all out. Has she ever been responsible for your bad haircut/style?
OMG. YESSSSSS.

Okay, we've had enough of your mom. Let's go HOLLYWOOD.
This or that: which one has your BETTER HAIR vote?

Jennifer Lopez or Jennifer Anniston?
Aniston for life!
Beyonce or Ashanti?
To the Left. To the Left.
The Beastie Boys or the Backstreet Boys?
I close the dooooooor......
George Bush or John Kerry?
IDK.
Nick Lachey or Nick Nolte?
Who?
Winona Ryder or Winona Judd?
What?
Courteney Cox-Arquette or Courtney Love?
Why?
Jessica Simpson or Ashlee Simpson?
The Simpsons!
"Like a Prayer" Madonna or "Ray of Light" Madonna?
Macdonalds!
Prince or Prince William?
No diff, hello!
Michael Moore or Michael Jordan?
Michael Jackson! :D:D:D

Miscellaneous celebrity hair stuff...

What living celebrity's hair would you like to have as your own?
Elvis Presley?
What celeb's hair do you HATE?
Idk.. Yours?
Do you wish you had a stylist to spend hours perfecting your 'do each day?
Hours? Uh... No thanks.

More...

What hair do you like best on the opposite sex?
Nipple hair! WAHAHAHAHAHA.
Say a male isn't allowed to have long hair for a job. Is that fair? Why?
Ask the boss luh.
Do ya ever play with your hair in the bathroom mirror?
I got hair?! (Looks desperately for hair)
Say there's a hair in your food at a restaurant. Do you send it back?
I send the hair back.. But I down the food. TEEHEEHEE.
When your hair turns gray/white (if not already), will you color it?
I'll colour it white!
Do you like sideburns on men?
Ouch.. Why burn them! It hurts a hell lot yknow.
Do you like the way chest hair looks on men?
Argh... I'd rather not picture it.
Would you think it's unprofessional for a businessman to have dreadlocks?
Huh?
...a teacher? (male or female)
...?!
Would YOU ever get dreadlocks?
WHAT?
Ever seen the movie/musical HAIR?
LOL. Hilarious.
Know anybody named "Harry?"
Potter!
Ever eaten hare?
OH YES... (Pft.. What's that?)
Ever eaten hair?
Yeahhhhhh... It's a delicacy!

EH REUBEN! DO THIS OKOKOK??? Make it damn funny kkk! :D
RAHHH... Rubbish. LOL.
Alrights.. Oligopoly. Tata!

2008-08-20T12:06:00.003+08:00

So bored at home. Rawr. Should have gone to school today.
Anyways, I can totally see a Chelsea dominated EPL this season. It's like madness lah, thanks. 1st game already scored 4 goals. Ownage can. I pity Portsmouth. Luiz Felipe Scholari! Whooots! He rawks, but Chelsea still sucks. Lalala.
.

LOL.

Anyways, supposed to be have done Oli notes last night but ended up reading all my old posts and texts.. Well, and talking to Luke. -.- He's so... Lame. I'm speechless. Haha.

3800+ texts and counting. Rawr. Reading those old messages makes me feel like an idiot to fall for those sweet words. Lol. Seriously. But.. Seeing those sweet random messages received during those times during lessons makes me feel so.. Relieved? It's always nice to know someone cares. (((: Especially when it springs up on you unexpectedly. LOL.
But I still feel very stupid. Haha. Whatsoever. Life is still life and life still has to go on. :D

I'm currently rotting at home now. Rawr. SO BORING. Oh well, shan't complain. At least today's better because Lee Jiongle is a ponstar and so he's online chatting with me. :D:D:D
Pizza hut soon eh? Your treat! Thanks dude!!! (((:

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2008-08-19T16:40:00.004+08:00

OMG. Who wants to go watch Avril's Best Damn Tour???
Click here
I so so so wanna go! 75bucks! 7 Sept. Indoor Stadium.

Rawr.. & I'm so bored rotting at home. :(((

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2008-08-18T18:38:00.000+08:00

LOL.

2008-08-17T14:12:00.004+08:00

Rawr. This sucks damn badly. I swear.
1. I look like shit because my whole face is swollen and swelled up. Damn.
2. I can't friggin eat normal food. I've been thriving on disgusting liquid food, such as Campbell chicken soup (Yikes), Porridge, Mash potatoes (Ewww, I don't like), Soya Bean and yogurt. Ugh..
3. My mouth hurts when I open it too big/smile too wide/talk too much (Errr. Haha.)
4. The stupid antibiotic is sooo huge, plus the painkillers (2 at a time) and the gastric meds. Ohmytian. Makes it so hard to swallow and makes my throat pain. Lol.
5. I can't brush my teeth. (YIKES!)
6. I can't go back to school to see my dear friends. Hurhur.
7. I don't know why but all I do is sleep. Rawr. I think its the medicines. Sooo, I can't mug! :(((
8. My comp is SCREWED! Same old problem. It keeps shutting off by itself. And it's so freaking frustrating. D:

Ok.. Life sucks, basically. I wanna go out to eat normal food! Haha. I'll treasure normal food more. :D

Alrights. Yesterday was. (((:
Thanks for coming.
Today. Isabelle came over. Holy cow. So maluating. :O
I feel like a patient or something.. LOL.
I'm fine people. Thankyouverymuch! (:

Lalala. I feel so blessed. Thank YOU! (((:

2008-08-15T21:37:00.004+08:00

Ouch Ouch Ouch. My mouth + throat hurts. Rawr.
~~Plastic~~ Wisdom tooth surgery today. LOL. PW = Sian.
Woke up at 6.41 because my phone wasn't on silent and it rang. LOL. Thanks very very very much.

Went to SGH. The anesthetist was deciding if I am fit to go for the surgery not.. Because I still had cough and a little sore throat.. And was still under antibiotic.. In the end he gave the ok sign.

Changed, went into the operating theatre. At least it looks like it. They gave me this injection thingy on my hand. Like this tube thingy connected.. And then this nurse put some pad on my chest to record my heartbeat. Ohoh. Did I say you must take out all your clothes and wear the hospital cloak. Ewww. Everything except panties. Gross lah, I swear.

Then they gave me smell this thingy in the oxygen mask. Only it ain't oxygen but some gas that made me SUPER FRIGGIN drowsy. And I went out in less than 30seconds and I heard people (nurses and doctors) calling my name, saying that it'll be ok etc etc. Holy cow. I tried to yknow! HAHA.

And then when I woke up.. I heard people calling my name again.. Like the nurse and the doctor. Got pushed out to the outside. Was freaking cold. Shivering like mad.. And my first instinct was.. I wanna see some people. LOL. And then Debbie appeared at the curtains there! Whoah. She was going in alr. Haha.

Oh and then I soooo needed to pee so I didn't sleep even though I had to. Haha. And debbie (who was gonna occupy the bed beside mine) was getting her injection. Holy cow! Haha. She made so much noise that I couldn't concentrate on trying to sleep. HAHA. Even I didn't scream/shout during the injection. Tsktsk.

Discharged at 12. Cabbed home. On-ed my phone and here comes the sms-es. Not saying I'm popular or what.. But I swear! Gwen should stop making use of Shari's free sms.. I got 4 msges from Shari lah! Haha. Holy cow. Went to sleep. With my teeth still bleeding.

Finally ate something at 4 since the morning before, 12am. Yupps. Went back to sleep again. Woke up. Watched olympics table tennis! haha. Yayyness. We won! :D Dinnered. With alot of blood. Yikes. Yesterday was Grace's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE CHAN YI LING!!!

Supposedly organised a party but then no one could make it.. Except Grace, Keane and me. And I don't wanna be lightbulb.. Sooo... Yeah. Haha. PW-ed after school. Went to meet the plastic surgeons. Sianz. Waited for Grace and Keane to end council meeting to meet them for dinner.

But they ended so so so late.. And Roo has tuition at 7.30.. So we had to eat first.He ate KFC ( & he still thinks he's budget. -.-) I ate sushi.. The whole roll one.. Only 2.40 lah! Budget ehh. ^.^ Homed.. Slept. Yeahyeah. Didn't study anything mans. Today too. Damns.

Alrights. Shall go rest. (:

Thanks <3

2008-08-13T22:20:00.002+08:00

As everyone can tell.. That last post wasn't posted by me. -.-
Haha.

Council today was damn fun! Wheeee! Except for the jack-ing part. Damn fun lah, HUH?
And what's up with Reuben huh! Zzz. Hmm..
Whooots! I love Mr Mark Li! LOL. He's damn cute and funny and nice and funny! Haha. We ask him to imitate the Kung Fu panda's panda.. He also imitate! Haha. And then he kept joking and all with us.
When I went red.. He kept jacking me! LOL. &&& he's damn KPO. He keeps trying to dig out scandals.. Ahem, Gwen.. O.o Haha.
Yupps. Towned after that to get stuffs. :D
Homed.. <3

Night study yesterday. To Bishan for dinner. Cut hair at Jean Yip. Fringe yo! :D
Productive. :D

<3<3<3

2008-08-11T14:26:00.002+08:00

i is an extremely lazzzy girl cause i woke up at 1pm today and have not studied ever since :O

omg. i'm so gonna fail promos. hahahahha

oh and i miss him lotssssssssssss ):

2008-08-11T01:02:00.002+08:00

I'm so bored because he is not talking to me. Humph. Stupid shithead.
On the phone, but silent. :p He's so boring..
Guai lan.

Lalala.. I'm happy though. (((:
Hmm.. I have made up my mind. My future boyfriend must read the Twilight series before I agree to be his girlfriend. LOL.
Smart huh, Grace?
Must make sure he is like Edward Cullen. Omg.. He's so so so sweet and romantic.
I'm in love with him.

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2008-08-09T23:14:00.013+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

Out today to watch fireworks. (((:
Debbie, Pok, Grace, Keane, Reuben and me.
These people are the best! Seriously. Hurhur.

Met at Holland V.. Walked VERY FAR to Settler's Cafe.
Played mainly Taboo.. We kinda paired up. LOL.
Grace, Keane and Debbie, Pok kept losing.. This implies that "they suck".
So so so.. We had forfeits. Haha. Roo and I only did the Indian, Bangla coconut tree thingy.. You get the idea.. Haha.
Yupps.. Here are the videos of the suaku people doing their forfeits.. Enjoy! (((:

Grace singing the National Anthem. It's 9th August yo! Haha.

Grace and Keane. Mass Dance, Bangla. Haha.

LOL.

Pok proposing to Debbie. Awwww..

Retarted Keane and Grace talking to a lamp. -.-

Debbie and Pok don't know doing what.. Climbing up a hill? LOL. I have no idea..
(Hmm.. Because of Grace I can't upload the pics. Tsktsk. Troublesome huh..)

Went to Marina after that. Hmm.. Fireworks!
If only that moment could last forever and ever and ever and ever and ever. (((:
The crowd was ok at the spot where we watched fireworks.. But... When we were going into Marina Square for dinner after the fireworks, it was like.. CROWDED. LOL.
So I was like.. "So now we should start moshing!" Haha. I think I'm damn funny.
Thai Express for dinner. There was only table for 4 and 2.. So we split up. :(
Stupid Grace and Debbie pangsehed me. Hmmm.. Kinda.. Haha.
Homed.. So scary! Had to walk past the construction site where all the bangla workers were.. OMG. Haha.
Reached home.. Still scary. 7th month and alone at home.. In the dark empty house. Oh my tian.
Yupps. Thats my day. (((:

Today = One of the best days in my life. :D

I love you so so so much, dear. <3

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2008-08-08T19:56:00.004+08:00

National Day celebration. Freaking walked to CCAB. And now my leg is hurting like crazy.
Went to some Adam Rd food centre or something for lunch. National Library to get yearbook from Cheryl.. Where the other juniors are there.
Plaza Sing-ed. Met Grace and Keane for awhile then left.
Ok.. Here's the part. I was blasting Bullet For My Valentine's Tears Don't Fall (metal) and Boys Like Girls The Great Escape, Five Mintues to Midnight and Thunder at FULL VOLUME on my iPod.
I friggin almost went deaf after I pulled my iPod out. LOL. But that adreline rush I get was so satisfying. Well, that just sums up my day.
Screwed + screwed + more screwed.
08/08/08. & I thought it would end up better. O.O
Oh.. And My throat hurts like hell. Damn..
It sucks. Badly.

(((:

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2008-08-07T20:59:00.003+08:00

This shows how bored I am.. I'm supposed to be completing my GP poverty essay (damn diff) and studying some other random subject.. BUT... I've been sleeping the whole day.. And well, chatting online.
I promise to study later.. Erm.. If I can stay awake. I just took my meds.. Feeling a little drowsy now.. OMG. Nonono. Persevere. :D
Anyways..

(((((((((((((((((((((((:
Thank yous..... <3

Waiting for the train. (:

My dad is mad. Lol. He's so funny and cute lah. And my mom keeps saying Reuben is very short and small size.. She even asked if his mom gives him food.. -.- Wow mom, WOW.

2008-08-07T10:20:00.008+08:00

Oops. I should be at school. Haha. Am sickly sick. I woke up this morning without a voice! Holy cow.
Went back to bed. Woke up and went to see a doctor. Wah.. When I went to see the doctor my throat was almost fine! And so the doc said its not that bad.. And she asked if I wanted mc for tomorrow as well.. OMG. And I stupidly said, no, its ok!!! OMG. Stupid me!
Syncing my iPod now. :D So many songs.. Whoots. And my travel charger totally died. :(((

Oh anyways.. 7th August. Hmm. I just saw my phone and it's 2 people's (I don't wanna be reminded of at all) birthday. One's a jerk, one's an asshole. :(
But oh wells, Happy Birthday to you guys. I know one of you still reads. I know.

Pictures from installation! Koped from Charm's blog.

Jessica, Irish, me, Yuequn, Shimun, Jaslin, Grace (OMG, UNGLAM!) and Charm. (((:

Still us plus Ros and Xue Ting!

All the council girls (minus Gwen, Natfern, Irish, Tessa Tham and Vinee). (((: I'm like so out luh.. -.- WTH. Haha.

Sunshine + Jeremiah! (((:

Grace, YueQun, Jas, me and Charm.

Thanks baby for everything. <3

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2008-08-06T21:16:00.003+08:00

Council meeting today was fun! :D
I realise Josh Chew is from choir and he can play the acoustic guitar.
So then he was playing before meeting started and singing I'm Yours by Jason Mraz. Wow. Good seh.
Teacher's Day planning yo!
Dismissed on time, homed. (((:

Had a freaking sorethroat today. :(
It's still there lah. So siannnnn. It worsened just now when I was at the busstop and shouting to Eric to take 132 to with me. Boooo.
So So So tired. GP essay is a killer. But I haven't started yet. Oooops! (:

You promised.. To learn More Than Words for me.. Remember?

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2008-08-05T19:57:00.006+08:00

Today was a not bad day, considering it was till 5. LOL. PE was a helluva of fun yo.
Chinese.. Stupid teacher was menopausing(if thats how you spell) Stupid.
I was talking to Debs.. Than she was like "Why are you talking" Obviously in chinese.
And then I was saying.. I wanted to ask Debs for the page number.. And she friggin said "You can't find it yourself?"
Like.. WTH. I came into class late cause we were doing PW and I didn't even know what she was doing. Freak her lah. Irritating piece of shit. -.-
Yepps yepps. PE was really fun! The mass dance. (((:
Debbie and I were entertaining ourselves really well. Haha. FUNNNN! :D

Ohoh. Debbie has concave boobs! LOL LOL LOL.
& Denise thinks big nipples (We were talking about breastfeeding where the nipples swell or something like that) are nice.
HOLY COW. -.-''' These people are sick.. I swear.
Oh. & I can tie a cherry knot in 5secs. (:
Reuben can't. AWWWWWW. :D:D:D

I swear I am getting influenced by those weirdos who likes metal.
First it's Evanescence.. Then HIM.. Now it's a little Dragonforce.. And omg.. Bullet For My Valentine songs are DAMN NICE.. If you can get over the screamings. LOL. The melody(???) is.. <3, just like HIM.
Crap.. I should stop mixing with Reuben and Naren. :O

Advice for the day: If a girl says she's cold, don't just say "Me too"

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2008-08-04T19:52:00.004+08:00

So tired. :(
& when I look at the empty keychain holder I feel so frustrated and sad. :(((

Hmm.. Collected Breaking Dawn today.
Thanks YOU for waiting.
I know your keeping something. I know.

It's wrong telling your mom that the guy you like is damn cute. (me)
But it's worst when your mom is actually agreeing that he is cute. -.- (Grace)
Ultimate.. When your mom starts planning your marriage with him, saying that you two should get married. :O (Debbie)

LOL.. Debbie and Grace has such cute moms.. :(((
If only my mom was that fun. Sighs...

(When Love and Death Embrace; 1:50)

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2008-08-03T18:44:00.006+08:00

To think that that would be the last I see of my Spongebob. :(((
Went for PW meeting today. And lost my Spongebob. :(((
Idk where I lost it. I went to find my house downstairs twice.. But to no avail.
Oh mans.. Where on Earth are you?

Oh mans.. Sorry Patrick. :(

Uhh. And my mom.. Crap. Stupid neighbours. Everything also wanna tell tell tell. Shitzo.
Should I just tell her the truth or what? I'm scared...
Why can't they just be more open and modern.. DAMMIT.

Yesterday by Leona Lewis. So so nice.

I just can't believe your gone, still waitin' for mornin' to come, when I see if the sun will
Rise, in the way that your by my side, ooo where we had so much in store, tell me what is it
All reaching for, when were through building memories I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made, they can take the music that we never played, all
The broken dreams, take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday, they
Can take the future that we'll never know they can take the places that we said we would go, all
The broken dreams take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay, I should be thankful for everyday, heaven knows what the future
Holds, or least where the story goes, I never believed until now, I know I'll see you again I'm
Sure, no it's not selfish to ask for more, one more night one more day one more smile on your
Face but they can't take yesterday,

[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made, they can take the music that we'll never play, all the
Broken dreams take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday, they can
Take the future that we'll never know, they can take the places that we said we would go, all the
Broken dreams, take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.

I thought our days would last forever, but it wasn't our destiny, coz in my mind we had so much
Time, but I was so wrong, no I can believe me I can still find the strengh in the moments we
Made I'm lookin' back on yesterday

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made, they can take the music that we'll never play, all the
Broken dreams, take everything, just take itg away, but they can never have
yesterday, they can
Take the future that we'll never know, they can take the places that we said
we would go, all the
Broken dreams,
take everything, just take it away, but they can never have
yesterday.

I just wanna let you know that I really really like you.. And nothing will stop us from being together.
I love you dear. <3

2008-08-02T22:31:00.004+08:00

And right after I said I got no life, I got a text asking me out. :D
Haha. I didn't want to at first.. But than.. Because it's you. So. (((:
Vivo. Subway. Trained to Kallang. (: Back to Tiong Bahru to meet parents for dinner.
Had steamboat. Then walked around. Got a Body Spray from BodyShop! Omg. Expensive! 18.90! :O
Bought a really short dress. It didn't look short with jeans.. But when I tried without my jeans at home.. Holy Cow!
I drank coke(with ALOT of ice) and a packet of cold fresh milk(without lactose) and OMG. You can never imagine the cramps I got after that.
Seriously.. Being late for 20 days and getting the cramps is.. OMG. And you think its bad enough.. I got it when I was bathing. OMG. Freaking can't sit down. So I just.. REN. Haha. Damn pain lah.
I shall not take cold stuff for these few days.. Ok.. Try not to. Haha.
It's not fair that girls get cramps and guys don't. :(((

Peeeekturesssss!

Roooooben's birthday. Omg. Got freaking sabo-ed to sit in front.

Grace is retarded. Seriously..

Rooooo and me, Installation. Flowers yo! Haha. And a screwed hair. Damnss.

Still rooooo. :D

Bro Paul, Grace and me!

1T33 supporters and councilors. Those people there rawks, seriously.

Belmondddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mr Tan.. GRACEEEEE!

Fabian.

Jittttt!

Racial Harmony. Junyi, Emo and me! I look so short, OMG.

Junyi and me. <3

My new body spray! So niseeeeeeee!

Spongebob. So kewt.

Debbie and I camwhoring.

Bloodtest. Ouch.

Econs essay. BEFORE.

Econs essay. AFTER.

Look at the OH-SO-ROUND nugget. LOL.

Koped from Grace's blog. So sweet can. LOL.

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

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2008-08-02T15:52:00.004+08:00

Saturday afternoon and me is at home doing maths. Wow. I feel so.. No life? Haha.
Went for blood test this morning. So scaryyy. LOL.

Yesterday had council meeting from 1.30 to 6.30. Holy cow. Headache damn bad. Crapola.
Sorry for waiting. And thanks. :D:D:D
Dinnered. Macs. Whooots. It was niseeee.
Homed. Bathed and headed straight to bed. Haha. Like totally passed out lah. Because I took 2 panadols and I slept at 2.30am the "night" before. It was.. Ultimate ok. Damn tired.

I wanna watch Dark Knight!!!!! Rawr.

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

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2008-07-31T17:57:00.003+08:00

Thursday already. Time is passing so quickly. Promos are nearing. :(

Careers Day yesterday. BORING. I was on duty in the LT.. I was in the LT with talks on "Healthcare, Sales and Marketing, Pilot, SMU business" They were SOSOSO boring. I was mostly stoning/talking/dozing off/looking out for eyecandies/texting. Haha.
The pilot one was good. Maybe cause it was pilot? -.- Or maybe cause it was Gab Rod's dad. Or maybe cause eyecandy was there. :D
SMU business one was.. Damn.. I listened to 2 sessions consecutively. So boring. It's like repeating! Haha.
Ohoh. For the Sales and Marketing one I wasn't inside for.. Almost half the time. Was outside the LT talking. :D:D:D So it wasn't so bad. Hurhur.
Council meeting later. OMG. Totally tired and unproductive.

Today. Boring day. Chinese was.. ZZZ. That about sums up what I have to say on the lesson. Haha.
GP! Whoots. 1st time lecture I was listening/understanding. The lecturer was not bad. When he ended, T25 clapped. Haha. Proves how good he was. :D
Homed. Bus came fast and the journey felt so short. Haha.

I hate to apologise, especially when I'm not even in the wrong.

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2008-07-29T21:55:00.002+08:00

I told a white lie. :( Shoots.
It was for the benefit of both of us. :D

Phototaking was screwed. Seriously. I was melting in the friggin blazer and the stupid photographer took so long to get ready. Stupid.

I'm being VERY random here. But I'm folding stars.. For fun. -.- I'm so bored you see. Haha.

Careers Day. Aww man. I'm in LT5. Health. What shit.. -.-''' I rather have block PW.. Seriously. I feel SO SO SO bad for not contributing. :( Sorry Denise, Xinmei, Reuben.. Ahem ahem. LOL.

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2008-07-28T20:43:00.007+08:00

Ben & Jerry's Strawberry Cheesecake and Cheesecake Brownie!
Whooots! B&J is love, seriously.
Just bought another 2 pints. (((: $20.95! Haha.

Oh. And apparently I have lactose intolerance, according to Mr New..
Because I get tummyache after drinking milk. Ohmans.
& so I didn't do PE today because I had a tummyache due to drinking milk during self-study. :(

Spongebob & Patrick. (((:

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Now playing: Leona Lewis - Yesterday
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2008-07-27T21:20:00.005+08:00

I love my new blog song. (:
EOM can be such a dread, seriously.
Oh anyways, my dad reformatted my whole comp. And I kinda meddled with the appearance and all.. LOOK!

Desktop!

Mozilla!

MSN!
Haha. It's damn BLACK?
The only non-black is my iTunes.. Because iTunes apparently doesn't have skins that is all black. :(
Haha. I'm obsessed with black. OMG. I love my comp. (((:

Back to school tomorrow. :( Sian..
But on the upside, I get to see all my eyecandies and friends and.. :D
Haha.
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Now playing: Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated
via FoxyTunes

2008-07-27T01:11:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Taken from Sheryl's blog. Hmm.. Try it here.

2008-07-26T23:15:00.002+08:00

My comp is seriously.. Screwed up.
Dad reformatted EVERYTHING. Meaning I had to install MSN, Mozilla and all all over again. Madness.
Haven't gone down to installing iTunes, Photoshop and Microsoft Office. :(

So maybe singing the National Anthem up there wasn't that bad afterall. O.o Haha. Or maybe cause I didn't really sang it loudly? LOL.
Council friday was... ZZZ. BORING. Ended quite on time though. :D

I went out for dinner just now and saw this old couple holding hands. Awww. So sweet can. Hurhur. Not like my parents hold hands anymore. :(
I hope my future husband and I will be so sweet and loving.. Even till the day he/I die.. LOL.
Ohoh. And I just realized something very saddening.. 1 and a half more years the guys are going for NS. Oh.. So saddening.. No more SJI pests! Haha. It feels kinda weird now if you ask me to go back to STC.. LOL.

Ok. Whatever. PW sucks. EOM sucks. Basically.. School sucks.. With the exception of friends and fun lah, I mean.. Haha. Yupps.

I'm happy, kinda. :D:D:D

2008-07-23T20:55:00.003+08:00

I feel like a living corpse. I'm so so so so so so so friggin tired. Zzzzzz.
Officially installed. Council's going to get real busy.
In charge of prom survey and collecting photos from the J2 classes. Holy cow!
Singing National Anthem on Friday. Oh my tian.
Have LOTS & LOTS of homework and 2 tests in 2 days which I haven't even started studying. HALLELUJAH.

I'M DYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pictures of installation up as soon as Grace sends me. :D

2008-07-21T20:39:00.004+08:00

Council appreciation rehearsal today was... A waste of time.
It was.. Gossip session with Yue Qun and Sharidan! LOL. Like WOW. I found out A VERY MAJOR scandal. O.o
Haha. And I was just filling them in with all the scandals. LOL. So according to them.. I'm gossip queen?
Oh. & council is no fun, seriously.. Mass suaning session lah.. Especially by Yue Qun and Daryl.. See! Couple couple. :D
Socialised with 33rd SC.. Mainly with Cherie.. Haha. She thinks I like Arthur because my face turned red when she called him. -.-
Seriously, I DO NOT. Period. Haha.
Exchanged blazers with Anthea.. Whoooots!
Homed at 7.15!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE JIONGLE! :D:D:D
Tickling you is DA BEST! Haha. Grow shorter okies! Haha.

Ehh. I realise I can't stay angry at a person for long! OMG. Haha.
Once I see them I would be like.. Okok. Nvm. Forgive and forget! LOL.. Wth?!

2008-07-20T20:38:00.003+08:00

Pw meeting. 1st time I got so angry during pw meeting. Really cannot take it anymore. I kinda shoot at him today. Haha. Got quite pissed with him. Idk what the shit is his problem.
I wasn't in a bad mood today either.. So I seriously don't know what got into me. Haha. Maybe he's just TOOOO irritating alr.. Or maybe Roo wasn't there to make funny faces. Or maybe Xinmei didn't say anything funny? Haha.
Ask Denise.. She said I was scary today. LOL.

Wah shoots. I suddenly am missing someone soooo badly. Haha. 3 and 1/2 years and counting. :D:D:D I miss you *** *****. Hurhur.
Debbie, we're in the same plight.. I understand you now. LOL.
Where do I stand, in your heart?

I hope you know somebody loves you
and wants the same things too
Yeah this is my wish

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Now playing: Rascal Flatts - My Wish
via FoxyTunes

2008-07-19T23:04:00.008+08:00

PTM today. Stupid Rooben only told me I must cover for him PTM duty at.. 12+ last night?! Stupid asshole (AHEM AHEM) :D Haha.
Luckily there was Olivia.. So we did PTM duty together.. Damn maluating lah! Have to smile and direct the cars.. Sian.. And it was freaking hot. Haha.
PTM. Ms Peh nagged. Parents nagged. As usual.
Dental. Homed.
Sand came over. Surfed a little net. Went out. To Bugis! :D:D:D
Walked around. I bought a button down blouse and a watch. Hurhur. We spammed pictures and camwhored with our new shirts. Whooohooo!

I love BFF. <3

Our new shirts. Same design, different colour. :D
More pics coming up when Sand sends me.

Anyways, my new contacts are giving me a hell of a problem. O.o
See for yourself..

My eyes are friggin red. And itchy and pain. Hurhur.

Quote of the day.. William Shakespeare's Macbeth (:
"I am in blood
Stepp'd in so far that, should I wade no more,
Returning were as tedious as go o'er"

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Now playing: Norah Jones - Somewhere Over the Rainbow
via FoxyTunes

2008-07-18T20:32:00.002+08:00

Bad mood. Zzz.
Damn pissed, angry and sad. Sighs. Why the f is life so unfair huh huh huh.
There are more.. Sad things compared to happy things that happen to me. Not fair! Boooo!
Alicia and Jit probably knows why. Hurhur. Thanks people.
You don't fucking vent your anger at me and act as if nothing happened.

Wisdom tooth surgery.. 15 August. Root Canal Treatment.. 2 months later. Sian.

Debbie and I were talking just now.. And I've changed my mind on something. I thought that loving someone was better.. But now I think being loved is better. At least its not so painful! Haha.
And we were saying that its very difficult to find someone who loves you more than you loving him..
Lol.. But Debbie.. AHEM AHEM. Haha. I sooo envy you lah. Stupid. Cherish him lah, bitch! Stop bullying him understand? Haha.

Action speaks louder than words, much much louder

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Now playing: Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The Most
via FoxyTunes

2008-07-17T21:03:00.003+08:00

Tired! Just came back from installation rehearsal. Full dress.
I am eating dinner in front of my comp now! :D:D:D Haha.

Chinese listening compre. I was sleeping while waiting for 3oclock lah! Haha. Junhua had to wake me up. Hurhur..
It was ok.. Not too bad.
Went to Island Creamery later with Roo, Changyi, Grace. Keane joined later. O.o
St Ignatius Church after that with Keane and Grace (OMG) Haha.
Sat in this room while waiting for our turn to use the church.. Everyone was just talking and laughing and gossipping! So funnn! Haha.
I love my fellow councilors.. (EXCEPT FOR... BB)

Let me try naming the 40 people from council.. Haha. I'm bored!
SA- Gwen, Vineeta, Shimun, Cherlynn, Debra, Tessa, Angela, Pat, Jiajie, Josh Chan, Josh Chew, Xav Ng, Sharidan, Francis
CI- Grace, Jaslin, Xue Ting, Irish, Jane, Yue Qun, Tessa, Keane, Jon Chen, Kenneth, Po Xian, Daryl
CA- Nat Fern, Nat Wee, Mich, Joy, Charm, Jessica, Trini, Ros, GraceMary, Xav Kwan, Andrea, Belmond, Ryan, TianYu

YAYYNESS! The only one I forgot is Tianyu! OOPS. Sorry Tianyu! Haha.
Okok. Gotta go chiong homework alr! :p:p:p

REUBEN SUCKS. =)

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Now playing: HIM - This Fortress of Tears
via FoxyTunes

2008-07-16T20:16:00.004+08:00

OMG. Stupid Grace.. -.-
Went to St. Ignatius church today for installation rehearsal.. And... As we were the only ones who ended at 1, we went there by ourselves (Grace and me)
And we friggin got lost.. Thanks to Grace's "VERY GOOD" direction sense. Haha. In the end Jon Chen's mom had to come to fetch us from.. IDK where.. In the middle of alot of terrace houses and trees. Hallelujah.
Oh.. Installation rehearsal was fun. :D
I am standing right in the front in the friggin middle! Pityness pityness. :((( Worst, I have Gwen behind me. HURHUR. She freaks me out, I swear.. Haha.
PE was slacked squared. Haha.

Ohoh! This morning.. There was a cockroach in my toilet. Like.. OMG. So I didn't dare to go in to bathe.. In the end.. I still did. But then I was kinda late! Haha. Oops. Never dried my hair. Yikes.

Guess who? (Horny old handicapped pervert)

Grace and I were passed by the MP that passed away's house.. When we were on our quest to finding St. Ignatius Church. Haha. This was BEFORE we got lost.. :D

Oh.. This is for you, REUBEN LIM. :D:D:D
I'm sucha nice friend, dontcha agree? Uh huh.. LOL.

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Now playing: Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated
via FoxyTunes

2008-07-14T22:08:00.005+08:00

Wow. & I like just woke up? Haha.
Slept through the evening. O.o

Stupid dental today. Went there.. Got lost, kinda. Went to the wrong building. Went to 4th floor. And thought it looked weird. Turned out to be the wrong building. Haha.
When I was done. I couldn't find my way out of SGH. -.- Haha. It's not sua ku. It's.. I don't go hospitals often. :D

Heard PE was fun.. Dammits.

Money is the root of all evil, and unhappiness.
(Like totalleh!)

I don't need this superficial friendship.

2008-07-13T21:04:00.003+08:00

My supposed to be growing wisdom tooth is hurting like mad after eating that Old Chang Kee Sotong. Damns.

Queenstown to get contacts. Monthly. But have to order because apparently I need the astigue(however you spell) one. And it doesn't have it there and then. Zzz.

Towned. Bought my flip flops. Like FINALLY. Haha. Walked around.. Aimlessly. (((:
Kope lots of free QUAKERS COOKIES AND CREAM. YUMMMS.
Anyway, you still owe me Macs ice-cream. :D

My phone sucks lah. So slow. Zzz. I wanna change phone! My bro's getting my uncle to get the 3G iPhone from America! I want it too!!! 300 US dollars. :(((
But my mom doesn't wanna get me one. Haha. NVM. I'll save up. :D

Ok.. Maths time. SIAN.

PS: OMG! I'm listening to One Last Time again! NO KIDDING!
SCARY.

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Now playing: HIM - One last time
via FoxyTunes

2008-07-12T19:40:00.002+08:00

To make up for the absence of pictures..

He is one horny bastard mans.. EWWWW.

2008-07-12T17:44:00.003+08:00

OMG. Tetris 42 lines 10326!!!
Meaning its all "4-liners"
Whooots! I sooo rawk. :D:D:D

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Now playing: HIM - One last time
via FoxyTunes

2008-07-11T21:15:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Roooooben Lim!

Chinese A Level Orals today. O.o Question.. Friggin difficult. Everyone came out of the room and showed the.. "DIE" face. Nat even cuter. She did the sign of the cross! LOL.
Question about Spore opening the 4th Uni. :O

Oh. & Frolicks ain't that nice.
PS: I don't eat PLAIN yogurt. Oops. Hurhur.

My luck seems to suck damn alot lah.
I hope that guy didn't snap a pic. If not.. We're freaking screwed. I swear.

2008-07-10T20:21:00.004+08:00

I don't even know why the freak am I sad lah. :(
Maybe its cause of grades.
Maybe its cause of Ms Chay and Mr Seah not teaching me anymore.
Maybe its cause of disappointment.
Maybe its cause of my screwed up EOM.
Maybe its cause of the book that I'm reading.
or Maybe its because you decide to treat me like dirt. :(

I feel so stupid. :(((
& I desperately need chem tuition.

And FUCK. I don't give a damn. Fuck it man.